Renae watches me. “Then why are you getting all defensive?”

“As a result of he is my coach! I do not know him that properly.”

“However you’d wish to, would not you?” she teases.

“Shut up,” I mutter, strolling into the kitchen. “He is too outdated for me. You are incorrect. It is not occurring.”

“Okay, no matter you say. Hey, have you ever heard from the asshole in the present day?”

I sigh, grateful for the change of topic. “No. He is been radio silent. Perhaps he is lastly given up.”

“Yeah, and perhaps you may win the lottery tomorrow,” Renae says dryly. “Bails, the man is a creep. He isn’t going to surrender until you make him. You want proof—footage, movies, or one thing.”

“I do know.” I pull the container of Chinese language takeout from the fridge and seize a fork, strolling again into the lounge. “It is simply … I really feel so silly for ever letting it get up to now, ?”

“Hey,” Renae says softly. “Cease. You are not silly. And none of that is your fault. I want you’d cease blaming your self.”

“It is onerous to not.”

“I do know.”

We lapse into silence, and I end my meals, tossing the container again within the fridge and having a shower. I do not need Ian on my thoughts, particularly after I’m showering, however as quickly as I push the considered him away, Porter is correct again on the forefront of my thoughts.

He is a good-looking man, for positive. And his fingers had been so massive, and his voice so heat, and when he checked out me, there was one thing in his eyes I hadn’t seen earlier than.

I shake my head, scrubbing my hair furiously with shampoo. What am I considering? Even when I need to go there, there is no approach it might work. We’re not simply miles aside in age. He is my coach, for God’s sake.

However … there’s one thing about him. One thing I am drawn to, and the extra I take into consideration him, the extra I notice that it is not only a bodily attraction. It is a lot greater than that.

He makes me really feel valuable, essential even.

It is one thing I’ve by no means felt with a person earlier than, and it is positively overseas.

And harmful.

The truth that Renae can guess the chemistry between me and Porter simply from my descriptions is not good. It implies that I am not simply imagining issues, and it isn’t simply the adrenaline of making an attempt one thing new to guard myself from Ian. I am really interested in Porter.

The thought follows me into the bathe and as I lie in mattress that night time, staring up on the ceiling. There is no approach {that a} man like Porter would need something to do with a lady like me. Besides … the best way his eyes linger on my physique makes me assume that he does. And I do not assume he desires to wine and dine me. A minimum of, that is not the one factor I feel he desires.

What’s it that Renae stated? Porter desires to fuck my brains out? May he, actually? The thought is each terrifying and exhilarating. It is a facet of myself I’ve by no means explored, and the considered Porter opening that up, displaying me that facet of myself, makes me need to scream.

However I do not scream. As an alternative, I pull my blanket as much as my chin and proceed to stare on the approach the streetlights play on the ceiling, making an attempt and failing to disregard my racing coronary heart.

3

PORTER

I’ve to be on the gymnasium early to let the contractor in, and after two whole hours of listening to numbers and timelines, I am prepared to return residence. And the day hasn’t actually even began but.

By the point the crews have are available to start out work on the pool, it is time to unlock the gymnasium, but it surely’s nonetheless darkish exterior. I’ve gone forward and discounted the following month and a half for my members since I do know that the sounds of all the development are going to be distracting as hell. Like clockwork, although, the early birds are ready on the door, building or not.

I’ve obtained my very own distraction driving me up the wall, and as I heat up for the day, she’s heavy on my thoughts.

Bailey.

She’s so fucking stunning, and the extra I study her, the extra I am . There is a vulnerability and energy inside her that calls out to the protector inside me, and after I was along with her yesterday, it was the primary time in years I felt … alive.

Simply the considered her makes me onerous, and I’ve to work additional onerous to regulate myself. Once I was displaying her learn how to maintain a punching bag, my cock had been inches away from urgent up towards her ass and it was all I might do to not attain round and squeeze her, press her up towards the bag, tug these leggings down, and bury my cock in her.

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