Ought to my life be this tousled? Why do I’ve to take care of this misfortune? Did you wish to mess with me with that in thoughts?

And Gerald was risking the whole lot to avoid wasting me, as he wished.

Me and Gerald.

And is the illness so nice that it drives some folks I don’t know into such hell?

Then I may consider yet one more factor.

He drove me into such a depressing hell that he couldn’t let go of me. I’ll go and face it myself. It’s over in case you let go. Why?

Suppose he let go of me.

Then I might have met one other man. And it was as a result of I used to be so offended again then.

I’m going to seek out somebody who will love me.

That’s why I wished to get married. What if I get pregnant? I’ll find yourself being lifeless once more.

It’s Nisephor once more!

In spite of everything, it’s Nisephor once more! Simply that.

Gerald actually beloved me. Even when he doesn’t let go, he’ll lose me, and even when I let go, I’ll lose him as a substitute, so I made a decision to embrace it.

With the considered saving myself.

“What is that this bottle?”

My enamel are chipped..

It’s a deceive say that I’m not afraid of the illness that’s encroaching on me. How can I not be afraid when I’ve already had a historical past of it placing me to dying.

However that’s all I’m afraid of.

If I’m afraid, I can overcome it.

And if I get sick, I can solely do it to get higher!

“You are able to do it, Louella,” I stated to myself as I had a decided look on my face.

The Imperial Metropolis is close to.

I’ll tamper with the crown prince and make him understand I’m not simple.

Option to go!

Isn’t the crown prince only a youngster residing this life? Effectively, I’m already residing my second life. I’ve a bonus.

There’s nothing for me to lose.

We arrived on the palace of the Crown Prince.

The maid of honor got here to satisfy me. The maid led me on to the crown prince.

“Hey, Your Highness,” I greeted with a smile.

“I’m glad to see you want this. Woman Louella.”

The Crown Prince smiled.

He seems to be good when he smiles like that.

“Thanks for inviting me. I wished to see the fortress.”

“Oh, I see.”

The Crown Prince’s eyes flickered.

He revealed his emotions. The Crown Prince would typically take a look at me and focus on the finish of my phrases.

As in case you’re developing with one thing by me.

Who will be the Crown Prince?

Rumor has it that the Crown Prince shouldn’t be even getting married as a result of he misses his ex-fiancee, who died early.

Then there’s just one.

Do I seem like his ex-fiance?

The Crown Prince himself had given me a tough time.

* * *

Ernst smiled.

That boldness and brightness.

Louella’s feelings, stuffed with sunshine, pour straight out towards Ernst.

Louella smiled.

Even her smile resembled that of Philia’s. Ever since Ernst started to comprehend, he has not been capable of erase the picture of Philia from Louella.

“I meant let’s get alongside effectively any more.”

“Do you wish to get together with me, woman?”

He didn’t know what Louella meant by saying that. If grownup women and men who’re common trade greetings like this.

He didn’t know what the hell was hiding behind that shiny smile.

“Wouldn’t it’s good if anybody may get together with somebody very effectively? I feel the Crown Prince is an effective individual.”

An excellent individual

[Bold How sweet is the blood flowing in her throat? Sacrifice her to me, Ernst. After the loss of that woman, the guardian will no longer follow the black Uroboros. He’ll come after me and beg me.]

[Give her back!]

Louella had no thought what she was holding and appeared like she was speaking as if it was some of the snug issues to do.

“An excellent individual. I really feel like I needs to be individual,” murmured Ernst.

However isn’t it too late?

He already walked an irreversible path. From the day that Philia needed to die for Ernst, the pendulum was unable to show.

‘Ernst. You’ll be capable to shield Enviornment as you please. It’s a god who protects us. I’m the one one who must sacrifice.’

He couldn’t overlook the candy whispering voice.

He suffered quick and painful signs for a 12 months, not 10 years. Philia was keen to offer her life to God.

[Don’t you have something to get back from me? There are things we need to protect together]

The voice pushed Ernst’s again.

“Could I see you once more, woman? After I see the woman, I consider somebody I can’t meet anymore.”

Ernst intentionally confirmed his most painful facial features.

Louella’s expression was stuffed with pity.

“I perceive, Your Highness,”