I wished him to be damage as a lot as I had been, however it could be due to the dream I had at present that I used to be not that pleased to see him that unhappy.

Oh, is it true that I’m hopeless at instances like this?

In actual fact, on a regular basis I dated different males, I noticed that Gerald was all the time distinctive and incomparable to anybody.

This man’s acquired much less of this than him.

This man is shorter than Gerald. And this man! He’s this wanting Gerald.

I was shocked after I considered this. Even I couldn’t recover from him as time glided by. However I made a decision to disregard it.

However even that was already very annoying.

Even now, I puzzled what he would say to me.

Do you wish to maintain me?

Or ought to I push him away once more?

I do know that Gerald and I’ve skilled various things now, however I puzzled what selection Gerald, the one in entrance of me, would make.

“Gerald, do you wish to say one thing?”

I used to be ready for Gerald’s reply.

I heard an pressing reply. It was utterly totally different from the sound of Alexid’s horseshoe coming to my rescue yesterday. Gerald turned in direction of Leander’s gate.

It appeared that the loud sound I used to be listening to was in my chest, not on the bottom.

My coronary heart thumped.

The crimson flag was clearly seen from afar.

My coronary heart was already in an pressing state.

“Let’s go, Lulu.”

Gerald reached out his hand in direction of me. The knight was sporting a cape with a Leander sample on it. It was a messenger from the place my dad was.

I nodded and held Gerald’s hand. Anxiousness crammed me.

Once I ran to the entrance door with Gerald, folks have been already buzzing collectively.

The knight climbed down from the horse and knelt down in entrance of my mom.

“The Grand Duke has fallen! The physician had already identified him. The illness is known as Nisephor! A message was already despatched for the physician on standby and to be prepared within the mansion.”

At that second, Gerald and I met gazes. I mentioned in a suppressed voice, holding Gerald’s hand.

“Gerald, please convey Billiers. You are able to do that, proper? You already know what I’m speaking about, proper?”

“Sure.”

Gerald hesitated and pulled my hand. A comfortable sensation touched my brow.

Gerald, who glanced at me for the final time, left the mansion in a carriage, opposite to the expectations of the knight that had simply arrived.

Alexid was serving to our mom who was on the verge of collapsing. I felt just like the world was turning black.

I knew it, and I’ve been making ready for this second, and but I couldn’t shake off my worry. It have to be as a result of I had suffered and had seen my father’s dying as soon as already.

It’s okay, Lulu.

You probably did it.

I’m already ready this time.

It’s simply that the timing was definitely unpredictable.

“Butler. Ship somebody to convey your aunt. Please clarify the scenario and ask them to convey some herbs.”

“Sure, ma’am.”

I didn’t know if my voice got here out properly. I’m fairly certain that my voice trembled with out me figuring out it. Mother and Alexid might not be ready for what is occurring proper now, however I already am.

So I’ve to do it.

“And the maid. Clear up the mansion and hold the variety of folks arriving right here to a minimal. The remainder of us will transfer to a separate home and depart the minimal variety of folks in the primary home.”

“Sure, ma’am.”

Alexid’s eyes have been shaking terribly as he seemed again at me. It jogged my memory of the Alexid, who cried on the day our father died, up to now.

I shook my head softly as I checked out Alexid.

‘It’s gonna be okay.’

Do you perceive my whisper? Alexid smiled faintly. Then he lifted our mom and guided her to face up.

“I’ll go lay our mom down. Lulu.”

“Sure, try this. I’m effective.”

I patted Alexid on the arm.

Alexid went upstairs and I bumped into my room. The drugs that Billiers introduced me could be in my room. It was essential.

I felt relieved after I held it in my hand. The drugs given by Billiers was properly stored within the place I gave him. I held it in my hand.

My coronary heart, which was beating like loopy, appears to be stabilizing somewhat.

‘I can’t lose anybody this time.’

I bear in mind my Dad’s contact as he patted my head. The candy voice that calls my identify. The nice and cozy expression that smiled at me. Probably the most dependable embrace that protects me.

I’m not going to lose it.

Not but.

I discovered a small bag, put the medication in it, and hung it round my neck.