Left within the nonetheless darkness, Damia contemplated over the stunning scenes she had seen. And fell into a really sophisticated sentiment.

The Akkard she knew was all the time a glamorous and conceited man. So Damia had assumed in her coronary heart that he should have grown up as a really valuable, younger tyrant that would have something by merely pointing his finger at it.

Subsequently, understanding his darkish previous, which she couldn’t have imagined, was very uncomfortable.

“What are you fascinated with?”

At Sienna’s query, who was watching from the facet, Damia sighed deeply. And he or she requested frankly.

“This isn’t only a dream, is it?”

Sienna didn’t reply. However the smile on her lips grew a little bit thicker. Seeing this, Damia requested one other query,

“I don’t perceive. Why did you present me this?”

She answered her query after considering for a second.

“I simply needed to let .”

“What?”

“Why is he callous to ache? Why did he ever grow to be a human who solely is aware of himself?”

As Damia thought, Akkard lived comfortably and knew nothing however himself. However, quite the opposite, it was near that as a result of he suffered an excessive amount of.

Akkard’s ache receptors had been completely paralyzed and numbed. He didn’t love anybody; he thought solely of his personal consolation and pleasure.

“As a result of there isn’t any ache anymore. As a result of he can’t really feel the damage. He select solely to do issues which are so reckless and egocentric,”

Sienna defined with a small sigh. Simply because he wasn’t injured didn’t imply others had been like that. Certainly, he was a silly little brother.

Akkard was now a giant and robust grownup man. The looming shadow of his merciless father may not threaten him.

However someplace within the nook of his coronary heart and behind his thoughts, there was nonetheless a little bit boy. The soul tied to the whipping and affected by that point had not but totally grown.

So there was no means Akkard may love anybody. So removed from embracing an individual, his coronary heart, paralyzed for too lengthy, was on the verge of rotting because of the lack of blood.

“However you then confirmed up, Damia Primula.”

Sienna’s cold fingers pointed straight at Damia. Startled by this, she shook her head and replied:

“However I don’t love him. We have now no relationship, and don’t have anything to do with one another.”

“I do know.”

“However then why me? Why did you present me this stuff?”

Damia requested calmly. In case Sienna deliberate on asking her to forgive him or settle for him as a result of he had a painful previous.

In fact, she had no concept that Akkard’s previous was so horrible. It was actually unlucky.

Whereas Akkard had been whipped over time, nobody had saved him. Due to that, he grew as much as be a person who solely knew himself.

‘However due to that doesn’t imply I ought to indulge him,’

Damia thought firmly. She was not the one who whipped him and stood by. Subsequently, out of his quite a few miseries, there have been no grievances she was answerable for or needed to be accountable for.

So Akkard Valerian had no excuse for treating her like that.

“Don’t be too cautious. I’m not asking you to like him.”

Sienna shook her head and mentioned one thing surprising to her with a bitter smile.

“All I would like is… … you pretending you don’t see him.”

“What?”

“I meant actually what I mentioned. Even when he wanders round you pathetically, simply faux you don’t know—ignore him.”

Damia was silent on the phrases that didn’t make sense. Seeing this, Sienna laughed with a sigh.

“I do know. Even that’s my unreasonable greed. Now you don’t wish to even take a look at him.”

“… … I don’t fairly perceive,”

Damia requested, rubbing her stinging temple along with her hand.

“What do you imply, faux you don’t see him? What does that imply?”

“That means? Sure, there may be.”

Sienna got here nearer, took her hand, and gently stroked her hair. Then, miraculously, the headache that was bothering Damia disappeared.

“You make the kid’s lifeless coronary heart leap, and also you deliver again the ache that was as soon as numbed,”

Sienna mentioned in a relaxed tone as if she had been singing a music.

“You’re sufficient, Damia. Simply your existence itself is efficacious.”

You make Akkard a greater particular person simply by being alive, Sienna whispered, donning a really older sister’s countenance.

“I knew he was going awry, however I simply let go of him and watched. As a result of he’s been so miserably wounded to date. I didn’t wish to damage him anymore or it to get any worse.”

However one couldn’t grow to be an grownup with out rising pains. Not like the physique that already knew the pleasures of numerous adults, Akkard’s coronary heart was of solely a egocentric boy.

If it weren’t for Damia, he would have by no means grown. And with out understanding what he was missing, he would have died with an empty coronary heart and reiterated relationships simply as mechanical as excretion.

“You’re a good particular person, Damia.”

It was already the third time she had heard it. However Sienna’s expression as she mentioned these phrases regarded bitter, not like earlier than.

“So I used your kindness and empathy for different folks’s ache. I’m sorry.”

“Are you able to please inform me so I can perceive, Sienna?”

Damia replied with a half-resigned face. She was already struggling sufficient, accustomed to the North’s distinctive direct means of talking.