My emotions towards Miyagi — 189

Translated by KaiesV

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After I wakened, Miyagi’s face was proper in entrance of me.

It was Miyagi who had held me again final evening after I tried to cancel the sleepover and return to my room, and it was me who determined to sleep in her mattress. There isn’t a doubt that she slept along with her again to me, and I do not forget that effectively. However now I can see Miyagi’s face higher.

I don’t know when Miyagi turned to me, however I’m glad.

I peck her on the cheek.

Miyagi is quick asleep and unresponsive.

Up to now, after we slept collectively till morning, Miyagi wakened first, so I used to be a bit stunned to see her not even twitching.

Perhaps she was drained as a result of she had simply gone out with Utsunomiya.

I stroke Miyagi’s hair.

I wasn’t supposed to do this yesterday.

I had deliberate to ask Miyagi to work part-time with me in the course of the winter break, and we’d watch a film or a drama or play Miyagi’s favourite sport or one thing, however my modest hope became an unbearably massive hope.

I contact Miyagi’s earrings.

It’s arduous to say that I might hold the promise I swore to her.

If we solely take a look at the outcomes, we in all probability didn’t break it, however after I take into consideration what I did to get there, it looks like a miracle that Miyagi didn’t kick me out of the room.

Nicely, this miracle could be fairly painful.

I wish to keep by Miyagi’s facet and sleep in mattress along with her.

I all the time wish to accomplish that, however yesterday it was simpler to return to my room.

If I wish to sleep maturely after one thing like that, it would take some effort. Emotions should not straightforward to change off. Miyagi is horrible for forcing me to make such efforts. However I knew it was additionally an indication of her belief in me, so Miyagi stopped me from leaving, turned the tide, and went to sleep as if nothing had occurred.

But, after I get up, I can’t assist however take into consideration yesterday.

The texture of her breasts.

Her physique was hotter than ordinary.

Her disturbed respiratory.

And the hand that pulls me nearer.

All of this was nothing however acceptance of me, and it didn’t cease me. I believe that if I stored whispering, touching, and pushing away with my feelings, Miyagi would have continued to permit me to go on like that. But when I get her with out giving her an opportunity to suppose, nothing good will occur to me. If I proceed to the touch Miyagi in a brightly lit room with out her consent, the Miyagi that escaped even the primary time wouldn’t be right here now.

And the lacking Miyagi is not going to be straightforward to search out.

As anticipated, she wouldn’t go to Utsunomiya the identical approach she did the primary time, and since she knew that Utsunomiya and I are in touch with one another, she would go to a spot that even Utsunomiya doesn’t know, and if that occurs, I can’t carry her again.

I didn’t make a mistake yesterday in attempting to get her to talk and hearken to what she needed to say. I actually needed to know what Miyagi was considering.

I believe I used to be proper yesterday after I slept peacefully subsequent to Miyagi.

I’m satisfied of this, however after I take a look at Miyagi, who appears to just accept me, I can’t wait. Miyagi is all the time ambiguous, all the time inside attain, and typically painful.

“Haah,” I exhaled a small breath and tugs frivolously on Miyagi’s bangs.

Miyagi didn’t even twitch.

「You sleep rather well.」

——I don’t even know what this individual is considering.

If she was going to cease me, she might have used stronger phrases to cease me.

Nonetheless be roommates.

What a half-hearted phrase to cease me, so I can’t wait to the touch the sleeping Miyagi.

I don’t know the way lengthy “nonetheless” will final. Perhaps we might be nonetheless like this perpetually, or perhaps we are going to quickly grow to be one thing aside from roommates. No less than she don’t thoughts residing collectively as roommates. That implies that she has some fondness for me, and there’s a good likelihood that this fondness would be the similar as mine.

I’m not assured sufficient to say that Miyagi likes me, however I can really feel that she has emotions for me greater than ever.

I see a lot hope within the phrase “nonetheless” that I’m afraid that I will be unable to maintain my emotions inside.

If I confront Miyagi with my emotions, which she says she doesn’t wish to change the connection but, she could by no means take a look at me once more.

I believe it could be permissible to whisper the phrase「I like you」to a sleeping Miyagi, however I’ve a sense that Miyagi as an individual would get up solely in such a scenario.

Miyagi doesn’t behave the best way I believe it ought to, for higher or worse.

I swallow the phrases which are about to come back out of my mouth and whisper one thing else.

「…Shiori.」

This a lot needs to be allowed.

If she wakes up, it would solely put her in a little bit of a nasty temper, but it surely gained’t be irreversible.

I comb her black hair and stroke her cheek.

As soon as once more, I kissed her on the lips, calling her Shiori in a small approach.

I let my fingers crawl up her powerless arm and maintain her hand.

After I kiss her fingertips and contact her lips once more, Miyagi certainly begins to jostle. Her hand nearly escapes from me and grabs it tightly. I pull her hips nearer and Miyagi’s eyes open.

「Good morning.」

I name out to a sleepy Miyagi.

「…Sendai-san?」

I hear a sleepy voice.

I crawl my finger to her lips and inform her the phrases I need her to say.

「Hazuki.」

「Nhn? Hazuki?」

「Sure. Say it another time.」

I attempt to say one thing mild to Miyagi, who’s in a daze, however regardless that she simply wakened, she quickly turns into the same old Miyagi and doesn’t do as I want.

「…Why are you taking a look at me?」

She blurted out, after which she peeled off the fingers that had joined and pulled it to her waist.

「I suppose I wakened.」

Miyagi is absolutely stingy.

The time she gave me to dream is simply too brief.

I want Miyagi had been a bit extra sleepy.

「Don’t make me say bizarre issues.」

Within the towelettes, Miyagi kicks me within the leg.

「Isn’t it terrible to be bizarre about folks’s names?」

「It’s not terrible. It’s sizzling. Let go of me.」

A tough push on the shoulder grabs Miyagi’s hand, and it’s pulled again and my fingers are bristling with enamel.

That harm.

She bit me with a fairly sturdy chunk and I backed away from her a bit.

「Miyagi’s stingy. It’s nice, even when they’re connected.」

「I’m already awake.」

Miyagi pulls on her T-shirt as she tries to boost herself up and get away from bed.

「You’re going to have to hold round a bit longer.」

「What about breakfast?」

「It’s a trouble to make it, and it’s simply nearly as good with lunch.」

「I don’t wish to. I’m hungry, I’m going to go cook dinner.」

I put power into the hand that gripped her T-shirt.

It’s the other of yesterday.

I’m the one who tried to return to my room earlier than going to mattress and was held again, and within the morning I’m holding Miyagi again.

「Sendai-san, you’re stretching my t-shirt.」

「For those who don’t wish to stretch it out, simply lay again a bit longer.」

「How lengthy do you propose to remain in mattress?」

「Till midday.」

Not that there’s something mistaken with that, however I want to spend a bit extra time in the identical mattress. I don’t need a lot proper now, so I wish to really feel the heat of her physique subsequent to me.

「…The lunch, Sendai-san, you make it.」

She grumbled, and Miyagi lies down on the mattress.

However I can’t see her face.

All I can see is her again.

「I’m nice with that. I’ll boil some water for you.」

「You’re considering of consuming a cup of ramen for lunch.」

「As a result of it’s straightforward.」

「Make one thing correctly.」

「For those who flip round, I’ll make you one thing scrumptious.」

「What good meals would that be?」

「Let’s focus on it.」

I tugged on her arm and Miyagi turned to me.