Lin Yuyan listened to him in a daze. The corners of his shirt had been wrinkled as a result of he pulled and twisted them as he listened to Gu Yaoyang. Gu Yaoyang stubbed out his cigarette and abruptly mentioned, “Okay, let’s get began.” 

“Get- Get began?” 

‘Begin what?’

“You wish to again off now?” Gu Yaoyang raised the corners of his mouth as he leaned ahead and continued, “You’re dangling like this on my mattress, dressed like that, do you suppose I’m lifeless and unfeeling?” 

Lin Yuyan was then squeezed into the nook of the mattress. His Adam’s apple rolled up and down just a few occasions as his arms stored overlaying his key elements in embarrassment. He blinked his massive clear eyes, making him look very nervous. 

Gu Yaoyang thought he would again off when he figured it out, however who would’ve thought he would take the initiative and hook his arms round his neck after staying silent for some time, and ask in a low voice, “What? Why aren’t you beginning?” 

“You…” 

Lin Yuyan appeared to know that he wished to ask one thing, so he rushed to talk first, “Our relationship is that of lovers, so isn’t it regular for us to do this type of factor? I admit that my preliminary intention simply then wasn’t good, however since I might consider this methodology, it implies that I actually wish to do that with you. I such as you… I’m prepared to go to mattress with you… To sleep with you.” He stammered as he defined himself. “I didn’t do that to tie you to me, or to threaten you to take accountability. I simply wish to be your most intimate particular person via it…” 

“As a result of, I assumed that if I do that, you gained’t get stolen away by different folks. However after I give it some thought rigorously, you might be proper.” Lin Yuyan continued to mutter, “You possibly can’t actually assure something simply by doing intimate issues collectively. Crucial factor is to belief one another.”

He leaned towards Gu Yaoyang’s brow and sincerely apologized, “I’m sorry I didn’t belief you adequate, and that I couldn’t even belief myself enough-?”

Earlier than his phrases fell, the world appeared to spin round for some time, and earlier than he even realized it, Gu Yaoyang had already pressed him down and blocked his mouth. He was so sudden each time he did this, and Lin Yuyan could be so shocked he couldn’t reply in time. Moreover, his garments right this moment had been a bit particular. He was virtually bare, together with his shirt barely overlaying his personal elements. A flick of the wrist was all it took to see almost all his personal elements. He questioned how Gu Yaoyang’s hand appears to be like now. They’re thick and tough, they usually’re at the moment rubbing his waistline forwards and backwards. 

Lin Yuyan had delicate pores and skin and tender muscle tissues, he couldn’t stand this stimulation in any respect, and he was afraid of ache and getting tickled, so he hid as he laughed with tears in his eyes. He tried to crawl away however received dragged again earlier than Gu Yaoyang continued to bully him. He giggled as he begged for mercy and grabbed onto Gu Yaoyang’s shoulders. Earlier than he might cease laughing, Gu Yaoyang kissed the corners of his mouth, and he responded eagerly to the kiss. 

This was all deliberate. Lin Yuyan appeared to have forgotten what he was there for till he slowly raised his head from Gu Yaoyang’s sports activities pajamas and widened his eyes as if he was going through a harmful enemy as he got here to a realization. 

He wasn’t prepared in any respect. He solely climbed his boyfriend’s mattress on impulse. 

Gu Yaoyang knew this could be the outcome. He had a stomach filled with evil tips, and now, it was getting worse. He bit his neck in retaliation, and the motion of his arms was getting bolder. It slid all the best way all the way down to his waistline, typically grazing evenly, and different occasions it purposely rubbed him closely and tickled his itch. 

Lin Yuyan was like a fish on a chopping board. He couldn’t cover, however he couldn’t give a correct response. His eyes had been pink, and his voice was trembling. He wished to succeed in his hand out and canopy his face, however Gu Yaoyang was a step additional than him and took the lead.

“You…” Lin Yuyan instantly flinched. Gu Yaoyang raised his head from his red-stained neck and checked out him with half-lidded eyes. He requested with the corners of his mouth curled up, “What? Am I doing one thing improper?” 

His tone wasn’t any totally different from the one he would normally use when he talks, besides this time, his voice was hoarse and tough. It was like he was lazily taking part in with one thing in his arms. 

Lin Yuyan normally couldn’t even bear a kiss, not to mention being held in his heat arms that additionally roamed freely on his physique. 

He felt like he had grow to be the lighter mendacity on the cupboard. Trapped in Gu Yaoyang’s arms, permitting him to open and shut him up, slowly rolling the pulley at will, however wouldn’t mild him up. All his ideas had been forcefully pulled away from him, and he stored on ‘whimpering’ with out understanding precisely what he was speaking about. Gu Yaoyang ignored him and stored inserting stress on him. His physique was like a closed field. He felt his airflow consistently increasing and rolling inside him, and when it was about to hurry to the height and burst, there was a ‘click on’.

It got here to an abrupt finish. 

Lin Yuyan slowly opened his eyes. Gu Yaoyang had already stood up with a cigarette dangling from his mouth, and he had simply completed lighting it up. 

He was smoking a bit ceaselessly tonight, it was as if he was intentionally suppressing one thing. 

“You… The place are you going?” Lin Yuyan requested. He seemed embarrassed. The shirt hanging onto his physique was a multitude, and a sure place was nonetheless holding on. 

Gu Yaoyang admired him condescendingly for some time earlier than answering with a smile, “To the lavatory.”

Lin Yuyan was at a loss, “What are you going to do within the rest room?”

Gu Yaoyang raised his eyebrows and held up his 5 fingers as he answered, “I’ll resolve this myself, clearly.”

“Then what about me?” Lin Yuyan hadn’t come but, he was nonetheless caught within the center. 

Gu Yaoyang chuckled and mentioned, “You’re holding again.”

Lin Yuyan was shocked, “What? Why?!” 

Gu Yaoyang answered, “You got here right here to seduce me earlier than you had been even prepared.”

“I…”

“You dare to disclaim that?” 

“However… This…” Lin Yuyan didn’t count on Gu Yaoyang to attend for him. He instantly felt himself getting dizzy with anger and mentioned, “Even when I’m not prepared, you might nonetheless f*ck me!” After saying that, he threw a pillow at him to precise his vexation. 

Gu Yaoyang simply dodged the pillow. He waved his arms with a smile and politely mentioned, “Not right this moment, come again one other day.” 

“There’s no different day, you massive b*stard!” Lin Yuyan jumped off the bed and went again to his room. He was secretly complaining inside his coronary heart, they’d already reached this level, however he had pissed him off once more. It was simply an excessive amount of! He seemed down on the wimpy little factor and out of the blue remembered what he had simply mentioned earlier. His face flushed as he collapsed onto his mattress. 

He wished to shut his eyes and sleep, however he couldn’t go to sleep instantly. He idly flipped via his telephone and softly sighed when he noticed the date written on his display. 

Ten minutes later, Gu Yaoyang got here out of the lavatory. He glanced on the door reverse to his, pondering {that a} sure fool might be feeling very offended proper now. 

Though his habits simply now was a bit outrageous, if he didn’t cease in time, he would most likely be unable to regulate himself. They are saying that the primary time could be very painful, particularly between males, and there could be a danger of tearing since they don’t have any lube. 

Lin Yuyan was afraid of ache, and Gu Yaoyang was afraid of him being in ache. 

He casually closed the door and thought that he would make him completely satisfied tomorrow when he heard Lin Yuyan knocking on his door once more. 

He become a neat set of pajamas that lined himself tightly. His hair was nonetheless matted although, and the blush on his face hadn’t pale. 

Gu Yaoyang requested, “What’s improper?” 

Lin Yuyan hugged his pillow and severely mentioned, “Shouldn’t you apologize to me?”

Gu Yaoyang requested, “Why?” 

“You’re asking why? Don’t you suppose your habits simply now was an excessive amount of? Though I do know you’re most likely afraid… Afraid that I gained’t have the ability to bear it till the top, but- You shouldn’t have left me hanging! What if it doesn’t work sooner or later?!”

“Pfft!” 

“You’re nonetheless laughing?!”

“Okay, okay. Gained’t snicker.” Gu Yaoyang observed that there was one thing improper together with his expression. He stretched his arms to carry him in his arms and apologized in a low voice, “I’m sorry, I used to be improper. Gained’t you forgive me?” 

Lin Yuyan was silent for just a few seconds earlier than answering, “Okay.” He hugged him tightly as he lay on his arms and sullenly mentioned, “I- I wish to sleep with you tonight.” 

“Positive.”

“I’m beginning faculty quickly.” 

“Mmm.” 

“I… I don’t wish to go.”