Aditi finds out that she will be able to go now wherever she needs, she does not really feel drained, hungry or thirsty, however sadly, all she will be able to see is unhappiness, she realized that folks despite the fact that have totally different top, totally different colour, totally different nation, totally different language they’re nonetheless identical, they’re get blissful when somebody praises them, get indignant when somebody criticizes them, and importantly each individual is affected by totally different causes, she as soon as learn in a guide that our DNA 99.9% identical because the individual subsequent to us, that imply our DNA I simply 0.01% totally different from different folks and this totally different make us so totally different, how a lot work or efforts God do whereas making us. After touring for 2 years Aditi once more come to Pandhrpur, she is now drained by watching all of the unhappiness on the planet, she is bored with struggling, she simply wished to sleep for infinite time, however she will be able to’t do this. Now her soul additionally begins sinking, she is now simply an enrgy ball, first, when she comes right here, she will be able to communicate however now she will be able to’t even communicate and her listening to functionality can also be lowering. now solely factor can she do is considering.

Whereas she is wandering round, she sees folks smiling on foolish little issues, she can also be similar to them, she begins remembering these days which she spends along with her grandpa, these are happiest days in her life, she eats no matter she needs, she will be able to sleep each time she needs, and he or she does not even want to fret about something, her grandpa is the individual whom she loves a lot, and even cannot overlook nonetheless now, she additionally remembers how her mom make her favourite meals, and the way she and Virat play, she remembers chinu’s smile, Msihty’s candy phrases, and Mihir’s naughty conduct, that child is little mischievous, she additionally remembers after marriage how Raman handled her, fact to be informed, Raman can also be individual, he has a child-like character, simply an formidable little one, Later they begin preventing, however she is aware of that he’s good individual, she generally wonders if she will get rebirth earlier than marriage will she once more get married to him, she does not should reply. That day seeing Adhira and Raman crying the knot in her coronary heart is resolve, if Adhira just isn’t her stepsister the issues is likely to be totally different, If Raman is simply her pal then additionally, Life is just too sophisticated. She thinks.

“Vithu Mauli I perceive why I received to undergo as a result of I’m a foul individual, I do some dangerous issues, I additionally understand that Mahendra, Arjun, and Samira are responsible too, so we get struggling however what about Mishty and my chinu they by no means do something incorrect then why?” Aditi mentioned.

“I’ll forgive you should you give them a contented life, and for me, I simply wish to finish all this struggling, I do not know the way you stand to this, everyone seems to be demanding one thing from you, generally blame you, generally tried to request you, are you too drained watching our struggling so that you let me see this, so I can undertstand how you are feeling, however I wished to be a human once more, life is stuffed with distress however I wished to undergo another time, I wished to really feel all of the feelings once more if potential ship me after the rebirth life, please” Aditi requested, however do not get required consequence.

6 years handed since she opens her eyes on this world, and now she will be able to’t even hear something, she remembers as soon as she learn that, cease each instrument which is making voice and benefit from the silence of the world, pay attention the sound of the water and the sound of air, sadly, she now cannot hear something. However she nonetheless asks a lot of inquiries to god, solely to get them unanswered.

“My grandpa mentioned, we should love God, but in addition has to do not forget that God loves us too however I do not assume so, should you love me, why you allow us to undergo”

“There are 7.8 Billion folks on the planet, let’s think about a spherical determine 7Bilion I’m wondering the way you deal with all of them, the way you determine whom to kill, what occurs once we died, If I think about that there are considerably 6/7 faith nonetheless it’s important to deal with at the least 1 billion folks, is not it too troublesome, and also you not solely have us proper, you will have vegetation, and animals and bugs and different points too”

Aditi is vegetarian, she is considerably in opposition to non vegetarian folks, later she modified her ideas, however now she thinks that vegetation are additionally residing being, she as soon as learn that vegetation even have feeling not like us however they will really feel ache and pleasure too, she remembers this found by a Bengali scientist, Jagadish Chandra Bose, from Bengal she remembers Mahendra and her heartache an excessive amount of, she remembers the whole lot, his each phrase, his each expression. However she will be able to’t in a position to see once more. She determined that she’s going to make an apology and thanks to each plant, she then spends her six months in that and once more comes again.

“Individuals name you mauli, however I feel you’re my father as a result of he solely ignores me similar to you, he’s the reason for my struggling, however I understand that I undergo so I have to be a foul individual as a result of I do know you aren’t dangerous. then it’s me who’s dangerous, everybody leaves me, mother, nanu, grandpa, chinu, mau, Raman, daddy, Virat and now after I received a second probability I additionally waste it, simply ship me for in the future, I’ll see them after which kill me, I do not even need reincarnation, simply in the future is sufficient, please ship me, I additionally wished to take heed to my system’s voice” Aditi is just too determined now to return, however nonetheless nothing occurs.