I feel Ishizaki Shota likes me. I can inform that he likes me, and that in itself makes me glad.

Nevertheless, my love for Shota is so nice that I don’t really feel it’s one-sided.

I initially fell in love with Shota, so it’s not stunning that my love is bigger than his, however I really feel that Shota’s ardour and my ardour are utterly completely different.

Briefly, I really feel that Shota’s attachment to me is weak.

After I get hit on, he will get uncomfortable just a bit bit, and doesn’t ask as persistently as I do. Possibly I’m a bit loopy, however he’s imagined to not really feel good when his girlfriend is being hit on on a regular basis. Even I’m in style sufficient.

So I made a decision to check Shota a bit.

☆

Right here’s the plan.

Shota is extraordinarily weak in relation to alcohol. If he drinks, he loses his reminiscence. So I combined a bit sake in his drink in order that he would neglect that he even drank it.

Since I may talk with Shota in a drunken state, I’d then broach the primary a part of the plan, which was to say goodbye to him.

It doesn’t matter what the result of the dialog, he would don’t have any reminiscence of it the subsequent morning, and Shota would by no means discover out.

It was a easy plan, however I felt it was the best.

“Yuri, are you consuming at residence at the moment?”

“Sure. I’ll make it, so wait a minute.”

“I’ll make it easier to.”

“No want ! Sit down !”

“Y-yeah…….”

Shota checked out me curiously, then quietly went again to the lounge and began enjoying along with his telephone.

After I considered it, I had a sense that mixing alcohol in his drink can be uncovered. The odor, the look, the style.

If that was the case, I spotted that it might be simpler to combine it with meals, or slightly, make meals that makes use of cooking sake.

I made steamed clams with sake, skimmed off the alcohol to the purpose the place a traditional individual wouldn’t really feel a lot discomfort, made certain they have been correctly edible, and ate them with Shota.

“Yuri…..”

“Hm, what’s improper Shota?”

“Yuri.”

“Yeah, I’m glad you’re drunk.”

“What about?”

“Nothing.”

When Shota will get drunk, he regresses to a toddler, his phrases and actions turn into easy and direct, and he’s slightly deleterious to me.

I wish to see extra of this type of Shota, however since he has been doing issues like abstaining from alcohol, I not often get an opportunity to see it.

“Hey, Shota.”

“Hm? What’s improper?

Shota, sitting facet by facet on the couch, leans in opposition to me. He’s so cute.

“I’m going to interrupt up with you.”

“Eh? EH? Why why……”

“Shota, you don’t like me, proper? It is best to discover somebody higher.”

“Yuri, why……”

Unable to observe Shota getting an increasing number of teary-eyed, I avert my eyes from Shota.

my coronary heart aches. I do know he loves me, however I wish to know the way a lot. I couldn’t cease right here.

He was so drunk, Shota was much more sincere than typical.

“It’s meaningless if I’m the one one who’s glad, proper? What do you want about me? Don’t say all the things.”

“If I inform you that, you received’t break up with me? You received’t break up with me, proper?”

“If I’m glad, we received’t break up. Shota doesn’t say that to me. I received’t be glad simply.”

I wished to know Shota’s sincere emotions. I wished to know the way he felt about me. I need the arrogance that he loves me.

I do know I’m a hard girl. I ought to have requested Shota in a traditional method, however I couldn’t, so I’m utilizing this technique. Even so, I wish to know the way Shota feels about me.

Shota narrowed his eyes as if he was remembering the previous, and after a brief pause he started to talk.

“The factor that made me the happiest, after all, you noticed me as ‘me’. As ‘Ishizaki Shota’ as a substitute of ‘handsome man’.

After that, I progressively turned extra aware of it, similar to your brilliant, ever-changing facial expressions or your surprisingly hard-working character, I used to be drawn to you.”

“Hee……”

“Even after we began relationship, I used to be glad to see a facet of you that I couldn’t have seen if I hadn’t been you, similar to being shy or being late. Each time I realized about Yuri, my love for you grew an increasing number of, you understand?”

“I see…….”

Shota speaks to me whereas being shy, and I’m a bit stunned by his clear tone, which is completely different from earlier than.

Even so, it was a collection of surprises up to now.

I wasn’t certain if he appreciated me once we first began relationship as a result of Shota was fairly new to me. He had by no means whispered his love for me out loud, so I used to be a bit confused by the knowledge I used to be studying for the primary time.

With out hesitation, Shota continued speaking to me.

“I’m nonetheless glad to be with you each day and that alone makes me glad. So don’t say you’re breaking apart with me. With out Yuri, I may not be capable of do it anymore.”

“……”

“I’m okay with marrying Yuri, or slightly, I wish to marry you, you understand? I’m sorry if I’m at all times chilly. However the fact is I really like you. I really like you greater than you understand.”

“I-I see.”

Shota pleads along with his eyes and grabs my hand. I couldn’t do the rest however reply.

I had thought that if I have been going to get married, it might be to Shota, however I didn’t assume that he felt that method about me.

As Shota stated, he appeared to love me greater than I had imagined.

I’ll attempt to regain my composure and reassure Shota.

“Thanks. Now I perceive. I received’t break up with you, don’t fear. I really like you too.”

“Thank god…… I’m glad to listen to that. I’m so relieved, I’m getting sleepy.”

“You may sleep. Right here.”

“Yeah, thanks.”

I tapped my leg, that means to place Shota on my lap, as he was again to his drunken tone. Shota collapsed there and fell asleep in a minute.

I patted Shota’s head, who was respiratory softly in his sleep, and thought again to what had occurred earlier.

Marriage. He’s desirous about me that a lot. I’m liked by him.

After I consider that, my cheeks naturally chill out. I slap my cheeks as soon as and take into consideration what I ought to do now.

“I don’t assume I can behave usually after being informed that…”

Anyway, Shota will lose his reminiscence tomorrow, so it’s unusual that I’m the one one with a wierd perspective. What ought to I do? I actually don’t know.

Ultimately, with none good concepts, I carried Shota to the mattress and went to mattress with him.

☆.

The subsequent day, after I wakened within the morning, Shota had misplaced his reminiscence and I stated to him,

“Shota, let’s get married. Sometime.”

“Eh? Eh?’

“I’ll be ready for you. Fufu.”

“No, wait, Yuri?”

I smiled broadly at Shota, who was blushing and confused. He doesn’t should know but. Even when Shota right here doesn’t discover, Shota from yesterday will ultimately discover.

All I’ve to do is anticipate Shota to be prepared. Till then, I feel I can wait. I not really feel unloved.

At the moment, I didn’t assume that Shota would suggest to me comparatively quickly, and right here I believed he would suggest to me in three years or so.