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True to her phrases, Juri, who was crammed with enthusiasm, walked me down her personal reminiscence lane from a couple of years again.
Like how she climbed a tree to deliver again a fledgling that hopped too removed from its nest. Or how she was taught how one can fish utilizing a picket spear on a stream.
From the best way she described these occasions, I couldn’t image her as a grown-up when these happened. And so, I attempted to hazard a guess that their journey occurred when she was nonetheless very younger. Possibly round ten years in the past.
The consequence? I used to be solely barely off the mark. It was precisely twelve years in the past.
Yeah. She’s actually not a grown-up at the moment.
“Geez. How did you even provide you with that guess? Is it since you don’t consider I can nonetheless climb up a tree?” Together with her enthusiasm shaved off a bit due to it, Juri requested.
Though there was no plan for her to cover that reality, she admitted that she felt a bit of embarrassed from how shut I used to be to my guess.
“Let’s see. Possibly as a result of your picture in my head is that this cool fashionista who’s additionally a propriety freak. I in some way assumed that you simply’ve been like this for years now and imagining you being that energetic wasn’t becoming for that picture. So, I dialed it again a couple of years, to the age the place most youngsters can be hyperactive.”
“Uh-huh… That is sensible.” Juri wryly smiled earlier than leaning nearer to me, “Are you additionally hyperactive if you’re at that age? I’m curious.”
“Sure. I believe I’m additionally a energetic child earlier than I become this… grumpy man.”
“Pfft. Grumpy? Nope. You name me ‘cool’ but you don’t even know the way cool you might be.” Juri poked my cheek earlier than pulling on my arm and placing us in a state of affairs the place we stood nose to nose.
Whereas my free arm reflexively moved to her again, hers hooked round my neck as she tried to butt our heads collectively.
Nonetheless, when she realized that one other situation may occur by doing that, Juri’s face reddened virtually immediately as she closed her panicked eyes.
Watching all that up shut, the restraint that I used to be exerting on myself loosened a bit of. I accomplished her preliminary plan by reducing my head and letting our foreheads contact.
Not solely that, I additionally lifted our clasped fingers to my shoulder. I considered inserting her hand on my shoulder in order that I may embrace her. Nonetheless, even earlier than I may break free from that intimate connection, Juri beat me to it.
Whereas taking a deep breath, she pulled her hand away from my grasp earlier than sliding it to the again of my head. Quickly afterward, she tiptoed to hyperlink up her arms, crossing them behind me.
In brief, we as soon as once more put ourselves in a extra intimate state of affairs. We’re dangerously shut to creating out.
Fortunately, we already stepped out of the guided path that the majority campers used to navigate via this dense forest. Nobody was round to witness us on this state apart from the bugs or the little animals working round on this place.
For the time being, we’re within the space the place they arrange camp years in the past. It’s small and not likely a perfect place to camp contemplating there’s little to no house. Nonetheless, the plus facet was it’s an obscured location that supplied privateness, peace, and quiet. It’s additionally near the close by stream the place they fished. A number of the timber bore edible fruits or nuts. There are just a few of them as they’re naturally grown and never particularly planted. There have been additionally edible mushrooms in some elements that could possibly be picked. However then once more, solely those that needed to really expertise nature and survive with out counting on the modernity of the present civilization can be too keen to try this.
Anyway, an important factor was… we’re presently alone right here.
After letting a couple of seconds of silence move – a small try and test if we may each settle down – I voiced out my reply to what she stated final. Similtaneously that, my arm lastly linked up collectively on her again which allowed me to push her nearer to me.
“So, I’m additionally cool in your eyes, huh? However you see. I’ve a particular description of how cool you might be for me. You’re just like the spring wind; refreshing and galvanizing. Inspiring in a approach that I’m at all times hopeful that it’s going to be an excellent day if I’m with you.”
With our our bodies colliding in opposition to one another, the 2 of us began listening to one another’s heartbeat. They had been in sync at how shortly they pumped our respective blood.
Possibly not used to it, Juri’s response to what she was feeling was to droop her breath. Nonetheless, that solely lasted for a couple of seconds earlier than she exhaled. Her heat, aromatic breath hit my face squarely.
She most likely had no thought what sort of impact it had on me. However nicely, I didn’t level it out and easily waited for her reply or whether or not she may calm herself down.
I had no thought how a lot time handed however she finally opened her eyes.
With our gazes naturally assembly one another, the deep-seated feelings inside them bought correctly conveyed to each of us. Ah. Our present closeness additionally helped with that.
In any case, though I don’t know the specifics of what my eyes conveyed to her which made her frown and blush on the identical time, I picked up a mixture of craving, pleasure, affection, and lastly guilt from hers.
My thoughts shortly labored into understanding it.
If I used to be solely holding again since I couldn’t merely inform her that I’ve already fallen for her, Juri most likely has but to get previous the concept of betraying Satsuki in addition to tearing down her sense of propriety.
There’s no different clarification.
Finally, Juri pursed her lips and closed her eyes once more earlier than she pleaded with a touch of agony,
“Ruki… Cease. Should you maintain saying that, I don’t know what I’ll do.”
Once I heard that, it hit me within the head that with this, I inadvertently pushed her over the sting.
With all the pieces that occurred between us right this moment, we lastly reached this level whereby it may break or make our relationship take one other step ahead. Or if not that, this may be the purpose whereby we’d pay attention to our emotions for each other.
After pondering for some time, I pulled my head again, ending our brow’s connection. However instead of that, I embraced her tighter, letting her head relaxation on my chest.
And whereas at it, I whispered in a considerably apologetic tone, “It’s my honesty in play, Juri. I failed to stop these feelings from being conveyed to you.”
“Sure… And also you’re not alone. I’m simply as responsible for not holding my feelings in test… Uhm… Let’s not fake right here, alright? We’re each conscious of the subject that we’re not daring to breach. Ultimately, that is nonetheless inappropriate regardless of how we justify it…” Ending that with a sigh, Juri loosened up her arms behind me. Then, she dropped her fingers on my shoulders and regularly slid all the way down to my arms the place she gently pulled out of my embrace.
She then turned again round, exhibiting her again to me. Whereas her physique was barely quivering from the instability of her present emotion, Juri stated,
“Can’t we simply return to scouting this place, Ruki? Let’s overlook what happ—”
She was about to recommend our subsequent plan of action when abruptly, the sky darkened and inside seconds, thunder rumbled together with a reasonably robust rain bathe.
I don’t know if we’re simply unfortunate or if somebody is saving us from this awkward state of affairs. I’ll take it nonetheless.
Though we’re nonetheless below the safety of the timber, it wouldn’t take lengthy earlier than it will definitely drizzled down on us. That’s why after trying up and estimating how lengthy now we have left earlier than we bathe within the rain, I stretched my arm out, pulling her again near me earlier than transferring us near a tree trunk.
Then, from my bag, I took out the umbrella that my women packed. Someway, even when this rain was sudden, I couldn’t assist however thank them in my head for pondering upfront…
Juri, understanding what I used to be attempting to do, didn’t resist. However as quickly because the umbrella stretched out above us, she introduced up one thing else, “Ruki, I bear in mind there’s a small log cabin close by. If it’s nonetheless there, we are able to use that as shelter. That sky is just too darkish for this to be a brief rain… Or we are able to return to the tenting middle. I’ll depart the selection to you…”