Miyagi isn’t sufficient — 230

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As soon as earlier than breakfast and as soon as earlier than lunch.

I knocked on the door twice every.

I additionally referred to as her identify.

However Miyagi didn’t come out of her room and didn’t say sure or no.

I do know why she by no means comes out of her room.

There is no such thing as a different cause than what occurred yesterday.

The promise that she stored for Christmas is retaining Miyagi away from me. It’s higher that she doesn’t run away from dwelling, but when she stays dwelling and doesn’t come out of her room, it’s not so completely different from working away from dwelling. It’s onerous to be in the identical home and be so blatantly averted that I can’t even see her face.

I breathe out and in.

I faucet somewhat louder on the door of Miyagi’s room.

Knock, knock.

I pay attention rigorously, however nothing is coming from inside. I knock for the third time at this time, however my knock is definitely ignored.

「Miyagi!」

I name loudly to the door, however there isn’t a reply.

I want she would open the door earlier than I am going to my part-time job on the cafe, which begins at this time.

I bang loudly on the door once more.

The room stays quiet, and I relaxation my brow towards the door and stroke my neck.

Physique temperature isn’t felt.

All my fingertips convey is the texture of the turtleneck that hides the chew marks made on Miyagi yesterday.

「Miyagi, you’re there, aren’t you?」

There was nonetheless no reply and the door wouldn’t open.

I don’t assume I would like a door that received’t open.

I believe it could be higher to eliminate the door that separates Miyagi and me. As well as, I wish to knock down the wall separating my room and Miyagi’s room and put it within the oversize rubbish can.

Serious about what I can’t do, I knock on the door, which is nothing however an impediment, and put my hand on the doorknob.

「I’m stepping into.」

I bluster, however my arms don’t transfer. I really feel responsible about going into the room with out being instructed it was okay. I want I might throw away all this frequent sense or decency, however I can’t.

I slam the door once more.

「I’ll open it.」

As I uttered the want to open it, I heard Miyagi’s voice for the primary time at this time.

「I didn’t say you might are available.」

「Properly, say okay then.」

「I don’t wish to.」

「I’m going to my part-time job now, so not less than let me see your face.」

I moved my brow away from the door and calls out, “Miyagi.”

The voice that got here again earlier doesn’t return, and there may be silence on the opposite facet of the door.

「I’ll open it, okay?」

This time she didn’t complain.

This in all probability means I can go in, and I quietly open the door. I stepped into the room and instantly noticed and referred to as out to the mass of bedding.

「Miyagi, present your face.」

「I don’t wish to.」

Miyagi, who has became a big caterpillar on the mattress, replies.

「Have you ever eaten?」

No reply.

However I do know the reply as a result of the meals within the fridge was not reducing.

「Fried rice, I made some for you, for lunch and put it within the fridge, so warmth it up and eat it, Miyagi.」

As I approached Miyagi, who was wrapped within the futon and didn’t present her face, and sat down on the mattress, I heard a small voice say,「Thanks.」

「Miyagi.」

Once you pull on the sting of the bedding, it pulls again.

「Sendai-san, you’re going to work part-time, proper? Go early. You’ll be late.」

「I nonetheless have time.」

I faucet the futon and name out “Miyagi” once more, however the futon stays a caterpillar and doesn’t flip into Miyagi.

Perhaps I shouldn’t have used the phrase “intercourse.”

I need her to concentrate on me.

I need her to concentrate on what it’s wish to be me.

That’s what I believed after I mentioned these phrases, however there was no level in making her conscious of them if I didn’t intend to inform her I appreciated her. I didn’t need Miyagi to not come out of the futon like this.

I exhale loudly and seize the comforter.

As common, as if nothing had occurred yesterday, I pull the covers over my head and name out,「Miyagi.」

「Shut up, Sendai-san.」

Miyagi, carrying a sweatshirt as a substitute of pajamas, pulls solely her higher physique out of the futon and raises her eyebrows grimly.

「Aren’t you going to vary?」

Irrespective of how conscious she is of me, regardless of how conscious she is of what she’s doing with me, Miyagi won’t ever inform me she loves me. Though she has finished all types of issues that I can solely assume she likes me, Miyagi isn’t the type of one that would say such a factor.

So we must always get again to the continuation of our routine.

「I’ll research and keep dwelling, so I can hold my sweatshirt on.」

Miyagi makes a low voice and glares at me.

For all intents and functions, she is in a nasty temper.

Properly, there isn’t a ingredient of her getting higher.

I lifted the nook of my mouth to smile and pointed to Miyagi’s neck.

「There’s a mark proper right here.」

The hickey I gave her yesterday continues to be clearly seen. I crawl my fingertips up Miyagi’s neck and stroke the mark, and she or he claps my arms.

「What are you doing right here?」

「You made me a promise.」

「If it’s a promise, I already stored it.」

「You promised me one thing else, didn’t you?」

「No.」

Miyagi assures me that I’m not fallacious.

There are different guarantees she has to maintain.

「Who instructed me to mark the times I am going to my part-time job? Should you’ve forgotten, keep in mind.」

It was me who instructed Miyagi that I’d be working part-time at a café throughout winter break, and I instructed her to have me mark it if I used to be going to work there. I would add, she additionally instructed me to not go anyplace besides my part-time job.

I intend to maintain that promise, and I intend to have Miyagi hold it as nicely.

「…Right now is okay. Go to your part-time job early. You’ll be late.」

Miyagi, who has solely her higher physique out from the futon, says in a voice that lacks any hint of affection.

「You’re the one who began it, so be sure to mark it proper.」

「I instructed you I received’t do it at this time.」

「Then, a situation of the trade. Should you reply my questions, I’ll agree that you simply don’t need to hold your phrase at this time.」

「It’d be a bizarre query anyway.」

「It’s not bizarre. I simply wish to know when you noticed my dream.」

I do know she is going to by no means reply, however I stare at Miyagi. I take a look at her, and her lips are about to maneuver, then shut. Miyagi grabs a pillow. And I’m hit on the arm with that pillow.

「That harm.」

「I knew that was a bizarre query.」

「Asking when you had a dream is simply a part of on a regular basis dialog. It simply sounds bizarre as a result of Miyagi thinks it’s bizarre.」

「…Did you see it, Sendai-san?」

「I’d say no questions again to questions, however… I noticed it. Miyagi’s dream yesterday.」

I instructed Miyagi to dream and I did.

I really feel actually silly, however it’s inside my expectations.

How might I not dream about Miyagi yesterday?

I had a dream that I didn’t wish to get up from, including what was to what was not. I believe it was such dream that I want I might do the identical at this time.

「Did you see it, Miyagi?」

I take the pillow from Miyagi, who’s embellished with a futon, and tug on her arm. My physique leans towards Miyagi and I really feel her heat, contemporary breath on my ear.

On the mattress.

Miyagi proper beside me.

I keep in mind yesterday.

My physique stiffens, and dangerous ideas pop into my head. “Miyagi,” I mentioned aloud, and I grabbed the knit overlaying her neck. An unreserved hand forcefully pulls the knit, and a tough one hits my neck.

It bites into the pores and skin as if tearing it, and the ache spreads.

Maybe the place Miyagi is setting her tooth, there are the marks she carved into me yesterday when she bit down so onerous that I used to be surprised.

It hurts.

The sensations which might be given to my marks and overwrite yesterday and eat me. The burning ache makes the reminiscence of yesterday extra vivid.

The physique responded extra actually than the primary time I touched it.

The voice that referred to as me and Hazuki.

It involves my thoughts extra clearly than a dream, and I hug Miyagi as if to tug her out of the futon.

If I might, I’d have pushed Miyagi down on this mattress with out having to go to my part-time job. I wish to neglect all the pieces, keep on this home as Miyagi says, and never go anyplace.

I put power into the arm round her again.

I virtually stopped respiration from the creaking ache given by the tooth piercing my pores and skin, and after I whispered, “Miyagi,” she abruptly pushed my shoulder.

「I marked it.」

Miyagi blurts out and strikes somewhat away from me.

「I’m unsure I wish to be marked up right here.」

On the knit, I stroked the place the place the tooth marks would have been.

「You promised to place it the place I wish to put it, and I don’t care the place I put it. Moreover, you’re carrying it to place it right here.」

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「I’m carrying it as a result of I can’t go to my part-time job with out overlaying up the marks Miyagi made on me yesterday.」

「Then go to your part-time job early.」

Miyagi says in a low voice and pushes me.

I seize her hand and pull it away, and now she bites me on the neck over my garments. It was higher than a direct chew, nevertheless it nonetheless harm. Nonetheless, I don’t wish to let go of Miyagi, so I put my arm round her again, and she or he runs away.

「The mark, are you finished?」

「It’s finished.」

A curt voice replies.

Miyagi is in a foul temper, as if yesterday was a lie.

She doesn’t smile at me, and she or he wouldn’t name me Hazuki even when she have been useless, however she seems to be cute to me.

「I’ll be dwelling late at this time.」

I inform Miyagi, who’s extra hooked up to the futon than me.

「…What concerning the meal?」

「Meal?」

「Sendai-san’s meal」

「I’m working about it on evening.」

「Then, what about my meals?」

「Your meals, Miyagi?」

「I don’t wish to do something at this time.」

Miyagi blurts out and appears down on the futon.

「Does that imply you need me to make it?」

「Should you don’t wish to make it, that’s wonderful.」

「I could make it, okay? You should be hungry.」

「If I starve to dying, will probably be Sendai-san’s fault.」

「Bought it. I’ll be again as quickly as I can.」

Miyagi doesn’t inform me she’s ready for me, however I really feel the air loosen up and produce my face nearer to hers. However earlier than our lips might contact, she pushed my shoulder with all her power.