After Sendai-san — 214
Translated by KaiesV
Edited by KaiesV
My enamel that rise up on the nape of her neck silently sink into Sendai-san’s pores and skin.
Her lips are on the mushy pores and skin and he or she presses her tongue towards it.
I chunk even tougher and seize her arm to be sure that my Sendai-san in my room, the one I’ve needed all day, just isn’t going wherever.
「Miyagi.」
Sendai-san’s small voice shakes my eardrums.
I drive my lips to stay collectively and proceed to set my enamel to tear on the pores and skin. I bit her neck so exhausting that I may’ve heard her say it hurts, however Sendai-san doesn’t say it hurts. As a substitute, her hand goes round my again and he or she hugs me.
The tougher I bristled, the tougher the hand round my again pulled me nearer. I felt my physique temperature rise as the warmth from our clinging our bodies blended together with her blood, and after I parted my lips and checked out her neck, I noticed the enamel marks that surrounded the purple marks.
「…It sticks to me, why? You at all times say your garments stretch or damage.」
I press exhausting towards the physique that embraces me, creating a spot.
「My garments are stretched and it hurts, however I had fun immediately, so I believed it was okay.」
Sendai-san laughs gently.
「So that you don’t thoughts getting bit if it’s enjoyable?」
「I’m glad you went to the difficulty of inviting me into your room to chunk me, though you could possibly have bitten me within the frequent space.」
「Isn’t that simply perverted?」
「Should you say I’m a pervert, it’s virtually totally Miyagi’s fault.」
As she mentioned this, Sendai-san put her palm flat towards my cheek. Her hand caressed my cheek softly, and her fingertips touched my earrings.
「Why did you chunk me after you referred to as me into your room?」
「…Sendai-san, you regarded glad immediately.」
I needed to lock Sendai-san on this room.
I didn’t need her to go wherever.
I don’t wish to inform Sendai-san that I considered that, as a result of she received’t promise to remain right here with out going to her part-time job or to her college. If I say one thing that I do know won’t ever come true, I’ll see Sendai-san not saying something once more.
「What’s that?」
「You don’t have to know, simply sit on the mattress.」
「High-quality, however are you going to place a mark on me once more?」
Sendai-san quietly sits on the mattress and appears up at me.
「I’m not placing it on. Get your cellphone out.」
As I handed the bag on the ground to Sendai-san, I heard a barely low voice.
「What occurs if I get my cellphone out?」
「I’ll inform you if you get it out.」
Maybe anticipating what I’d say, Sendai-san was reluctant to take out his cellphone. She has a glance of blatant unwillingness on her face, so I believe it’s unlikely that she is going to take out her cellphone even when I look ahead to her to take action.
「Sendai-san.」
After I referred to as out as if urging her to take action, Sendai-san sighed a single sigh after which pulled her cellphone out of her bag.
「So, what occurs now?」
「All the photographs you took immediately, delete all of them.」
「I don’t assume I did something to be punished. And this, Utsunomiya didn’t discover this.」
Sendai strokes the place the place the purple mark is on the knit.
「I’m not punishing you, however delete them.」
「I’m not going to.」
「Why not? You don’t want these photos, proper?」
I’ve to erase every part immediately that’s left on my cellphone.
And my images.
I don’t need any photos of Sendai-san and Maika.
It’s a waste of time, however they need to all be erased.
「I do. And it’s a reminder of our day.」
She says quietly and Sendai-san grabs my hand.
「Miyagi, sit right here.」
Her hand was pulled from my grasp, and as I sat subsequent to her like a puppet with damaged strings, Sendai-san displayed a photograph taken immediately on her cellphone.
「You don’t want these recollections of the college pageant.」
I lined the display of Sendai-san’s cellphone with my hand as she shows one photograph after which one other.
「It’s not simply the recollections of the college pageant. Reminiscences of me and Miyagi. I simply wish to have a look at this and bear in mind how this occurred on the day of the college pageant.」
「With Sendai-san?」
「Miyagi, too.」
「You don’t must remind me.」
「Then, Miyagi goes to delete all of the images taken immediately?」
「I…」
Erase.
That’s what I made a decision and got here residence.
However, if I erased all of them, it meant that Sendai-san’s image could be included within the listing of these to be erased. That signifies that Sendai-san, who’s locked in my cellphone, shall be gone, and I’m immediately not sure if I actually wish to delete it.
「Miyagi, for those who’re confused, don’t erase them. I don’t wish to erase them both.」
The cellphone escapes from underneath my hand and is positioned subsequent to Sendai-san.
I nonetheless need to erase them.
I don’t wish to see Sendai-san wanting pleased with Maika, and I don’t wish to see photos of me and Sendai-san.
Photographs are recollections, as Sendai-san mentioned.
It’s a reminiscence extra sure and sure than reminiscence.
Not like unsure recollections that may fade or deteriorate, {a photograph} preserves the precise second. The pictures that proceed to seize and protect time as a tangible object turn out to be a map of recollections and a information to succeed in immediately’s recollections. immediately’s pictures, immediately’s recollections are introduced out together with these feelings.
My not-so-good emotions stay like a stain on the images I took on the faculty pageant, and each time I have a look at them, the possessiveness I felt immediately ought to come again to life. I believe that’s what makes Sendai-san much more particular now that she has turn out to be particular.
——That’s why, it needs to be erased.
「Miyagi, have a look at me.」
When my title known as, my consciousness turns to Sendai-san.
Our eyes meet, and the subsequent second, Sendai-san’s lips frivolously contact my cheek. Her fingertips brush my lips, and I seize her hand.
「Sendai-san is mine, proper?」
「Instantly what?」
「Reply me.」
「You realize I don’t need to inform you that, proper?」
「I received’t perceive for those who’re not saying it.」
「…I do know I belong to Miyagi.」
「Then do what I say. Delete the photographs.」
Sendai-san falls silent at my phrases.
She doesn’t converse even after I pull her hand from my grasp.
Her gaze falls to the ground, and after a couple of moments, she slowly seems at me.
「…Then inform me why you needed to maintain me to your self, Miyagi. Inform me and I can erase them.」
Sendai-san’s voice shakes my eardrums, melting into me and making my coronary heart beat tougher.
I can not permit Sendai-san to go to her part-time job, nor can I permit her to befriend somebody I don’t know. Immediately I couldn’t forgive Sendai-san for listening to Maika, and I couldn’t forgive Sendai-san for smiling subsequent to Maika.
If she hint these emotions, she is going to discover them to be possessive.
That feeling that has been haunting me for a very long time and received’t come off even when I attempt to peel it off is related to my need to maintain Sendai-san as mine.
However maybe Sendai-san is conscious of my emotions.
How can she not discover what I can discover? There may be no motive to wish to preserve somebody to your self, apart from exclusivity. So certainly this isn’t what Sendai-san desires to know.
「Miyagi, simply reply me.」
I don’t wish to reply.
I shouldn’t reply.
What Sendai-san desires to know is on the root of this sense, and it’s one thing that shouldn’t be traced and dug up. What’s on the root of the sentiments of wanting to maintain Sendai-san locked up on this room just isn’t a superb factor. It needs to be higher to assuage them and allow them to sleep on the backside of my coronary heart. Even now, I’m so swept up in my feelings, in ache, in agony, I don’t know what to do, but when I knew what lay forward, I wouldn’t be capable of be subsequent to Sendai-san.
「…I’ll inform you for those who delete the photographs first.」
Immediately, the sentiments I virtually noticed are chewed up and swallowed.
I don’t know what would occur to me if I made the particular Sendai-san much more particular. If Sendai-san have been to vanish, there could be nothing I may do.
The phrases I say needs to be one thing that Sendai-san is conscious of.
「If I erase them, will you inform me the reality for certain?」
Sendai-san says quietly and appears at me.
Inform her correctly.
I do know I ought to inform her so, however I can’t.
I grabbed the sheets tightly and heard Sendai-san’s voice.
「I knew it, I received’t erase them. Miyagi doesn’t have to inform me why both.」
「…Why?」
「I wish to preserve the photographs. If Miyagi desires to erase them, you’ll be able to. Properly, for those who delete them, I’ll ship them to you once more.」
「Then there’s no level in erasing them.」
「That’s proper.」
After I mentioned this, Sendai-san took maintain of my hand, which was holding the sheet.
“Miyagi,” she referred to as, bringing her face near mine.
Unable to shut my eyes, her lips touched mine and left. Then, flopping down, Sendai-san’s hand caught to my neck.
「Hey, Miyagi. I wish to have marks in you as effectively.」
「I don’t wish to. I——」
「”I don’t belong to Sendai-san,” proper? I do know that a lot. I’m Miyagi’s, however Miyagi just isn’t mine. I solely mark it to swear to you.」
Taking my phrases away and saying them abruptly, Sendai-san kisses me once more.
「You don’t need to put a mark on it, you’ll be able to swear to it.」
「On the earring?」
「Sure.」
「Then let me swear on each earring and Miyagi’s physique.」
She whispers in my ear and Sendai-san kisses my earring. Then, with out telling me it was okay, she turns up the hem of my hoodie and places her hand inside.
「I didn’t say you could possibly mark it or flip it.」
「Should you don’t need me to show it over, I’ll try this, however then I’ll have to go away a mark the place you’ll be able to see it, is that okay?」
The palms of her fingers pressed towards my sides and stroked up. Her lips connect to my neck as they need to, and I press her shoulders.
「I don’t wish to.」
「I didn’t hear you.」
Her lips have been pressed once more towards my neck and sucked frivolously. The hand that had been at her facet had reached underneath her breast and I slapped her hand over the hoodie.
「Cease it, Sendai-san.」
「Would you like it the place you’ll be able to see it or the place you’ll be able to’t?」
「I don’t need both.」
「Miyagi, say it’s okay generally. Let me keep by your facet, even after I’m not right here, Miyagi.」
Sendai-san crawls her lips to my neck and bites my ear.
The softly utilized enamel tickled me and as I moved my physique, the tip of her tongue pressed towards me and I pushed her away.
「What do you imply?」
「If I put a mark, we will keep collectively till it disappears.」
A hand, nonetheless tucked contained in the hoodie, strikes softly and strokes the facet.
「…Not if it’s out of sight.」
If I depart Sendai-san alone at this level, she’s more likely to depart marks the place I can see them, so I settle for her phrases.
「Then lie down.」
I had no selection.
I actually had no selection however to lie down on the mattress, and Sendai-san sat down beside me.
The hem of my hoodie was turned up, and my abdomen was growling. On the pores and skin that’s not lined, Sendai-san’s hand crawls over my pores and skin and follows my ribs. Her fingertips slide gently, making an attempt to discover my physique.
「Sendai-san, I didn’t say you could possibly contact me.」
「I used to be questioning the place is nice. The place would you prefer it to go, Miyagi?」
Fingertips stroke over the navel and down the edges, and the hoodie is flipped as much as the underside of the bra.
「Should you flip it over any additional, I received’t allow you to depart a mark.」
「Acquired it.」
Sendai-san says quietly, and one thing heat sticks to my ribs.
It was licked as if tasting it, frivolously at first, then regularly sucked tougher. The warmth and stimulation that comes from the pores and skin being sucked up feels good. Her hair touches my fingertips as I attain out and tug frivolously.
Her lips by no means half.
They stick with me, sucking exhausting, and after I tug frivolously on her hair once more, they lastly depart. However then the lips stick with the identical spot once more, after which depart. Fingertips caress the pores and skin and lips are pressed towards it as if in pursuit.
「Sendai-san, it’s executed.」
「Miyagi would have executed the identical factor.」
I regarded up and tried to drag down my hoodie, no matter Sendai-san’s frustration, however she grabbed my hand.
「Maintain on a second.」
Sendai-san says, and a crunching sound may be heard.
「Eh? The sound simply now.」
After I hurriedly raised myself up, I noticed Sendai-san holding her cellphone and remembered that she had positioned her cellphone on the mattress.
「A memorabilia.」
Sendai-san exhibits me the display of her cellphone. There I see my abdomen and the marks she has made on it, and I attain for her cellphone.
「Delete it.」
I don’t wish to depart an image of my stomach on somebody’s cellphone, though it doesn’t present my face.
「I’m not going to.」
「Delete it.」
「In order for you me to erase them, smile subsequent to me such as you did subsequent to Utsunomiya. Then I’ll erase all the photographs Miyagi desires to be erased.」
Sendai-san smiles so vividly that I hate it.
「All of it?」
「All of it.」
「What’s that?」
「Isn’t it superb, I’ll delete them.」
Sendai-san’s voice sounds glad and infuriating.
However it appears troublesome to take the cellphone from her fingers, and I select to not let her take any extra photos.
「…That’s superb. Any longer, don’t take photos until I say it’s okay.」
「You imply you need me to get a allow?」
「Sure.」
「Acquired it.」
Then Sendai-san whispered,「I promise」and kissed my earring.