The demise of my mom’s concubine was an awesome blow to me.

The emperor elder brother noticed that I used to be struggling, and he thought of my brother’s emotions. Due to this fact, he did not blame me for exposing my id. Simply let me return to Kyoto to attend my mom’s funeral.

The Emperor himself stayed in Xihe move.

I’ve no time to take care of what occurred between my brother and Gu nanshang at xiheguan. My thoughts is all on the funeral ceremony of my mom’s concubine.

I am going again to Yuqin palace day and evening.

Underneath the management of the housekeeper, mourning instrument was so as. After a number of days of driving and unhappiness, I used to be exhausted and fainted instantly on the mourning corridor.

I vaguely keep in mind that I used to be carried again to Fangfei Pavilion.

Fangfei Pavilion, the place I stay, is subsequent to Hongmei backyard the place my mom lived. Once I was younger, with the intention to take higher care of me, my mom dug out an arch on the wall between the 2 courtyards.

I fainted for 2 days. Between these two days, I stored dreaming.

Generally I dream of my mom’s concern for me when she is dying. Generally I dream that she is offended with me. She blames me for not coming again in time. Sometimes, she desires of Gu nanshang

Once I awoke, it was time for my mom to be in mourning.

The housekeeper despatched for me.

The mom is the princess of the Su household in Xiling, who’s certified to be buried within the imperial mausoleum; Because the son of Yuqin palace and the son of my mom’s imperial concubine, I want to hold her coffin to the imperial mausoleum.

After I despatched my mom’s coffin to the imperial mausoleum and settled it, I sat in entrance of her mausoleum for a very long time, and my thoughts stored flashing the kindness she had handled me. For this light, kind-hearted, loving light girl, my coronary heart is stuffed with guilt;

It is cloudy.

Quickly it started to rain, like my temper presently.

Immediately, the drizzle overhead was blocked, and a transparent feminine voice got here to my ear: “brother Moyan, it is raining. Let’s return.”

I turned my head.

The little woman in entrance of me.

I keep in mind her. She is tune hanruo, the youngest daughter of the final’s household. As a result of the final is the youthful brother of his mom’s spouse’s household, tune hanruo and I are cousins.

She was solely six after I left residence ten years in the past.

Since then, she has usually adopted me and chased me for sugar.

My cousin squatted beside me, holding an umbrella to guard me from the rain, “brother Muyan, the lifeless are gone, the dwelling are like this. You’ve got simply come again to Xiling. You are not used to Xiling’s local weather. Do not get harm by the rain. Let’s return.”

Individuals are like this.

Everyone knows the reality of persuasion;

When issues come to their very own head, there are only a few individuals who can deal with them rationally.

Within the face of Han ruo’s cousin’s persuasion, I needed to smile bitterly and say “I am OK” to her, then I bought up and went residence.

I went to Hongmei backyard the place my mom lived.

Within the crimson plum backyard in July, the crimson plum bushes are lush and inexperienced. His mom and concubine liked plum blossom, so his father constructed a courtyard in Prince Yu’s mansion, filled with crimson plum.

And now the crimson plum backyard, plum tree remains to be, however has disappeared.

Hongmeiyuan was the identical as after I left residence, solely below the hall there was a row of Gardenia with glorious development and faint perfume.

I stare on the gardenia, a bit of distracted.

Hanruo’s cousin was behind me. She defined in a euphemistic voice: “brother Muyan, aunt, she is trying ahead to your coming again day-to-day. When she is dying, she doesn’t overlook to name your identify. I heard niansi say that these flowers are planted for you by aunt.”

I take a breath.

Endure heartache, low voice asks a means: “develop for me?”

In my reminiscence, my mom solely loves plum blossom.

However I do not like Gardenia very a lot.

“The massive aunt mentioned, brother Muyan, you want gardenia. Plant some flowers that my brother likes within the crimson plum backyard. When my brother comes again and sees them, he could be in a greater temper.”

“The massive aunt additionally mentioned that brother Muyan is a specific particular person. She specifically informed the maidservants in the home that all the pieces in Fangfei backyard was organized based on the structure if you left residence. Ten years are like a day. On daily basis, there are particular folks to scrub it. Brother, you’ll be able to stay if you come again at any time.”

If it is contained, my eyes can be moist abruptly.

Wanting on the blossoming, small white, aromatic gardenia, my tears burst into my eyes once more;

I failed my mom.

I am sorry for her.

I should not have been away from Beiming for a very long time, in order that my mom couldn’t let me go when she was dying.

I squatted in entrance of Gardenia in hongmeiyuan and cried.

For those who have a look at the flawed kind, unexpectedly maintain again the folks behind you, in order to keep away from extra folks to see my embarrassed look.

I do not need them to see me cry;

However I can not assist it.

Lastly, Han Ruo Wansheng mentioned to me, “brother Muyan, please don’t be unhappy. Though the eldest aunt died of great sickness, she knew that point was operating out. She as soon as informed me that life and demise are changeable. Everybody will come to this stage. Brother, you do not have to really feel unhappy for her demise. “

“The eldest aunt additionally mentioned that though she regretted that she couldn’t see her brother earlier than she left, her solely want was that her brother would return to Yuqin palace, inherit the title of the Lord and marry a liked one for a protected and completely happy life. Brother Moyan, the eldest aunt, she is you within the sky. She won’t be completely happy to see you so depressing. For the sake of the eldest aunt, Brother, it’s essential to take excellent care of your well being, and be affected person along with your grief. “

After my mom’s funeral, I fell unwell.

The physician prescribed the drugs, and it took him a number of days to get better.

When my father noticed that I used to be wholesome, he started to pack and quick within the temple.

In line with our customized in Xiling, due to the demise of his mom’s concubine, my father must go to the temple to quick for one yr to spend time for her. Earlier than he leaves, he provides Prince Yu’s home to me.

He mentioned: “Yan’er, though you’ve got been away from residence for a few years, you might be nonetheless the son of my Yuqin palace. This palace can be handed over to you sooner or later. Now my father goes to the temple to quick, and the affairs within the palace can be taken care of by you. As well as, your mom’s remorse is that she did not see you marry and have youngsters. She likes hanruo very a lot. For those who really feel uncomfortable, I will go away my cousin at residence to speak with you and let her let you know some attention-grabbing issues about Kyoto. “

I perceive the trace in father’s phrases;

I am over twenty-six years outdated, however I have never married the imperial concubine. Now my mom’s funeral ceremony has been held.

My life is undoubtedly an important factor in control of the Royal family tree. My father’s which means is to remind me that my mom’s spouse likes her cousin. She hopes that I can marry her to be her son’s spouse, and that I can seize the chance to domesticate relationship with my cousin.

“I perceive.”

I repeatedly reply a voice, see off father king, quickly in control of Yu Professional Prince Mansion.

Han ruo’s cousin would sometimes come to Prince Yu’s home to speak with me accompanied by his aunt. Though my cousin is simply sixteen years outdated, she is a really wise woman.

My mom’s eyes have at all times been very correct. My cousin is absolutely your best option for the imperial concubine.