【46.]

Xu Chi was woken up by the vibration of his cell phone the subsequent day.

Together with his eyes closed, he discovered his cellular phone drowsily in mattress. After opening his eyes, he discovered it was a Wechat name from Tang Yanzhi.

“Hiya…”

“Are you continue to sleeping?”

“Effectively…” Xu Chi put his head and cellular phone beneath the pillow, “What’s the matter?”

“Huh? You’re going again house immediately, aren’t you?”

“Sure.”

“And your practice leaves at ten o’clock, proper?”

“Sure.”

“But it surely’s 12:00 now.”

“Oh.” Xu Chi turned over slowly, then jumped up from the dangerous hastily, “12:00?”

“Yep.” Tang Yanzhi’s laughter got here into Xu Chi’s ears by the microphone. “It’s 12:00 now.”

Xu Chi held his cell phone and sat cross-legged on the mattress. At this second, his roommate was nonetheless sleeping closely. He rubbed his hair and requested, “How come…? I didn’t hear the sound of my alarm clock.”

The lukewarm voice of Xu Chi made Tang Yanzhi stimulated. Then he cleared his throat and stated, “In the event you’re prepared, go downstairs. I’ll be ready for you there.”

“Why are you ready for me?”

“’Take you house.”

“Uh… I’ve no ticket now.”

Tang Yanzhi lastly couldn’t assist laughing. “I’ll drive you again house.”

【47.]

Even after Xu Chi acquired into the automobile, he was nonetheless sleepy.

He was sitting within the entrance passenger seat, with the warning tone of the seat belt ringing. Tang Yanzhi checked out Xu Chi who appeared to go to sleep in a second, bending over to assist him fasten the seat belt.

As Xu Chi appeared up, he noticed a determine approaching himself. Earlier than he realized who it was, Tang Yanzhi rubbed his head. “Little boy…” Truly, he needed to say “did you write late final evening?”. Lastly, he gave up this concept and stated, “Did you sleep late final evening?”

“Mm-hmm.” Xu Chi had little resistance to the hand on his head. He squinted and yawned, “It’s about 4 a.m.”

Touching Xu Chi’s tender hair, the primary considered Tang Yanzhi was that he was so cute!

The second was that he ought to be hided!

【48.]

After they had been on the best way, Xu Chi turned awake, chatting with him and consuming the bread and milk given by Tang Yanzhi.

“Tang Yanzhi.”

Tang Yanzhi made a turning sign and replied, “Huh?”

“I’ve a query for you.”

“Go forward.”

“You’re writing a BL story, proper?”

“Yeah. What’s the matter?”

“Is it standard?”

Tang Yanzhi thought: You will have identified the reply. However why did you ask me once more?  Effectively, he had no alternative however to play this present with Xu Chi. So he stated, “Not too dangerous.”

“What concerning the sort? Candy doting tales?”

“Effectively, sure.”

“Uh…” Xu Chi kneaded the empty bread bag right into a ball and held it in his hand. He took a sip of milk, which made his face as plump as a hamster. “Let’s assume…”

“Assume what?”

“Do you assume an angst author shall be standard if he begins to write down candy tales?”

What Xu Chi stated made Tang Yanzhi so astonished that he virtually mistook the brake for the accelerator! After they stopped at a site visitors gentle, Tang Yanzhi turned his head to take a look at Xu Chi, who appeared fairly critical.

Tang Yanzhi sighed in his thoughts and thought Xu Chi was certainly silly. Even fool would know Xu Chi was speaking about himself. Nonetheless, dealing with such a idiot, Tang Yanzhi needed to be a idiot along with him.

“An angst author? You imply your self?”

“Effectively… You’ll be able to regard that author as me. Anyway, it’s simply an assumption.”

“Now that you just need to author candy tales as a substitute of heartbreaking ones, there have to be some causes. Do you assume your writing shouldn’t be good or you may have much less readers?”

“Possibly each…” Trying on the highway forward, Xu Chi stated unconsciously, “At first, I assumed I used to be a newcomer, so it didn’t matter even when there was nobody studying my tales. However the state of affairs has lasted for a very long time… Even I started to doubt whether or not it’s price persevering with my writing.”

“Even some new feedback are criticizing the values of the author…” Xu Chi took the final sip of milk and stated, “Typically, I don’t need to argue with such readers, however more often than not… They only hearken to what different readers stated… Quite the opposite, they don’t hearken to the reason from the author…”

Tang Yanzhi want to inform him that it’s not true, and you’ve got readers. Your writing is sort of properly. It’s simply because they didn’t discover such a treasure such as you but. If you wish to be standard, I might allow you to.

However all of those phrases couldn’t be stated.

“Earlier than, I assumed it didn’t matter whether or not I used to be standard or not. However final evening, I all of the sudden thought I used to be so silly. A author who doesn’t need to be standard shouldn’t be an excellent author. So, why didn’t I need to be standard? What I write is for individuals to learn. If I’m not standard, it means my writing shouldn’t be good. Then why do I insist on losing my time on writing?”

“Certainly, these questions couldn’t be contemplated late at evening…” Xu Chi checked out Tang Yan with a smile. “I do know I’ve acquired myself right into a lifeless finish, however I don’t know the way to repair this drawback.”

Tang Yanzhi appeared intently on the site visitors jams which had been like a automobile present, along with his fingers tapping on the steering wheel. He appeared on the highway forward and stated to Xu Chi, “You stated you’re a heartbreaking author. So, do you want writing this type of tales?”

“If I don’t like them, I received’t author this type of tales.”

“Okay…You then simply have two easy issues: You thought there are much less readers and a few of them couldn’t perceive you.”

“Two easy issues? Come on! These two issues are arduous sufficient to crush massive quantities of writers.”

“Effectively, if there’s an individual who might allow you to, reminiscent of me, FYI,  I’ve about 400,000 followers on Weibo, and I can repost your tales and make some compliments that will help you change into standard, will you settle for my assist?”

“No. That’s not what I would like.”

“Why not? All you want is a only a solution to change into standard. Right here it’s now. Inform me why you don’t need it.”

“What I would like is that after studying my tales, the reader actually prefer it and suggest it to others relatively than studying it for the sake of you. Effectively, I do know possibly you assume I’m too happy with myself… However I feel these two methods are completely totally different.”

“What’s the distinction? It’s only a solution to change into standard. Why do you care it a lot? Whenever you change into standard, after all there shall be somebody prepared to learn your tales and provide you with some good feedback. I simply reverse the orders, however the outcome is identical.”

“No.” Xu Chi insisted, “I don’t want hits or recognition that are acquired on this method. If my writing is much less good than what you stated in your Weibo account, received’t or not it’s embarrassing?”

“Don’t fear,” Tang Yanzhi smiled. “In my followers’ eyes, all the things about me is ideal.”

Xu Chi was confused with what Tang Yanzhi stated, “What?”

The site visitors was nonetheless jammed. Tang Yanzhi continued, “Let’s speak about this matter otherwise.”

“Huh?”

“Do you want candy tales?”

“I… I’ve no particular emotions about it. Meaning it has nothing to do with my preferences. I learn it, however most likely, I don’t have an impulse to comply with it.”

“It doesn’t matter. In any case, everybody has its personal choice. Initially, the rationale why I wrote candy tales was… I hope my readers would really feel completely happy and cut back some detrimental energies in day by day life after studying my tales. Even whether it is used to kill time, it’s okay.”

“To be trustworthy, this circle is a bit business as of late. Some writers choose to write down what readers like. I completely perceive. In any case, everybody has a distinct alternative they usually need to make a dwelling by this.”

“To place it easy, I really feel the candy tales these days…” Tang Yanzhi stated, “is like ‘fast-food tradition’. My followers often say, after studying a candy story and turning off the cellphone, all the characters and plots are forgotten.”

“In distinction, the heartbreaking tales shall be extra spectacular. No less than, typically after they talked a couple of heartbreaking story, greater than half of the feedback are about hitting somebody.”

“However tales like this…. had been only a minority… Similar to my tales… Most of them acquired much less consideration.”

Tang Yanzhi tried to say, “it’s simply because not too many individuals learn it. And it’s not the fault of your writing.” As a substitute, he stated, “Since you favor heartbreaking tales to candy tales, I feel you’d higher hand over writing candy tales.”

“It’s not simple to write down candy tales properly. Or relatively, it’s not simple to write down each story properly. Now there’s fierce competitors amongst candy tales. What’s your benefit?”

“If the author doesn’t prefer it, how come you anticipate the readers to love what you write?”

Xu Chi was silent.

“Now let’s discuss concerning the reader. Every reader is a person. So that they have their very own concepts. You’ll be able to’t ask all of them to comply with your ideas. Even I obtain a couple of hundred feedback daily criticizing about my writing. As you want consuming apples and I like watermelon, you received’t inform me the watermelon shouldn’t be tasty after which pressure me to eat apples, proper?”

“Subsequently, more often than not, I simply regard these feedback as an encouragement. And these critiques, though they’re not good, they may rapidly level out the weak spot of your writing. As for individuals who criticize concerning the values, simply let or not it’s.”

“You’ll be able to learn each remark, however don’t take each remark to coronary heart. The author’s coronary heart is so small that it might solely embody the character and plots. So that you shouldn’t put all of the dangerous message into your coronary heart.”

“All in all, I feel each writers and readers ought to be sympathized. It’s higher if they may perceive one another. If not… I feel it’s sufficient to maintain steadiness.”

Tang Yanzhi completed talking and stared at Xu Chi, who smiled not too naturally and stated, “I’m simply making a speculation. Why are you telling me a lot significantly?”

Tang Yanzhi raised his eyebrows and smiled. “About all the things associated to you, I’m critical.”