I laid myself on my mattress.

What the hell are you considering, Gerald? What are you hiding from me? It appeared to me that fixing this drawback would possibly reveal all Gerald’s secrets and techniques.

I fiddled round with the again of my neck. Nobody formally owned me but. Gerald is somebody who got here from the long run, and he seems to be hiding one thing. There have been plenty of unusual issues round him.

Gerald actually had his coronary heart set on me. Wanting again slowly, it was undoubtedly love, and but Gerald left me alone. What the hell?

I bit my finger gently.

I’ll have to unravel a number of the riddles earlier than I can get a solution out of Gerald. If I ask with out understanding something, I’m the one one who will lose. Eww.

‘Let me go over that once more!’

I jumped up from my seat and walked round. I listed the phrases in my head.

Regression.

And exterior and love.

Niséphor.

Dad’s dying.

The mechanisms of Niséphor.

Gerald’s lie.

The maker of medicine.

A illness.

Oh, the whole lot was a query mark. Every little thing that runs every day, apparently. Every little thing is a surprise. It’s arduous, attempting to determine the mechanism of Nisephor and the outbreak. As a result of I must know what triggers it to have the ability to take the drugs.

So let’s say it was Gerald who made the drug. Gerald found out learn how to make the drug, and returned.

Then subsequent….

Dad’s dying…. Was there yet another one who died? With out me understanding?

Gerald’s dad and mom didn’t die.

Gerald’s solely identified dying.

Who did Gerald wish to save?

A beloved one Gerald needed to cling desperately to life.

“Me…?”

Growth!

I felt like one thing was hitting my head.

I noticed why I wasn’t fixing this drawback.

“If it weren’t solely as soon as…?”

My coronary heart thumped.

There was yet another regression. Gerald misplaced somebody first. If it was me.

If I used to be lifeless, then he would have gone again and handled me affectionately, however why did he return and never give me any of his emotions in any respect?

“Give it some thought, Lulu. When will Nisephor assault?”

In my previous life, I used to be tremendous till I used to be thirty. There was no reminiscence of me getting contaminated with Nisephor. The one second when a girl instantly will get Nisephor is…….

“Pregnant?”

Bang!

As soon as once more, it felt like one thing was hitting my head.

I used to be pregnant. Due to that, I had a contracted the sickness and I died. If that’s the case, Gerald would have tried his finest to keep away from me having a slight chance of being pregnant in any respect. Gerald went again and made medication to avoid wasting me.

He tried to avoid wasting me with that medication, however in the long run, I provided to divorce him. I assumed I used to be being shunned with out understanding something!

Gerald couldn’t have executed that, by the way in which. So each of us went again in time once more. He didn’t depart me this time. All the time hovering round me, however he doesn’t even confess. He doesn’t even attempt to maintain me, he simply retains the road.

I don’t know the way the event of Nisephor works. The drugs didn’t work till after the outbreak of the sickness. And yeah, pregnant ladies shouldn’t take the drugs carelessly!

Oh, my God.

“Gerald… you fool.”

If this was true….

My palms trembled.

Gerald risked the whole lot in his life for me. I bit my lips and stared on the parchment.

All of the casualties instantly made sense. The puzzle items that had been scattered and blended had been now organized with no hitch.

“Gerald… you fool…….”

Tears fell.

What the hell ought to I do with him?

I felt like I used to be going to drown myself in emotion. Tears streamed down with out stopping. I felt like I used to be going loopy. Gerald was in love with me the entire time, and I didn’t know.

You loopy punk. What would you like me to do?

I remembered all of the actions I had taken. The issues that I did simply to harm him as I pushed him away.

Regardless that I do know he’s chasing me. I remembered the times once I pretended to not know Gerald, regardless that I knew he was me. I needed to make Gerald sick.

Gerald, now, repeatedly hated the truth that he wasn’t the one who married me, regardless that he beloved me on the identical time. I used to be thrilled to see Gerald getting harm as a lot as I pushed him away from me. Watching Gerald clinging to me with a tearful face felt refreshing nevertheless it turned out that I felt low cost and imply.

I lined my face with my palm.

This wasn’t alleged to be.

To Gerald who did his finest to not lose me… How can I do that to him?

It was that second….

Thump!

This time it was totally different from earlier than. This was one thing that I noticed by myself, it’s like one thing outdoors is interfering with me…….