Candy Style (1)
Proper now, I used to be being made to sit down in between Yuugo’s legs as he sat on the couch. Whereas being hugged from behind, I ate the orange jelly that he purchased for me.
Dr. Kazuki and Yanagi had left a short time in the past.
I completely thought I’d be going dwelling along with them, however I’m nonetheless on this room for some purpose.
The one who steered that I stick with Yuugo for somewhat longer was surprisingly Dr. Kazuki himself.
It looks like the rationale was my pheromones would solely develop into steady after I’m round Yuugo. I ponder why. Possibly as a result of I might really feel relaxed by his aspect… as a result of he’s an alpha?
After listening to that, Yuugo wouldn’t go away my aspect, identical to now.
Properly, there was no want to stay shut collectively like this… However Yuugo mentioned he needed to remain like this, and it didn’t make me really feel uncomfortable too.
Nevertheless it nonetheless feels unusual.
I nonetheless couldn’t perceive why we have been on this state of affairs.
“Sou, does that style good?”
As I used to be consuming the jelly silently, Yuugo spoke to me from behind.
His voice that could possibly be heard so near my ears tickled me somewhat.
“Ah… yeah. Would you like some, Yuugo?”
I replied like that spontaneously, and I instantly realized that I had made a mistake.
There was just one portion of jelly— If Yuugo mentioned that he need some, I must give him a chew out of this.
I ponder if Yuugo would need to eat from my share.
“I would like it. Give me some.”
“…Ah, however… in the event you don’t need to eat from my share, you don’t should drive yourself-“
“In fact I don’t thoughts. Come on, I’ll open vast.”
Wait, shouldn’t it’s me who say ‘open vast’ if I’m the one who spoon-feeds him?
Yuugo leaned his face from the aspect and opened his mouth to me. That motion of his was identical to a child fowl.
I couldn’t simply ignore Yuugo, who seemed as if he would keep like that till I spoon-feed him the jelly, so I scooped one-bite measurement of jelly and introduced it to his mouth.
…The motion of spoon-feeding somebody is admittedly one thing.
I couldn’t take my eyes off Yuugo’s mouth because it strikes.
I slowly pulled out the spoon that I had inserted into his mouth. I might see his purple tongue because it adopted the spoon, and my heartbeat went sooner straight away.
“You’re proper, it tastes good.”
“…..”
Yuugo smiled fortunately, but it surely wasn’t the time for that for me.
I gulped down the remainder of the orange jelly in a single gulp, however I couldn’t really feel the style that ought to have tasted good.
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“Then, let’s sleep.”
Yuugo introduced me to not the room the place I had been sleeping earlier than, however to his personal bed room.
I might scent his scent from all around the room. I’ve been stressed simply staying like this, and now he advised me to sleep subsequent to him… I believe it’s inconceivable for me.
I couldn’t transfer from in entrance of the door.
“Hey… I’ll sleep within the room from earlier in any case.”
“No. You must be by my aspect so your pheromones might develop into steady, proper? Come on, sleep on this room along with me for right now.”
I attempted refusing as soon as, however ultimately I couldn’t argue again as he took me into the mattress.
I resisted Yuugo’s makes an attempt to sleep whereas hugging one another, and I one way or the other managed to get right into a place the place he simply hugged me from behind. However I nonetheless felt stressed.
Maybe Yuugo was drained, for I might hear his regular respiratory as he sleep after some time.
…Although I didn’t really feel like I might sleep in any respect.
It was partly as a result of I had been sleeping till simply earlier, however the scent on this room have to be what precipitated it. I might scent Yuugo’s scent from all around the room.
The brand new remedy dose that Dr. Kazuki had given to me earlier appeared to forestall my fever from going up, however my coronary heart was beating so loudly. It even made me assume that Yuugo would possibly get up from the loud noise.
I felt so stressed that I made a decision to get off the bed.
Yuugo didn’t get up even after I lifted his arm. He appeared to be sleeping actually soundly.
I left the room quietly and took a deep breath within the hall.
It’s not that I don’t like Yuugo’s scent. As a substitute, it smells actually good.
However, I used to be scared as a result of I felt like I used to be turning bizarre the extra I smelled that scent. My pheromones would possibly develop into steady, however I felt like anything inside my physique would develop into a multitude as a substitute.
I moved to the lounge.
With out turning on the lights, I sat on the couch I had been sitting on earlier.
The air conditioner was additionally turned off, but it surely nonetheless felt cool right here.
Within the dimly lit lounge, I turned on the display of my telephone that I introduced from the bed room.
“…There are additionally messages from my sister.”
I used to be going to have a look at it later, however I forgot all about it.
The messages arrived even earlier than I first awoke. There was additionally my sister’s title on the decision historical past.
The messages have been all about her fear for me. She even mentioned that she would contact our mother and father about this, as anticipated of her.
“I suppose I’ll reply tomorrow.”
It could be 1 AM at midnight quickly.
She had most likely heard about my situation from Dr. Kazuki already, so I’ll simply reply tomorrow morning. It could solely trouble her if I reply at this hour anyway.
That’s proper. Folks usually don’t ship messages to somebody at this hour.
However, I despatched it to Yuugo. As a result of I assumed that he was an AI… that he wasn’t human.
I’m positive there have to be a time after I despatched a message when he was sleeping like now. Even on the time when he have to be working, he would all the time give me a reply immediately.
…Yuugo is a giant shot, proper?
Yanagi even mentioned he was Yuugo’s secretary, and he known as Yuugo a director.
Additionally, it was mentioned he could be the following president— I remembered the disagreeable emotions I had from earlier.
“…Lars Lindgren, was it?”
I recalled Yuugo’s title that Dr. Kazuki had talked about and tried to look it up. That title got here up immediately. Some photos of Yuugo dressed correctly in a go well with got here up, identical to after I met him on the bookstore.
I had no thought who he was, however apparently Yuugo was well-known.
“Growing merchandise for alpha and omega… so he does one thing like that.”
Amongst them was the pheromone measuring system that Dr. Kazuki had been utilizing.
It looks like his firm was additionally concerned in producing medical gear. There have been many different merchandise on the location, however that wasn’t what caught my curiosity.
“Is that this a discussion board…?”
There was a discussion board with Yuugo’s title on it. It was an nameless discussion board. I tapped it out of curiosity –and instantly regretted it.
Most people posting there have been omega. They wrote no matter they needed about Yuugo.
I need to be his pair.
I would like him to chew my nape.
These have been nonetheless on the higher aspect.
That he has superior genes, the best stallion… There are a lot of different worse phrases.
Amongst them, one explicit dialog caught my eye.
—Irrespective of how a lot of a giant shot he’s, ultimately he’s simply an alpha. We are able to simply make him fall for utilizing pheromones, proper?”
—I do know proper. I ought to simply be in warmth close to him, and he’ll be mine.
Isn’t this against the law?
Nobody on the discussion board tried to cease them. All I see have been a bunch of feedback that made enjoyable of alpha.
“They solely noticed me as an alpha, and never myself.”
I remembered the phrases that Yuugo had blurted out earlier.
He most likely meant about one thing like this.
All of the feedback posted there have been all speaking about Yuugo as a handy alpha, not as himself.
Simply taking a look at them made me sick.
I used to be additionally in an analogous state of affairs after I discovered I used to be an omega. To not this extent… however I hated the best way folks round me handled me as an ‘omega’, not as myself.
Due to that, I started to place distance even to my family and friends. They acted overly afraid than I used to be in regards to the warmth that I’ll expertise, and so they handled me like I used to be boiling water. These issues tire greater than something.
Then, it made me hate myself much more for being an omega.