Chapter 20: Exhausting to Clarify

What was I afraid of?

Nicely, it was arduous to elucidate.

I used to be afraid of every part, which had nothing to do with my “maturity”. Possibly I used to be afraid of shedding what I owned now. Let me let you know about it merely.

Whereas I got here to this home, I used to be eight years previous, once I remembered every part and will make a judgment on what was happening. I cherished every part I had felt on this home and about my dad. Even when I didn’t have such a delusion, I’d be afraid of shedding them.

I did hope to get my dad’s response.

On the similar time, I wished to maintain peace of our household.

If I misplaced each of them, I’d be scared. I’d not be keen to or permitting it.

That was it.

Alas, talking of it, it appeared this submit grew to become significant once more.

Talking out of my issues and puzzles have been the worth of this submit, weren’t it?

Nevertheless it was so unhappy a subject. There was one other factor I wished to share with you.

At present, there was truly a contented factor, that was, I attended a marriage. It was a marriage of my dad’s enterprise accomplice, who was additionally his pal.

Not less than, this man handled my dad as a pal, or he wouldn’t invite my dad to the marriage.

He was additionally a second-rich technology and younger expertise, very near my dad’s age. Having struggled along with his dad and mom for a few years, this marriage was lastly allowed and blessed by them. And it was a homosexual marriage.

It was certainly a romantic and heat story. Let me let you know about it.

This couple can be referred to as as A and B.

A, my dad’s pal, was closeted. Earlier than he met B, his plan was to marry a lady whom he had no emotions for. And it ideally to be a enterprise marriage, then he might dwell as he favored for the remainder of his life.

I knew some folks disagreed with this view, however that’s others’ enterprise. They certainly thought that as for the enterprise marriage between the president and the final supervisor, there wouldn’t be injustice.

Such a life was about to start.

In consequence, on a blind date, B, the escort of the lady A was gonna marry, was attracted by A.

B favored A a lot. And he lastly gained A’s coronary heart with pursuing him for a 12 months.

Did you suppose the escort was a cool president like my dad?

In no way.

With a child face, he spoke with a doll voice though he was almost 30 years previous. And he had such fast wit.

Even I attempted to tease him and make him mad.

Once they have been collectively, A was 25 years previous and B was 24.5. At the moment, they wished to get married, which was disapproved by A’s dad and mom. They thought B was a demon who wished them to die with out descendants.

B’s household was not as wealthy as A’s household. What was extra, A’s dad and mom had written cheques for B to go away their son.

You may think about the plot similar to the idol drama.

Then, B took the test to start out an organization.

Now, that firm had expanded from an 80-square studio to an entire ground workplace within the heart space, with an estimated worth of $3 billion.

In the beginning of this 12 months, he ran to A’s home with the valuation report and stated, “I’m gonna be 30 years previous this October. I need to marry B earlier than it. If we will’t get married, A won’t ever marry anybody else in his life.”

His phrases made A’s households snicker. Lastly, A’s mother agreed, “For therefore a few years, though you’re richer than earlier than, you’re like a baby. You’re a good boy. I approve your marriage simply as I had yet another son.”

In consequence, A and B went overseas for marriage certificates in June.

Earlier than the marriage, this affair had been noised. Nonetheless, the marriage was easy, even plain. They simply booked a western-style backyard restaurant within the heart of town, and the marriage was held in a closed fashion. Not too many individuals attended it. Of their phrases, all of them have been their “greatest buddies”.

My dad was humorous too, calling A as “a son of a bitch whom he had simply labored with for a number of instances”. Nicely, it was fairly particular for him to name an individual son of bitch. The truth is, this time he got here again specifically for this wedding ceremony.

And he took me to this wedding ceremony.

This was the primary time he took me to a marriage.

And it was such a particular wedding ceremony. I didn’t know what he was interested by.

Then, maybe for he was completely happy, he drank quite a bit, not selecting the varieties or style.

Do you know that? He was choosy about ingesting. The white wine needs to be gentle sufficient, which might not make him drunk at first. If he drank purple wine, he can be choosy in regards to the manufacturing areas and types of the grape. If it was glowing wine, he was choosy about methods of winemaking.

Nonetheless, such a person went for a spree paying no consideration to what sort of wine he had drunk.

And he didn’t cry when he completed ingesting.

I might solely suppose that he was in a superb temper at present.

Then, it was me who drove the automobile at present.

Now, he was sleeping, And I used to be holding the cellular phone in entrance of his mattress to ship this submit.

Usually talking, at this level, I ought to say: “If time stops at this second, simply the 2 of us, what extra can I ask for?”

Proper??

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