After breakfast, I took my medication out of the package deal. It’s the suppressant that I at all times take.

A barely massive orange tablet in a spherical form. I rolled it round in my palm and stared at it.

I feel it is perhaps the primary time I checked out this medication so intently.

Often, I simply took it with out interested by it.

As a result of there was no different selection apart from to take this medication.

Ever since I had my first warmth, I at all times took this medication whereas getting ready myself to take it for the remainder of my life.

…For some motive, I couldn’t carry myself to take this medication now.

I introduced it as much as my mouth, but it surely simply wouldn’t go away my fingers. I didn’t even wish to open my lips.

I put my hand down, nonetheless holding the medication.

I’ve been doing the identical factor for thrice now.

Yuugo is within the kitchen now. He was packing up the surplus bread so I may carry them house with me. When he’s accomplished with that, we might get able to exit, and get within the automobile to go.

There was solely a short while left for us to be collectively.

“Hey Sou. Your baggage can be lots… Sou?”

Yuugo poked his head out of the kitchen.

He was taking a look at me whereas holding a plastic bag stuffed with bread in each of his arms.

His gaze made me really feel a bit panicked, and I hurriedly introduced the medication in my hand to my mouth. Nevertheless it didn’t go nicely.

The tablet fell from the hole between my fingers.

“Ah…”

The tablet fell onto the wood ground and rolled round. I couldn’t go and decide up the tablet that had rolled so far-off.

I couldn’t transfer.

Yuugo put down the plastic luggage he was holding in each arms and went to select up the tablet as a substitute.

He stared on the tablet in his hand after which walked towards me.

“Sorry, Yuugo… sorry.”

“What’s flawed? Why are you apologizing impulsively?”

“…..I don’t wish to take that medication.”

I ended up blurting it out from my mouth.

Despite the fact that I might simply hassle Yuugo by saying one thing like that.

However, I didn’t wish to take it.

I couldn’t try this.

I’m an omega in warmth right here with an alpha. There was no method we may keep collectively with out me taking the medication. I knew that there’s extra which means implied behind me saying that I don’t wish to take the medication.

I’m simply the identical with these omegas on the discussion board by being like this.

Similar to these omegas that Yuugo hated.

Despite the fact that I didn’t wish to be the identical as them… Despite the fact that I didn’t need Yuugo to be disillusioned with me.

“Sorry… I’ll take it in any case… There’s simply one thing bizarre with me.”

The hand that I held out to obtain the medication from Yuugo couldn’t fulfill its job. He grabbed my wrist tightly and pulled me.

The subsequent factor I knew, I used to be being embraced in Yuugo’s arms.

“…Wh- at?”

“You perceive the which means of these phrases, proper?”

“…That’s why I’m saying I’ll take the meds.”

“—I don’t need you to take it both.”

Huh…?

I couldn’t see what sort of face Yuugo was making as a result of I used to be being embraced.

However the tone of his voice didn’t sound like he was joking.

“Yuu- go…?”

“You at all times stated that you simply don’t wish to be an omega, so I assumed you’d be uncomfortable with one thing like this… That’s why I couldn’t say it earlier than. Sorry.”

“…Meaning-”

“I truly don’t wish to be aside from you. I wish to make love with you. I wish to chunk your nape and go away a mark that gained’t disappear— I’ve at all times needed to do all that.”

He let go of my physique and appeared down at my face.

I may see Yuugo’s expression.

Deep inside his eyes, I may really feel a presence of a ferocious beast. It was a presence of a beast known as alpha.

“…I haven’t taken my medication both. As a result of I didn’t wish to.”

“You too, Yuugo…?”

“However, I meant on placing your emotions first. I assumed I’d take the medication as soon as you probably did.”

Even about issues like this, Yuugo was keen to go to such lengths to match my tempo.

All of my worries from earlier had been blown away in a single go by the truth that Yuugo’s would consider me first.

This time, I’m the one who clung to Yuugo’s physique. I inhaled Yuugo’s scent into my chest.

“Sou…?”

I used to be speculated to be afraid on the considered being another person’s pair, however my nape was nonetheless heating up from Yuugo’s phrases earlier.

My instincts are screaming at me, wanting Yuugo to chunk my nape and go away a mark there.

No, it wasn’t simply my intuition that desired for it.

“If I desired for it, will you do it for me?”

“I may not cease even should you dislike it midway— I’ll do it should you nonetheless wish to do it regardless of that.”

A low voice.

Yuugo’s fingertips touched the nape of my neck.

My physique jolted from the robust shock I felt from that place.

We checked out one another.

I felt that the ferocious presence lurking inside his eyes appeared to be a bit stronger than earlier than.

My respiratory turned erratic.

My physique turned so unbearably scorching.

“…I would like you- to chunk me.”

I wish to give all of my being to this stunning beast.

That was what my instincts had been screaming at me.