“Oh, Alex,” I groan as I rock backwards and forwards, taking extra of his size inside me with each single thrust. “You’re feeling so good. I can’t get sufficient of you.”

It looks as if I’m not the one one. Not content material with mendacity again and letting me do all of the work, Alex flips up right into a sitting place and wraps his arms tightly round me, enveloping me in his embrace whereas we fuck each other. Wildly, passionately. Loudly, too, as a result of it looks as if the each of us have to set free quite a lot of steam.

The following time I’m tipped over the sting, I’m not alone. Alex is correct there with me, crying out and clinging to me in his most weak second. I like seeing him crumble like that, it’s so attractive. I do know it is a aspect not many individuals get to see, which makes it extra particular.

There’s nonetheless slightly stress hanging within the air as we do what we are able to to catch our breath, a reminiscence of what’s occurring outdoors and what would possibly occur to us from right here on out, however I’m grateful that for only for a second, I may overlook about all of it…

***

Ring, ring…

Shit, who’s that?

My blood runs ice chilly, however a lot to my aid, it isn’t my cellular phone shattering the magic of the ambiance as me and Alexrelax watching a film late into the evening. Not that I need any reminder that the surface world is there.

“Oh, it’s mine.” Alex frowns, wanting about as unimpressed as I really feel. “It’s Benjamin; I higher reply this simply in case.”

Coldness continues to shroud me as soon as he’s gone. I miss the warmth of his physique beside me, and I already ache to have him near me as soon as extra. I actually do really feel protected with him right here. He has this fashion of constructing me really feel like nothing can get me.

My coronary heart begins to pound violently as quickly as he’s moved, however I attempt to swallow down the concern slightly. I don’t wish to act all loopy once more. Pondering again to the second I panicked is humiliating now. I’m stunned I didn’t scare Alex away.

“…oh no, you’re kidding,” Alex groans, making my coronary heart sink decrease. “Shit, Benji, that’s a nightmare.”

Oh God, what’s occurred now? My backbone stiffens with sheer terror. I begin to spiral, imagining what the papers are saying about us now. If we’ve been caught out once more…

“Yeah, don’t fear. I’ll be there in a second. I’ll provide you with a hand.”

My abdomen gained’t cease flip-flopping, even after I press my hand to my stomach to attempt to relax. I hate the way in which it seems like that is solely going to get uglier.

“Fucking hell,” Alex groans as quickly as he hangs up the telephone. “Certainly one of my teammates is intoxicated and inflicting hassle at Vibes. Combating, I feel, and inflicting the bouncers points. Benjamin wants me to assist him as a result of I’m the one sober one since I haven’t been out.”

Oh God.

I don’t need Alex to go.

I’velovedhaving him right here. It seems like we haven’t had almost sufficient time collectively.

However what can I do? This isn’t something to do with me.

“Okay, certain. Seems like they want you.”

Alex leans down and presses his lips to mine, permitting my coronary heart to soar slightly, only for a second longer. “I’ll come and see you quickly once more, I promise. I gained’t go away it as lengthy once more. I swear to you.”

And for this reason I’m not 100% certain whether or not to completely put my religion in Alex. As a lot as I wish to, he hasn’t all the time fulfilled his guarantees. He hasn’t all the time been right here when he stated he’s going to.

However I merely smile and nod as a result of I’m scared that if I begin saying all this stuff, every thing will crumble and collapse proper after I want him essentially the most.

It takes Alex a couple of moments to let go of my fingers, and his eyes don’t go away me for even longer. He backs away till he lastly has to show round and stroll off. However earlier than I can get all caught up within the disappointment that threatens to eat away at me, Alex calls out to me as soon as extra.

“Oh, Riley, we will need to have missed a knock at your door. There’s a parcel.”

I collect myself up simply sufficient to stroll to the door to seize the field from him. I can’t consider something I’m anticipating, however I maintain the field and kiss Alex as soon as extra earlier than he slips out of view.

I watch him till I can’t see him any longer. Then I step again inside with a brand new heaviness urgent down on me. The paranoiaisn’t fairly as intense because it was earlier than Alex got here alongside, however I’m slightly swept up with the loneliness that comes with him being gone.

I like Alex.

I like him rather a lot.

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