244 That is good

On the way in which again, Lin Li fell asleep not lengthy after she obtained into the automobile.

Zhou han didn’t wake her up. He simply helped her modify her seat in order that she might sleep extra comfortably. He additionally tried to decelerate the automobile and drive extra easily.

Nonetheless, Lin Li didn’t sleep effectively on the way in which. It wasn’t that Zhou han drove unsteadily, but it surely was a nightmare.

On the crimson gentle, Zhou han turned to have a look at her and noticed that her brow was lined in sweat. Her brows have been furrowed tightly, and even the hand on her thigh was clenched tightly.

“Lin Li?” Zhou han referred to as out softly and reached out to Pat her face.

Lin Li all of the sudden sat up and panted barely, as if she had dreamed of one thing horrible.

“Are you alright?” Zhou han checked out her and frowned in fear.

Lin Li lined her eyes together with her palms and shook her head with out saying a phrase.

Zhou han checked out her till the automobile behind him honked in protest. Then, he appeared up and noticed that the crimson gentle in entrance had turned inexperienced. He began the automobile and drove away.

It was very quiet alongside the way in which. Lin Li leaned her head and Zhou han didn’t ask her what she dreamed of.

The automobile stopped within the constructing’s parking zone. Lin Li was nonetheless in the identical place as earlier than, as if she was in a daze.

Zhou han didn’t name her and simply sat together with her within the automobile for a very long time. Nonetheless, she didn’t come again to her senses for a very long time. Lastly, he stated softly, ” Lin Li.

Lin Li appeared to have woken up from a dream. She appeared outdoors and realized that she had returned.

She solely nodded and stated, ” we’re right here. As he spoke, he unbuckled his seat belt and ready to get out of the automobile.

“What did you dream of simply now?” Zhou han requested from behind. His voice was not loud and his feelings didn’t fluctuate a lot.

The hand that was about to open the door paused. After an extended silence, he solely stated, ” “It’s nothing,”

Since she didn’t reply, Zhou han didn’t ask any extra questions. He unbuckled his seat belt and obtained out of the automobile.

The 2 of them have been silent alongside the way in which. She didn’t clarify, and he didn’t ask any extra questions.

When she obtained house, Lin Li returned to her room and closed the door for your complete afternoon.

When Zhou han pushed the door open and entered, he noticed her sitting alone on the tatami mat by the window sill. Her head was leaning in opposition to the window and her palms have been hugging her knees.

He walked as much as her and stated, ” “It’s time to eat,”

Lin Li didn’t transfer. She simply leaned on him, her eyes gazing an unknown spot.

“You like him that a lot?” Zhou han requested her with a chilly tone and a critical expression.

Lin Li raised her head and checked out him. After some time, she stated, ” “I dreamed of a kid.”

Upon listening to this, Zhou han was surprised for a second. When he got here to his senses, he knew that the kid she was speaking about needs to be the kid she had miscarried in an accident.

Lin Li lowered her head and hugged herself much more tightly. She positioned her chin on her knees and appeared very helpless. She solely stated softly, ” I informed Chengxiang that I forgave him and stated that I didn’t blame him for inflicting me to lose my little one. However I simply dreamed of the scene when the kid left. That feeling was so painful. It actually harm.

“You’re in ache as a result of you may’t let go.” Similar to how he couldn’t let go of Xiao bin’s background, ” it’s not essential whether or not you forgive Chengxiang or not. What’s essential is whether or not you let your self go or not. For those who can’t let your self go, it’s the identical whether or not you forgive or not. Forgiveness is simply an excuse, an excuse to make your self and others really feel comfortable.

Lin Li didn’t say something, and her tears fell silently down her cheeks. She knew that Zhou han was proper, and he or she couldn’t refute him in any respect. She actually couldn’t neglect that scene. She had appeared ahead to that little one a lot, however in the long run, he left in that approach.

some issues need to be confronted. Working away will solely make you endure extra. I do know that the method of going through it’s at all times painful, however solely by going through it might I let it go. Solely by letting it go can I be really free. This was the conclusion he got here to from his relationship with Xiao bin. At first, he didn’t dare to face the reality in regards to the little one’s id, so each time he noticed the kid, he was at all times in ache and wrestle. After he actually confronted it and confronted the issue instantly, he actually let it go. Now that he confronted the kid once more, he didn’t have the ache and wrestle from earlier than.

Lin Li was nonetheless silent. Her eyes have been closed, and the corners of her mouth trembled barely, as if she was suppressing one thing.

Zhou han didn’t say something extra. He rotated and left the room. There have been some issues that he might solely let go of fully by going through it himself. Different folks might solely give recommendation at most and couldn’t assist him with something.

The daylight outdoors the window was vivid, so vivid that it was a little bit dazzling. There was no must exit to really feel it. In winter, such daylight was inadvertently an excellent and heat climate.

Lin Li didn’t understand how lengthy she had been sitting there. When she recalled it, she solely remembered that she had been sitting there from day to nighttime, after which from evening to day.

Did she sit there for your complete afternoon and evening?

Lin Li didn’t have a look at the time, however she guessed so.

His leg was so numb that he felt prefer it wasn’t his personal leg anymore. He couldn’t really feel something when he moved, and all that was left was numbness.

She had thought so much that evening, a lot in order that she nonetheless had not digested it. The numbness in her legs made her unable to maneuver, so she might solely sit weakly together with her eyes closed, ready for the numbness to go.

Simply as Lin Li closed her eyes and leaned again powerlessly, there was a knock on the door.

Thump thump thump! The knocking was a little bit fierce and pressing.

Lin Li was a little bit puzzled. Zhou han would by no means knock on the door like this. She wished to face as much as open the door, however she forgot that her legs have been so numb that she couldn’t use any energy in any respect. When she stood up, her legs bent and he or she fell on to the bottom. oof … though her butt landed on the picket ground, her coronary heart actually ached. She frowned and her face turned a little bit twisted.

The particular person outdoors the door appeared to have heard the motion inside and instantly opened the door to enter. A younger and tender voice shouted, ” Auntie!

Then, earlier than Lin Li might react, a small determine had already run in direction of her. Her small hand pulled her little man, and he was so anxious that he cried, ” Auntie, what’s flawed with you? what’s flawed with you …

Lin Li raised her head and noticed the little face in entrance of her clearly. The little man was so nervous that tears have been hanging on his face.

“Xiaobin, why are you again?” She remembered that Zhou han stated that he had despatched him to the courtyard and solely introduced him again on Monday.

“Auntie, what’s flawed with you? do you not need me anymore?” The little man cried as he requested, and Lin Li’s coronary heart ached when she noticed his pitiful look.

Lin Li smiled bitterly. So Zhou han was utilizing this as an excuse to ship the kid over. She propped herself up and wished to rise up, however the ache from her butt made Lin Li frown. Her legs have been nonetheless numb and he or she couldn’t really feel something.

When the little man noticed this, he thought that she had caught some form of critical sickness. He was so anxious that he cried even tougher. His tears fell repeatedly, and he hurriedly shouted at Zhou han, ” Daddy, Daddy, Auntie can’t arise! Auntie can’t arise!”

“Xiaobin, Auntie is ok. She simply fell and her legs are a little bit numb from sitting for too lengthy.” Lin Lian stroked her leg and patted it, hoping that it might get better quickly.

The little man didn’t hearken to her anymore. He cried and stated, ” Auntie, are you going to die? do you additionally not need Xiao bin? don’t die, I’ll hearken to you any longer, and I received’t cover from Grandpa and Grandma anymore. I’ll love them as a lot as I used to. Don’t die, don’t abandon me, okay …

Lin Li was a little bit dumbfounded. Her coronary heart ached for the kid, however on the identical time, she felt very helpless. She didn’t know the right way to clarify in any respect. She might solely wipe the little man’s face and assist him wipe the tears on his face whereas comforting him, ” Xiao bin, don’t cry. Auntie is ok. Auntie is admittedly positive. As she stated that, she appeared in direction of the door anxiously, considering that Zhou han was nonetheless not coming over.

She appeared up and noticed Zhou han standing on the door. She didn’t understand how lengthy he had been there. He was leaning in opposition to the door along with his arms crossed and her with a faint smile.

Lin Li glared at him, then lowered her head and stated to the little man, ” “Xiaobin, Auntie is admittedly positive. For those who don’t consider me, you may ask Dad.”

Listening to this, the little man rotated and noticed Zhou han on the door. He requested with crimson eyes, ” “Daddy, will Auntie die?”

Zhou han stepped ahead and touched the little man’s head. “Go and convey the milk on the desk.” As he spoke, he bent down and picked Lin Li up horizontally.

Lin Li didn’t react in time. She subconsciously reached out and hugged his neck tightly, letting out a tender cry.

Zhou han checked out her and carried her to the mattress.

The little man was afraid that Lin Li would die and never need him. When he heard Zhou han calling him to exit and get some milk, he ran out with out considering.

Zhou han positioned her on the mattress and pulled the blanket over her. He stated in a low voice, ” “Who informed you to not eat? you should be so hungry that you just don’t have any energy.” There was a touch of mockery in his tone, as if he was watching a present.

Lin Li glared at him angrily and questioned, ” what nonsense are you speaking to Xiaobin about! You don’t understand how fragile that little one is!” Now that the kid was near her, he was most afraid that she wouldn’t need him both.

Zhou han didn’t say something. He simply smiled faintly.

The little man shortly introduced the milk over and handed it to Lin Li. Auntie, drink milk.

Lin Li smiled and reached out to take it. thanks, Xiaobin.

The little man pouted and nonetheless had a nervous look on his face. He checked out Lin Li for some time earlier than turning to Zhou han and stated, ” “Dad, let’s take Auntie to the hospital.” He was actually afraid that Lin Li would die. His mom didn’t need him, and his father stated that he wasn’t his little one. If even aunt Lin Li didn’t need him, then he was actually a baby that nobody wished.

Lin Li was helpless. Trying on the little one, her coronary heart ached and he or she felt a little bit helpless. She might solely flip her head and stare at Zhou han.

Zhou han ignored her gaze and solely stated indifferently, ” “Auntie is ok. She’s simply too hungry to have any energy. She’ll be positive after consuming one thing.”

Upon listening to this, the little man was overjoyed. He went ahead and pulled Lin Li’s hand, asking, ” “Auntie, is that true?”

Lin Li might solely nod in settlement with Zhou Han’s phrases. She didn’t eat for the entire day yesterday and was certainly so hungry that she didn’t have any vitality.

“Then I’ll discover one thing so that you can eat.” When he heard that he solely wanted to eat, the little man shortly ran out to search out one thing.

Seeing the kid exit, Lin Li then requested Zhou han, ” “Xiao bin, why are you again?”

Zhou han checked out her and stated, ” if you miss your little one, simply have a look at Xiao bin.

Lin Li was surprised for a second, then realized that he was nervous about her, so he introduced the kid again to divert her consideration.

The tip of Lin Li’s nostril inexplicably felt bitter. She didn’t need him to see her barely crimson eyes. Lin Li turned her head and lowered her head to drink her milk.

Zhou han didn’t say something extra. He simply stated, ” I’ll exit and make breakfast. After saying that, he turned and left.

Lin Li drank the milk. The tip of her nostril was bitter, and her eyes have been barely crimson, however her coronary heart was inexplicably heat.

Trying on the door that was closed once more, she thought for a complete evening. Maybe she actually ought to perceive.

As a result of his situation had already dragged on to the purpose the place it couldn’t be dragged on any longer, as soon as Chengxiang agreed to the operation, Chengxiang’s attending physician mentioned along with his mother and father to find out the date of the operation.

Though Chengxiang was nonetheless sulking and didn’t say something, he didn’t refuse the therapy.

Though Cheng Zheng’s mom was unhappy, she was additionally relieved.

As a result of the most cancers cells have been vulnerable to spreading at any time, after Chengxiang’s physique temperature dropped, the hospital noticed him for 2 days earlier than getting ready for surgical procedure.

Lin Li hadn’t gone to the hospital to go to Cheng Xiang for the reason that day she talked to Zhou han. Nonetheless, on the day of the operation, Cheng Xiang’s mom referred to as her and stated that she hoped she might come.

Lin Li thought for a second and determined to go over after some consideration. When she arrived on the hospital, Chengxiang was nearly to be pushed into the working room. When he noticed her coming over, he was a little bit excited.

Lin Li didn’t say a lot and solely nodded at him, reaching out to carry his hand.

“Lin Li, thanks for coming to see me.” Chengxiang held her hand, his eyes a little bit moist.

Lin Li didn’t say a lot. Her eyes have been additionally a little bit crimson. She held his hand again and stated softly, ” all the most effective.

Cheng Xiang was pushed into the working room, carrying the hopes of his mother and father and Lin Li’s effectively needs.

Lin Li was sitting on the chairs outdoors the working room with Cheng Zheng’s mother and father. Cheng Zheng’s mom was holding her hand so tightly that Lin Li’s hand turned crimson with out her noticing.

Lin Li wished to search out some subjects to speak about to ease their excessive pressure.

Pondering that she hadn’t seen Xiaoxiao a number of instances, she requested, ” “Why don’t I see Xiaoxiao?”

Listening to this, Cheng Zheng’s mom, who was standing on the facet, stated with some hatred, ” don’t point out that girl. Ever since I came upon that Chengxiang was sick, she came visiting diligently for the primary few days. Later, once I heard the physician say that Chengxiang’s leg needed to be amputated, she disappeared. To suppose that I handled her like my very own daughter. I didn’t count on her to be so ungrateful!

After listening to what she stated, Lin Li couldn’t assist however really feel a little bit emotional. She additionally felt that Chengxiang wasn’t price it.

“Xiao Li, it was all my fault.” Cheng Zheng’s mom checked out Lin Li guiltily. One might solely know who was good and who was unhealthy after comparability.

Lin Li shook her head and patted her hand, saying, ” “It has nothing to do with Auntie. There was an issue between Chengxiang and I to start with.”

“No, no, it’s my fault. It’s all my fault.” Cheng Zheng’s mom blamed herself and checked out Lin Li. “Xiao Li, don’t take it to coronary heart. It was auntie’s fault previously. For those who and Chengxiang nonetheless wish to be collectively sooner or later, Auntie will certainly not object.”

Lin Li wasn’t silly. She naturally understood the which means behind her phrases. She checked out her and didn’t say something for some time, however her thoughts unconsciously recalled the phrases that Zhou han stated to her after consuming that day.

I’m simply scared and timid. I don’t dare to attempt once more. However as a result of it’s you, I wish to attempt once more …

“Lin Li?” Seeing that she didn’t communicate for a very long time, Cheng Zheng’s mom reached out and patted her.

Lin Li got here again to her senses and checked out her anxious eyes. She solely prevented her eyes and stated, ” “Let the previous be the previous.”

however … Cheng Zheng’s mom wished to say one thing however was stopped by Cheng Zheng’s father’s eyes. Ultimately, she might solely stammer and cease.

The environment turned from nervous to a little bit awkward. Lin Li reached out and pulled her hand away. She smiled at them, obtained up, and stated, ” “I’ll go purchase some water.” Then, he walked away.

After Lin Li walked away, Cheng Zheng’s father checked out Cheng Zheng’s mom with some disapproval and stated, ” “Don’t say these items in entrance of different folks’s kids sooner or later.”

“I, I’m doing this for Chengxiang’s personal good.” Pondering of her son, mom Cheng reached out and wiped her tears. have a look at Chengxiang. He’ll hearken to Lin Li. If Lin Li can keep by Chengxiang’s facet after the operation, then Chengxiang will certainly be capable to arise once more. Don’t you need what’s finest for our son? ”

“Even when it’s for Chengxiang’s personal good, he can’t cheat Lin Li! Simply take into consideration the previous. Let’s not discuss how we objected to Chengxiang courting her, simply take into consideration what we did when Chengxiang brought about Lin Li to have a miscarriage. We’ve to have a conscience. It was our household who let Lin Li down first, however now that Chengxiang has misplaced a leg, it’s too unreasonable to ask her to come back again.”

I-I believe Lin Li nonetheless has emotions for Chengxiang. In any other case, why would she come and have a look at him like this? she should be nervous, so she will’t let go. Mom Cheng was cussed.

“Do you actually suppose that Chengxiang wouldn’t hate Lin Li and nonetheless get along with him after what he did to her again then?” Cheng Zheng’s father didn’t suppose a lot of it. she most likely got here to see Chengxiang due to human compassion. If we have been in Lin Li’s sneakers, would we be capable to watch Chengxiang simply depart her be? ”

I … Cheng Zheng’s mom was confused and couldn’t reply.

Cheng Zheng’s father set free an extended sigh and stated, ” folks ought to know the right way to be grateful. You see, Lin Li is on good phrases with that Mr. Zhou now. Don’t disturb his life anymore. We have been those who let him down first. How can we ask for extra? ”

I don’t suppose Lin Li is that shut with that man. That man is so critical each day. He’s freezing to dying. Cheng Zheng’s mom muttered softly.

Cheng Zheng’s father solely glanced at her and didn’t say anything.

Cheng Xiang’s surgical procedure had been happening for a full 5 hours, and the intense ” in surgical procedure ” phrase lastly dimmed. The door to the working room opened, and the chief surgeon got here out. He took off his masks and was a little bit drained, however he nonetheless smiled as he congratulated Cheng Xiang’s mother and father, who had surrounded him. The surgical procedure was going very easily.

Listening to the physician say that the operation was profitable, Cheng Zheng’s mother and father have been so excited that they virtually cried. For thus many days, nothing had made them happier and happier than this.

Taking a look at them, Lin Li’s anxious coronary heart lastly settled down. She set free a sigh of reduction. She didn’t go ahead, nor did she watch for Chengxiang to come back out. She simply rotated and left. This was good …