Ardour and Infatuation

Yi Zhize wished to refuse, however the faint perfume that appeared to be there made him unconsciously comply with her lead.

Leaving the noisy corridor, he marched in a course unknown even to himself.

Cannot.

Yi Zhize’s motive instructed him.

Cannot.

It was as if his soul had been cut up in two, one dazed, one awake.

He was led to a secluded room.

The room card ticked, chopping by way of the quiet of the evening.

She pushed the door open and smiled tenderly at him.

Began to unbutton his shirt.

The warmer his physique turned, the colder his eyes turned.

Yi Zhize took a deep breath and calmly gripped her wrist: “Let go.”

She was shocked, clearly not anticipating this: “What did you say?”

Pondering solely of escaping the seductive scent, Yi Zhize virtually burst out of the door, by way of the winding corridors and into the marginally chilly open air.

The restlessness didn’t let up.

Yi Zhize considered the hallucinogenic medication talked about by the British physician.

As his ideas have been working wild, he heard somebody name out to him.

Yi Zhize closed his eyes in ache,

couldn’t,

it could not be him.

However on the backside of his coronary heart, there was an uncontrollable longing.

Eager for his contact.

Eager for his caress.

Eager for his steering.

“Zhize,” the sound of Ou Tingyun’s approaching footsteps echoed in his ears, “I have been searching for you for a very long time.”

Yi Zhize’s eyes lowered and he didn’t reply.

Simply listening to his voice made the bodily urge an increasing number of troublesome to suppress.

Ou Tingyun’s scent was so vivid, because it had been the primary time they’d met.

The scent of patchouli and cedar in his nostril.

It was the scent of hormones.

“You do not look nicely, what’s flawed?” Ou Tingyun reached out to the touch his brow, however after a light-weight contact, Yi Zhize stepped to the facet to keep away from it.

“Why is it so sizzling?” Ou Tingyun coaxed him, “Be good, let me see.”

Yi Zhize did not know the best way to reply, and he stood blankly within the evening.

Ou Tingyun’s palm coated his brow, gently brushing the facet of his face and shifting round to journey throughout the nape of his neck.

The knot in his throat rolled, the fun of delight virtually dazzling him.

Fearing he would do one thing an excessive amount of, he instantly pressed down on Ou Tingyun’s hand, “That is sufficient.”

His voice was suppressed, low and sensual.

Immediately conscious of the delicacy of the scenario, Ou Tingyun gently wrapped his arm round his shoulders, “Hmm? What does that imply?”

Though he knew the physician had a depraved style for teasing, it was clearly torturous for him at this second: “I’ll have been uncovered to some form of hallucinogenic agent, so…. hmm.”

The physician did not draw back from it and even touched down there ambiguously, saying meaningfully, “You are very excited, Zhize.”

“Shut up!!!”

“What ought to we do?” Ou Tingyun wrapped his arms round him from behind and whispered in his ear, “The scenario is a bit of tough.”

“Please ship me again, I can type it out myself.”

“It have to be very troublesome,” Ou Tingyun stated seductively, “I may help you.”

“Tingyun, cease joking”

“I am not joking with you.” Ou Tingyun tenderly caressed his lips, the contact of his fingers brushing in opposition to them mentioning a tingling present: “It’s my inherent obligation as your therapist to assist sufferers de-escalate and catharise.”

Yi Zhize’s physique started to tremble barely, impulse and pleasure tearing away what was left of his sanity.

Ou Tingyun lifted his chin and dropped his head to kiss him.

Heaven and Earth turned the other way up and the warmth flowed straight to his coronary heart.

The heat of the contact mingled with the dexterity of the wetness and swallowed him complete.

He craned his neck as much as settle for the physician’s love.

Greed screamed for extra.

Silver strands and warmth flowing in a single place, breaths burning and lengthening.

How beautiful.

Ou Tingyun kissed the teardrop mole.

His affected person was utterly immersed in lust.

“Ze Ze, do you need to be right here or?”

“No,” Yi Zhize’s thoughts was muddled, however he insisted, “not right here.”

“Okay,” Ou Tingyun rubbed his hair, “let’s go house.”

There was no mild within the therapy room, the curtains weren’t drawn, and there was a blue evening and a vivid moon exterior.

Just a few rays of moonlight spilled in, seeming to forged shadows of the bushes.

The sound of lips and tongues entwining was notably tantalising within the silence of the evening.

Ou Tingyun held him in his arms, his passionate kisses lingering endlessly.

It was a scene that might solely be present in his fantasies, Ou Tingyun thought, a scene that might by no means be present in a psychotherapy room.

However this was his need, his secret, his greed, his obsession.

Ou Tingyun held him near him and stated in a seductive whisper, “Ze Ze, do you want me, hmm?”

Yi Zhize had lengthy been in a state of confusion and was utterly unable to suppose, solely anticipating that he would give him extra.

Listening to no reply, Ou Tingyun intentionally paused, “Ze Ze, be good, inform me, do you prefer it?”

“En.” Yi Zhize suppressed, “Trainer, I’m having a tough time.”

“The place is it onerous?”

“Trainer, assist me.”

“Ze Ze, how can I provide help to if you happen to do not inform me the place?”

“Please,” the underside of Yi Zhize’s eyes have been dense with moisture, “I would like you in every single place.”

Being violently pushed down, the fierce deprivation and swift encroachment of compassion, like a beast that doesn’t know what to do, utterly sunk within the mingling of affection and lust.

———

At midday the following day, Yi Zhize awakened with a momentary sense of disorientation.

Remembering the occasions of final evening, his face immediately alternated between purple and white, and when he moved his physique, it ached throughout.

A sure exercise had been notably intense because of the hallucinogenic impact.

He was extraordinarily enthusiastic, and the physician appeared to be tireless…

Demanding and pursuing time and again.

He was mild, not less than he knew to assist him clear up afterwards.

He was a tyrant, and Yi Zhize indignantly redefined him on the considered being tossed into the scenario he was in at this time.

Now, what must be executed?

After calming down, Yi Zhize contemplated for some time, however he had no reply.

After some time, he heard the delicate clang of the door to his room opening.

Ou Tingyun got here to the bedside, smiling brightly, “Ze Ze, awake?”

Seeing him smiling like that, Yi Zhize couldn’t appear to cease his pleasure: “En.”

Ou Tingyun sat on the sting of the mattress and kissed him on the brow, “Good morning.”

Yi Zhize froze as a wave of sweetness flooded his coronary heart with out motive.

Ou Tingyun frowned, “Ze Ze, why are you ignoring me?”

“Sorry,” Yi Zhize gathered his ideas and adjusted his respiration a number of instances earlier than he stated severely, “I am sorry.”

“I do not like to listen to you apologise!”

“Tingyun, what occurred yesterday, it was an accident.”

“I do not care,” Ou Tingyun’s tone was fairly agency, “What’s executed is finished, you are liable for me.”

Yi Zhize sighed helplessly, “Dr. Ou, are you aware what you are speaking about?”

“Ze Ze, I such as you.”

Yi Zhize’s breath caught in his throat, and the phrases that stuffed his stomach have been immediately forgotten.

Ou Tingyun took his hand in his, “Can we be collectively?”