“….”

I wakened after I felt a light-weight shine on my eyes.

I stared on the ceiling with my fuzzy head for some time, however quickly I turned my consideration to my fingers and ft, which must be transferring correctly.

“I bear in mind …… all the pieces.”

I clearly remembered all the pieces I had seen in my dream.

I bear in mind the accident I brought on by defending him, the match I had to surrender due to it, and the heartbreaking phrases she mentioned to me. I knew issues that had been by no means talked about within the recreation.

Maybe it’s due to what Ayana informed me about her previous, or maybe it’s due to my present dream, that I really feel as if my coronary heart has grow to be one with Towa’s.

“It’s unusual ……, however I believe it’s higher this fashion now.”

The reason being that I really feel that the need to reside as Towa Yukishiro, who exists on this world, has grow to be even stronger, whereas my consciousness as me stays.

Though my hatred for Shu and his household definitely overflows as I get nearer to Towa himself, it’s not a lot that I can’t stand it as a result of I nonetheless have a way of who I’m.

“…Slightly, it doesn’t seem to be Towa holds that a lot resentment,”

That accident will need to have definitely been a painful expertise for Towa. However I additionally know that he was definitely joyful that Shu was secure.

Ultimately, Towa remained form and continued to wander aimlessly.

I used to be misplaced too, I couldn’t settle for the truth that I used to be reborn on this world, and I didn’t actually take a look at Ayana and the others.

A dream is a dream, actuality is actuality…… I slept with Ayana…….”

I vividly recalled yesterday.

After Ayana informed me about her previous, I wished her tremendously and ended up getting bodily along with her.

As I lay on my physique with Ayana, I remembered my first expertise along with her, and this additionally revealed that Towa had already had a relationship with Ayana in any case.

“…… Ayana’s physique was so smooth. And …… she was actually cute and cute.”

In a way, it’s solely attainable throughout puberty to recollect and bask within the afterglow of an affair.

It wasn’t even nighttime but, and Ayana and I continued to have s*x till simply earlier than my mom got here dwelling, after which we had dinner along with her and I dropped her off.

Ayana appeared so unhappy once we parted that it was exhausting for me to let go of her hand that was clutched in mine.

“Heave-ho”

I stood up and peeked into the mirror.

I’m nonetheless doubtful about whether or not it’s my face or not, however I additionally assume that my face is kind of cute after I get up from sleep.

“…… Hey Towa, did you are feeling this fashion too? Is that why you took Ayana away from him like that?”

I don’t assume it’s truthful to say that I’ve come this far to remove from him.

I’ve modified my thoughts about Ayana and the way I need to be along with her, and I need to keep by her aspect.

However in fact, there are new issues which might be bothering me.

[I …… can’t live without Towa-kun. If Towa-kun is not here, I …… cannot live.]

These are the phrases she uttered in my arms after the act.

Ayana’s instability was highlighted by the truth that she would absolutely break down after I was now not round.

I couldn’t assist however perceive that I used to be a assist and necessary presence for Ayana, however actually, her state at the moment was irregular.

Perhaps that’s the that means she talked about earlier than with “grasp”, possibly that’s why she’s placing a lot weight in her thoughts on Towa that she would say that.

[I will take it all away from you.]

“?!”

All of a sudden, I used to be hit by a powerful headache and fell to my knees.

However similar to some other day, the headache was fleeting and I used to be in a position to stand up shortly.

“…… was that Ayana’s voice I simply heard?”

The voice that I heard earlier, it definitely seemed like Ayana’s voice.

I laughed at Ayana’s voice, which was so low and chilly that it even sounded ruthless, as if she was chopping off all the pieces and everybody.

“Ayana wouldn’t make a sound like that. I don’t know what I used to be considering.”

I headed for my mom, who was most likely making breakfast, considering that Ayana would by no means try this.

After I headed to the lounge, breakfast had simply been ready, and my eyes met Mother’s as she was folding her apron.

“Good morning, Towa.”

“Good morning, Mother.”

After exchanging greetings with Mother, I sat down on a chair and began to eat breakfast.

It isn’t that elaborate as a result of it’s breakfast, however I’m joyful at this second after I can actually style the deliciousness as a result of I can see that my mom’s love has been put into no matter it’s.

“I’m so joyful since you eat it so deliciously.”

“As a result of it’s actually scrumptious. Thanks for all the pieces, Mother.”

After I informed her this, she laughed and appeared actually joyful.

Just a few weeks in the past, after I had simply grow to be Towa, I used to be in a little bit of a panic, however now it’s like this.

I don’t really feel uncomfortable speaking about something anymore, and I’m conscious that all the pieces is regular.

“……It’s scrumptious.”

As I used to be cooling my sizzling miso soup, I seen my mom gazing me.

“What’s flawed?”

“No, I actually assume Towa is wanting higher.”

“….Is that so?”

She continued, “I’m glad he’s doing effectively.

“I’m glad you’re feeling higher.” I didn’t fairly perceive the that means of these phrases, however my mom continued talking like this.

After the accident, Towa was down for some time, you already know? Towa acted fairly bravely in entrance of me, however it was fairly apparent.

“….Heh, actually?”

“Sure.”

“A fast reply?”

I felt unusual after I noticed my mom laughing and trembling her shoulders.

Figuring out what phrases to say, what issues to speak, it naturally goes out in phrases.

“However although you’re like that, due to you, Ayana began coming to our home extra typically and have become brighter. I actually respect that about her. Yesterday, she confirmed us rather a lot, didn’t she?”

“…..Uuh, that’s….”

Ayana gave me a couple of “ahhh’s” at dinner. My mom was smiling as she watched, however I used to be embarrassed, in fact.

A person’s stature in such a state of affairs could be very small, and I felt it keenly.

“Thanks for the meals”

“Thanks for the meals”

I used to be about to return to my room to prepare for college when my mom out of the blue referred to as out to me.

Mother, with an ever-serious expression on her face as she appeared again at me, mentioned one thing like this to me.

“She’s a extremely good lady, that Ayana. She’s such an excellent child that it’s exhausting to consider she’s nonetheless in highschool. However by some means, simply by some means, it looks like she’s carrying one thing inside her. So, Towa, please hold a detailed eye on her.”

“…… I do know. It’ll be fantastic.”

I nodded my head strongly, saying that I supposed to take action even when she hadn’t informed me.

She nodded in satisfaction at my response and was about to scrub the dishes once more when she muttered one thing that I couldn’t assist however ask again.

“Ayana informed me about what occurred on the hospital a very long time in the past. So I as soon as unintentionally thought of taking a baseball bat and hitting her within the face~!”

“You didn’t do it, did you?”

I’m effectively conscious that Mother has affection for her son, however I don’t assume she’d go that far. That’s why I’m frightened—“

“After all not. I simply heard that after I requested Ayana to bridge the hole with out telling you, she mentioned one thing silly to my son. I mentioned, “I’m going to tighten her up that previous hag~♪”

“What did you say?!”

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry～♪ Properly, it was simply the final vestiges of my Yankee days that got here out. “

“……………”

What do you imply by “Yankee days”? Mother was once a Yankee?

“Come to consider it, after I was looking the home to evaluate the state of affairs, I got here throughout a photograph of my mom that made me assume she was fairly flashy again within the day…Don’t inform me that the lady who generally comes to go to my mom is my mom’s sister?

“I knew you had been highly effective, Mother. ……”

I’ll ask for extra particulars if there’s any alternative to take action in some unspecified time in the future.

Then I bought prepared and left the home, however I’ve a sense that the way in which I spend my time is not going to change that a lot as soon as I reconnect with Ayana.

Nonetheless,…… I nonetheless assume I’ll transfer on as I see match.

“I’m nonetheless form of caught with it.”

The previous that was hidden from Towa, the sentiments that Ayana had hidden, and the connection that was uncovered,……, I perceive what has occurred thus far, however I nonetheless have an odd feeling that one thing is caught in my throat.

[……Nasty. Ayana is in trouble.]

“Eh?”

I out of the blue thought I heard somebody’s voice.

It was a voice that evoked a way of nostalgia, however I by no means heard it once more.

I don’t assume I can simply dismiss it as my creativeness, after coming this far.

Each little factor I do is linked to this world.

And above all, there’s a sturdy risk that it’s one thing that awakens recollections which were lined up in me. …… So I believe you will need to take note of it as a lot as attainable.

After I headed to the same old assembly place, they had been already there.

“Good morning, Towa.”

“Good morning, Towa-kun.”

Good morning, Shu. Ayana too.

I used to be so joyful to see Ayana, even after what occurred yesterday, she was simply as common.

And it’s the identical for me, however nonetheless, with the brand new change of coronary heart, I’m certain one thing will change drastically.

That’s precisely why I used to be getting the sensation that the connection between the three of us was about to alter drastically.

Nook him….. Nook him…..

Make him undergo…… Make him undergo….

And at last, take away essentially the most valuable factor. …… Then there will likely be nothing however despair, no?

I’ll always remember the phrases that you just guys uttered.

I’ll always remember the tears he shed.

So I’ll [rob you of everything].