Chapter 124: Previous (3)
If she have been to call the happiest time in her life
It could undoubtedly be when one devoted their life to like and obtained an abundance of affection in return.
Lee Seyeong thought the tales she heard in passing have been laughable.
Too busy dwelling to like, who on the planet are you able to belief, being grateful when you dont get stabbed within the again.
These days, folks do meet, however its uncommon for them to take it severely.
They dated somebody simply to alleviate momentary loneliness. This had been normalized in society for a very long time.
Marriage on this world generally turns into a method to an finish, and at different instances, a software for crime.
Even vows to commit ones life might flip into merciless lies.
Lee Seyeong, a noblewoman, had been uncovered to such rotten, sewer-like love tales from a younger age.
She herself had nearly been used as a software to attach households.
Therefore, her ideas have been agency.
Romance in fairy tales was solely doable in fairy tales. They have been written in books as a result of they have been idealistic notions.
How might there be love that lasted without end on this world? If there was, that individual should be a silly sucker.
Thats what she thought
I by no means dreamed Id be that silly sucker.
Properly, it was as a result of she didnt know love.
If you happen to requested the way it felt to be a sucker, there was just one reply.
It felt rattling good.
If I might return to the previous, Id wish to scold myself for the way joyful I used to be simply being in that individuals arms.
She lastly understood that loving moments have been the happiest moments in life.
Having by no means obtained correct love earlier than, how might she know?
The one that left behind that saying will need to have lived an unbelievable life. She was very envious.
Thats the place my ideas led her, and sooner or later, she realized.
If the happiest second was while you liked, then the saddest second in life was while you misplaced the individual you really liked.
Preserve it a secret. If he finds out, itll be a catastrophe.
Lee Seyeong introduced the teacup to her lips with a faint smile.
The tea, which had cooled to simply the precise temperature, carried a scent paying homage to Jin Dallaes flowers.
A candy floral aroma with a pointy taste.
Candy Oaks petals, nevertheless, weren’t appropriate for tea. Their perfume was refined, and so they usually turned mushy when steamed, dropping their aroma within the drying course of.
For some purpose, this reality struck Lee Seyeong as bitterly ironic.
Its nothing. I simply wanted somebody to be there for Lee Shiheon after Im gone.
Lee Shiheon had grown stronger, but he nonetheless lived in circumstances the place his life was in danger.
Lee Seyeong had been conscious of this for a very long time.
As a precaution, Cheondo advocated for coaching Shiheon. Her method was efficient, and Lee Shiheon had certainly made exceptional progress.
However Seyeongs technique was totally different.
The work Im doing now could be since you by no means know while you would possibly die.
She felt compelled to get rid of the threats focusing on him herself.
In conveying her sincerity, she additionally needed to keep the identical stage of earnestness.
Jin Dallae was taking a look at Lee Seyeong with a chilly gaze. Nonetheless, Dallae couldnt conceal her flustered expression both.
As she listened to the story, Dallaes breath caught earlier than lastly settling.
You by no means know while you would possibly die?
I instructed you guys I used to be transferred, however that wasnt really the case.
The explanation Lee Seyeong needed to go away Lee Shiheon and journey distant.
She by no means took a passive stance when dealing with imminent challenges.
Ive recognized all of the forces focusing on Lee Shiheon with the assistance of a child I do know.
Lee Seyeong had collaborated with the star of the Hunter Union and performed an inner investigation of the Flower to pinpoint its government layer, planning a large-scale crackdown.
Going undercover in Flower. Gathering info there after which utilizing it to slowly formulate a plan It was by no means going to be simple.
The plan was conceived with the opportunity of loss of life in thoughts from the outset.
Given its slim probability of success, the star current on the time had outright referred to as Lee Seyeong loopy.
-Not dying can be fairly the achievement, huh? Sigh. Loopy girl, as if. Youve at all times been overdoing it because the academy.
-Yeah, they are saying you change into just like the one you’re keen on.
-Hey, I like Shiheon too, okay? Thats why Im serving to you together with your factor, okay?
-Love, my foot.
She talked about the very first thing that got here to thoughts after listening to Seyeongs phrases.
Its reassuring to listen to that from somebody who owns a number of corporations.
And the principle level is
Dallaes emotions in direction of Lee Seyeong had initially been anger, however now they’d considerably subsided.
From not understanding in any respect to a stage of understanding, or reasonably, to a level of admiration.
Nonetheless, Dallaes reply had already been determined from the start.
I cant settle for this method.
I perceive.
Lee Seyeong smiled sadly and nodded.
In poor health do it my manner. Sorry. In poor health maintain the key.
Lee Seyeong thought that possibly she cared for that individual greater than she had thought of.
And he or she felt relieved to know that such an individual can be by his facet, even when she have been to die.
Take care.
Jin Dallae, bowing her head barely, gathered her belongings and stood up.
As Dallae was about to move in direction of the doorway,
Ah, how about we chat casually for a bit?
Lee Seyeong stopped her.
It appears tough after such a dialog.
I needed to speak about Shiheon and in addition enterprise issues. Arent you interested by tales you dont know?
Itll be onerous to be with Shiheon with none expertise.
A sly individual.
Constructing a rapport after such an uncomfortable dialog, and that too with a rival, how might she do such a factor?
No expertise?
Mattress.
What
With emphasis on mattress, Lee Seyeong smirked mischievously.
A piercing sensation in her chest. Barely displeased however unwittingly swept up by the environment.
Dallae had felt this emotion as soon as earlier than when she first met Lee Shiheon.
I dont assume I can do it now. In poor health go away.
To keep away from being detained any additional,
Dallae, with a pinch of jealousy, shortly left the room with out even ready for a send-off.
Lee Seyeong watched Dallaes retreating again and bowed her head deeply as quickly as she left.
The place she had left, solely the chilly flower tea remained, holding its lonely vigil.
Someway her ideas deepened.
Having blurted out every thing with out filtering, she felt as if her vitality had been drained.
After the extraordinary immersion, Lee Seyeong sighed from exhaustion.
-Did you even like him within the first place?
The phrases she had heard have been onerous to take, even for the usually stoic Seyeong.
How do I clarify this to Shiheon? Keke.
She tried to snort it off, making an attempt to sound carefree.
Nonetheless, it appears Dallae actually does like him How did you allure her?
She praised Dallae in a spot the place she couldnt hear.
However as she continued speaking, Lee Seyeong felt more and more depressing.
Although it was only a matter of affection model, the purpose Dallae touched upon was like a sore spot Lee Seyeong had been avoiding.
She doesnt assume the trail she has created is unsuitable.
Even when she went again to the previous, Seyeongs actions wouldnt change a lot.
-If you happen to like him that a lot, simply settle for his confession and persist with him without end.
Seyeong silently fiddled with the ring on her finger.
The ring Lee Shiheon had given her, which had by no means left her facet, was essentially the most treasured factor she owned.
Seyeong, who secretly wore the ring on her left ring finger, introduced her hand to her face.
It was the trail she had chosen.