Chapter 367: Advanced Flavors 1

(Perspective Mari Nagare) (Maria no Danzai)

I can not describe what I really feel, though the reality is that I am unsure if this may be known as an emotion.

One yr, ten months, three days, fifteen hours and twenty minutes. That was the precise time the place I ended feeling something however ache, unhappiness and hate.

Since I misplaced my son, I’ve no different thought than revenge.

I do not need justice, I simply wish to trigger struggling to the individuals who harmed my baby… I need them to undergo rather a lot… to undergo till they die…..

However that isn’t sufficient.

I want to verify the world is aware of what sort of trash they have been.

Everybody thinks that my beloved son was a coward who dedicated suicide as a result of he was a loser. Nobody tried to grasp my son’s ache, nobody cared concerning the reality they usually solely made enjoyable of him even after his loss of life…

My son…

I am a horrible mom…

I ought to have realized my son’s ache, however I used to be too silly and now my son is lifeless…

Every thing is my fault….

Subsequently, I’ll kill myself after my revenge is full. I don’t need to stay.

Ever since my son was murdered, I’ve spent each second of my life centered on punishing the responsible.

I haven’t got the assets or the ingenuity to hold out my revenge, so I used the one factor I’ve.

I am already removed from my finest years, however I can nonetheless be thought-about a horny girl, so I did not hesitate to do something to hold out my plan. Anyway, my ex-husband left me when our son died.

My physique would not matter and my emotions do not matter. Utilizing my very own physique as a bargaining chip was straightforward since I’ve nothing else to lose.

I managed to seduce the principal of the varsity the place my son used to review and the place the scholars who murdered him have been.

My thought was to method them slowly. A few of them are wicked younger males who’ve harm many harmless ladies, so it will be straightforward to seduce them into making an attempt to kidnap me, in order that I’d have an opportunity to be with them in a spot the place nobody may discover us.

I made plans for every member of the boy group that murdered my son, however then a variable appeared.

A number of months in the past, a brand new pupil joined.

This wasn’t related to my plans, however I’ve heard a number of lecturers speaking about that boy.

They described him as a violent and wicked delinquent who violated the morals of the town, so that they needed to get him out of faculty as quickly as attainable. Probably the most putting factor was that they described him as somebody violent and too sturdy.

Amongst my plans, I’ve considered seducing some guys with low shallowness to be helpful pawns, so I did some analysis on that boy.

A number of weeks in the past an earthquake occurred that value a number of lives, however the boy had managed to guard a number of college students.

At that time it appeared that the boy had a noble coronary heart, however the reality is that his actions and perspective confirmed that he’s a egocentric boy and he solely helped as a result of there have been engaging ladies.

After doing extra analysis on that boy, I used to be capable of verify that a number of rumors have been true.

He’s a womanizer who does something to seduce the attractive ladies he sees. There are even rumors that he has been seen with divorced moms.

There’s not a lot details about his mind and everybody refers to him as a violent pervert.

I managed to speak to some ladies who appeared to have a relationship with him they usually additionally confirmed these rumors, though based on them, the man could be very type and affectionate with the ladies he loves.

As much as that time I started to suppose that he could possibly be helpful to me in fulfilling my need for revenge. I did not care if he used my physique as his toy, anyway, I plan to die when that is over.

I simply wish to see my son once more…

As a result of a coincidence, at the moment I spoke for the primary time with the boy who has been criticized because the worst trash in class.

I’ve been monitoring the actions and gathering proof of the actions of the group that murdered my son. By probability, they tried to intimidate an harmless lady who turned out to be that boy’s youthful sister.

It isn’t the primary time that group has harm a defenseless lady and I’ve photographed them doing these horrible issues many occasions.

At first, I felt an insufferable sense of guilt once I simply stared helplessly on the helpless ladies, however intervening will solely damage my plans. All lives are expendable with the intention to punish the individuals who murdered my son, even my very own life….

Though I usually stay a bystander, on this specific event I could not bear to simply watch with out appearing.

The little lady’s frightened look harm me. That little lady’s eyes are so lovely that it is painful to see her unhappy.

Anyway, I am not in my prime anymore, I am outdated and he’ll in all probability neglect me when he will get uninterested in me. At the moment I can die to see my son once more.

“Ah, you are so dumb you are cute” – Luis smiled unusually. He appeared to be making enjoyable of me in addition to appreciating me.

His perspective is like he is aware of precisely what I am pondering, however that is wonderful. He can do no matter he desires with me so long as he retains his a part of the deal.

“Then let’s go, I’ve a shock for you” – Luis smiled, however then he checked out Roromiya-san. – “I additionally introduced you one thing”

Roromiya-san was like an impassive doll, however now her gaze was full of expectation and happiness like just a little lady who’s going to obtain a present.

Luis opened the bag and took out a small lunch field to provide to Roromiya-san.

Roromiya-san grabbed the field with an excited look. She could be very cute, she jogs my memory of my son when he was a baby…..

Luis began strolling in direction of an elevator so I adopted him.

The elevator had no buttons, however Luis spoke out loud. – “Let’s go together with our company”

The elevator started to maneuver. I do not know if anybody is watching us or if that is some sort of new know-how, however it’s handy.

I did not wish to discuss, the one factor on my thoughts was what Luis had simply stated. He stated ‘our company’ that is how a gaggle of individuals ought to be.

Possibly he actually kidnapped them…..

I put my hand on my chest.

After my son was killed my coronary heart has been beating slowly as if all issues could not transfer me, however now my coronary heart is thrashing quick.

“Oh, your expectant look is cute” – Luis spoke with curiosity whereas he checked out my eyes. – “You don’t want to cover what you are feeling, right here you will be utterly trustworthy with out anybody judging you”

“…” – I didn’t know to say. I can not get used to how simply he can perceive my ideas and feelings.

Luis did not say one other phrase, however he opened the heavy bag and took out a small container of strawberry gelatin. – “Right here, eat just a little”

“Thanks” – I smiled and accepted the gelatin.

I am not hungry, I haven’t got an urge for food, and I do not wish to eat, however it will be impolite to refuse a present, plus I do not wish to be impolite to the person who may also help me fulfill my want.

Luis additionally gave me a small spoon, so I began to eat with out expectation, however when the felatin touched my tongue, I felt a nostalgic feeling operating by way of my coronary heart…

A reminiscence got here to my thoughts that I had virtually forgotten…

It was when my son graduated from elementary faculty…

At the moment, my ex-husband and I have been so blissful that we took my son to the amusement park…

Probably the most memorable a part of that reminiscence was once we went to eat as a contented household… The dessert was strawberry gelatin…

…

My legs have been shaking and I needed to lean in opposition to the wall to maintain from falling to the bottom.

I needed to take a number of deep breaths to settle down.

My palms have been shaking, however I managed to carry the dessert so it would not fall to the ground.

My imaginative and prescient was blurry from the moisture in my eyes.

When my son died, I cried each evening for over a yr, however within the final 4 months I’ve not been capable of cry anymore, despite the fact that my tears have dried up.

It was sudden to cry once more, however a hand reached out in entrance of me to provide me a handkerchief.

I settle for the handkerchief and wipe my tears as I ask with offended despite the fact that I am not likely offended. – “How do you know? How do you know about my household?”

“I do not know what you are speaking about” – Luis shrugged.

… He lies… he knew it… he is aware of how necessary this reminiscence is to me…

I regained my composure and returned to my upright posture, however I did not wish to drop the little dessert. – “I do not know the way you came upon and I do not know why you’re so all for realizing about my life, however thanks… I actually respect it”

Luis simply smiled and saved quiet because the elevator saved shifting.

I moved the spoon once more to eat one other chunk of the gelatin… – “It is scrumptious…”

It is extremely scrumptious…