I power Calloway to look into my eyes. I do not give him any leeway to not be within the current. He wants to listen to precisely what I say and internalize it.
“I’ll by no means lay a hand on you. I’ll by no means increase my voice with you. You’re the boy I’ve wished all my life, and the one factor I’ll ever use my palm for is to cup your bum whereas I lean all the way down to kiss you. That’s it. You by no means have to fret about me scaring you or making you cry. You’ll by no means have to clean your bits alone within the lavatory, both. I’ll maintain that for you. I’m your Daddy—the protector you by no means had rising up. You’re mine.”
“Hopefully, you utilize your palm on my bits, too!”
“You wager I’ll. And to push a finger into your gap earlier than I put my cock in after I make like to you for the primary time. I’ll additionally use my hand that can assist you brush your tooth, reduce your sandwich the way in which you want, and tuck you into mattress at night time. I’ll additionally use it to direct my cock into your mouth when it’s time so that you can learn to blow me. Learn how to suck my cock the right manner. Not secretly in our mattress. One factor at a time. You’re my angel, Calloway. My treasured, good angel that I really like with all my coronary heart.”
Calloway’s blue eyes rain down tears on my chest. They stain my pajama high, tattooing raindrops into the comfortable cloth.
I lean in and dab his leaky eyes with my pajama shirt sleeve. “I’ll additionally use my hand to dry your tears. I hope there aren’t many extra.”
Calloway sobs even tougher. “These are glad tears, Daddy. You gave me Constable Charlie, you helped me heal from my previous, and also you deal with me gently. I do not know the way I bought this fortunate to seek out you.”
“We have been Daddy and boy in Heaven, candy one. The gods helped us reconnect right here on Earth.”
It’s time.
There’s no extra ready.
Leaning in, I press my lips to Calloway’s. He pushes out a gentle moan, surrendering to my agency kiss. I grip the again of his head, angling my mouth at simply the precise angle to do it once more, this time holding my lips there for what looks like a lifetime.
Calloway’s tender breath hitches, and he components his lips when my tongue pries its manner into his mouth. I swirl it round, tasting his petite tongue for the primary time, and basking within the mouth that I’ve wished to get pleasure from for near a yr.
This kiss adjustments me. The particles that comprise my soul rearrange themselves and provides life to a brand new me. A me who solely cares about his boy.
My fingers transfer to Calloway’s cheeks, and as I grip them to stabilize his head, I’m blown away for not the primary time at how completely downy, silky, and buttery gentle they’re. Oh, gods. This feels so proper it should be mistaken.
I pull Calloway’s head again. “I feel it’s time to go get Constable Charlie and provides him to you.”
“Does that imply we’re leaving the cuddle room?”
Oh, my candy boy. My good, treasured boy. He has no thought how cute he’s. How sensible. How a lot he means to me. “We’ll be again.”
NINE
CALLOWAY
“Constable Charlie!”
I rush towards the teddy that Greyson holds out to me, then bury him in my arms. That is my favourite stuffy, all proper. Constable Charlie.
Each time Greyson and I head to the Hug Membership, Constable Charlie is who I gravitate towards first. All the opposite, newer stuffies that line the cabinets are cute, however they’re too new to talk to the outdated soul in me. Greyson has by no means instructed me I’ve an outdated soul, however he doesn’t must. Deep down, I do know I do.
Greyson tousles my hair. “Constable Charlie is all yours to any extent further.”
Tears bloom in my eyes as I squeeze Constable Charlie tight. I maintain him, simply maintain him, the identical manner that Greyson holds me. It’s so humorous—I’m Greyson’s outdated teddy’s Daddy identical to Greyson is my Daddy.
What goes round comes round. The boy Greyson has given a house and life to is now a Daddy, solely a stuffy Daddy. I’m additionally a Daddy to my pet Luna, however she lives at my mother and father’ residence nonetheless, in order that doesn’t depend.
With blurry imaginative and prescient, I make out Greyson’s face. The mere sight of him prompts me to neglect methods to breathe.
His type, hazel eyes lend reassurance to my nervous soul. His chiseled jaw and pronounced cheekbones promise bastions of safety. And his fluffy physique, effectively, that’s what I am keen on most. I stare at this man who lastly overcame his hesitation to be open and sincere with me, the person who battled so many inside demons earlier than we went into the cuddle room, and really feel a wave of awe wash over me.
Greyson is my dream Daddy come to life. He’s the protector determine I pictured I’d have sometime after I was sufficiently old to make these choices for myself, the person who by no means raised his voice with me, by no means threatened to harm me, solely coated me in a blanket of affection. I feel again to the rainbow blanket we cuddled beneath within the cuddle room, and combat again amusing. Sure, that blanket is a becoming metaphor for the glowing rainbow of affection that Greyson lavishes upon me.
He smothers me in the easiest way attainable, like two large slices of white bread that lock peanut butter and chocolate collectively in a Little’s snack time sandwich.
I look down at Constable Charlie, then burst into tears over again. I press him to my coronary heart. Happiness and damage mix collectively in my chest. That’s as a result of generally in life, the issues which can be probably the most lovely and treasured trigger us to cry, too.
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