Chapter 4

Translator: Yonnee

On the underground prayer room of the counts manor

Gold candlesticks had been positioned all through and lit up the room with a mild glow. And Raon, who was kneeling upon the velvet carpet, was absorbed in prayer.

This basement had as soon as been the cellar of this manor earlier than, however the second Raon had determined to serve God, he transformed this place right into a prayer room.

With a cross in His embrace, the enormous sculpture of God quietly regarded down on the praying Raon.

As such, God at all times regarded so benevolent to him.

The temperature contained in the prayer room was low.

There was a hearth right here, however Raon didn’t mild up a fireplace every time he prayed, even when it was the center of winter.

This was as a result of he thought that heat made people complacent and slothful.

Raon closed his eyes.

His straight brow, raised forehead bone, angular nostril, and sun-like blond hair had been sufficient to exhibit that he was of noble blood.

He wore solely a easy white shirt and formal pants, and so in comparison with different high-born aristocrats, he regarded comparatively modest.

The one accent that he wore was a modest emerald on a bolo tie over his shirt. Even so, the emerald too was to represent God.

This was in order that each second in Raons each day life was involved with God.

Quickly, his heavy voice resounded all through the underground prayer room.

His prayer to God was extra pious and virtuous than ever.

O Almighty God, I imagine that You might be at all times with us, and as my weak coronary heart dares to stray foolishly, I humbly beseech Your merciful grace.

Raons prayer was like an ideal masterpiece.

His look as he prayed was so elegant that it was clear how any painter would need to seize and immortalize him and this second in a portray.

It was of no exaggeration to say that he regarded like a saint from heaven itself.

As a consequence of his heavenly look, there was additionally a plethora of noble younger women from varied households who adored Raon.

There have been even a few of them who stopped by the church day by day for worship simply in case they may be capable of see him.

The younger women couldnt assist however sigh and really feel bitter remorse when Raon, who abruptly began dwelling on the capital, abruptly introduced that he would serve God wholeheartedly.

If a person had been to stroll down the trail in direction of changing into a real priest, he would fully lose his reproductive skills as a person via chemical castration.

Confronted with the truth that Raon would quickly turn into unable to take a girl, the noble younger women felt completely disenchanted.

However Raon himself minded not different peoples regrets. As a substitute, he steadily constructed his religion.

He continued his lifetime of asceticism by divesting all the things, whether or not it’s urge for food, sleep or sexual need.

He stayed away from any and all greasy meals, so his meals had been principally comprised of oatmeal, bread or souponly sufficient to abate his starvation.

He slept solely 4 hours a day at most, and every time he was awake, he attended worship, learn the Bible or was out on volunteer work handy out meals. It was to assist his fellow males who had been affected by hunger because of the lengthy drought.

After all, probably the most tough factor to regulate amongst human urges was sexual need.

Raon, a 25-year-old hot-blooded younger man, couldn’t really feel any extra disgusted by his personal genitals, which stood outstanding each morning.

Every time his manhood was erect, he subjected himself to flogging till it could go down simply so he may management his lust.

The injuries and scars round his groin had been all self-inflicted.

It had already been half a 12 months ever because the prophecy concerning the saintesss conception had been introduced.

Raon remained single for all his life and he had promised God his purity and cleanliness.

Nonetheless, Gods response was the alternative.

It was for the saintess herself to partake in intercourse and to let a toddler be shaped inside her abdomen.

At first, Raon felt annoyed.

His religion faltered as a result of he couldn’t perceive Gods will.

He dared to query why He was giving such a harsh punishment.

The entire empires folks had been keen to seek out the saintess.

Nonetheless, the girl whose look and circumstances matched the prophecy had but to look.

Within the meantime, the folks suffered extra from the following famine, and an increasing number of deaths from hunger continued.

After witnessing such a tragedy along with his personal eyes, Raon realized one vital reality.

It was grace, not punishment, that God had given him.

It was clear that the one and solely God was now not in a position to watch humanitys struggling.

So, He gave him the chance to apologize for humanitys crimes himself.

Raon lastly accepted that it was his destiny to conceive with the saintess.

Even when he couldn’t turn into an ordained priest, he vowed to proceed to serve God ceaselessly and dwell the remainder of his life as such.

Raons prayers hardly ever ended earlier than half a day had handed.

He continuously uttered prayers, sang hymns and recited the Bible.

Regardless of the freezing temperature of the prayer room, drops of sweat had shaped upon Raons brow.

Then, the door to the prayer room abruptly opened, and Clovis, the households butler, entered distraughtly.

Every time Raon was within the prayer room, it was at all times his devoted time to God, so he particularly requested that no one disrupt him.

Clovis had been serving the countdom by Raons facet for a really very long time, and he was very properly conscious that the one time the masters mood would rise sharply was if his time with God had been to be disturbed.

Nonetheless, Clovis determinedly walked additional into the room.

With a deathly pale face, he mentioned,

M-Milord. The S-S-Saintess, she has been discovered.

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