The quantity of need that flooded me, the innate have to really feel his fingers stretching me, was virtually sufficient to make me come on the spot. Virtually.

However I knew that regardless of our sexual compatibility, that if I wished Dawson—and I did need him—for myself, as one thing greater than a fulfilled fantasy, I wanted to rein in my attractive beast. Perhaps just a bit.

To not point out there have been different urgent issues I wanted to take care of, that must be handled sooner relatively than later. Just like the declare on my house, getting clear garments that match me, and naturally, calling work and Allie to allow them to know the small print and that I used to be okay.

Dawson moved simply barely, hooking his knuckle beneath my chin, forcing me to search for at him.

“I meant what I stated. You’ll be able to keep right here so long as you must. So long as you need… with me.” His voice was nonetheless tinged with the remnants of sleep, however his phrases had been brilliant and lively.

I’d identified Dawson for 2 years. In that point, I’d solely identified him to be a charismatic ass, somebody who didn’t appear to take issues or himself critically. However within the final a number of days, I’d come to see the person beneath the fireproof swimsuit, and although he was nonetheless charismatic and a little bit of an ass, he was a lot extra.

He was commanding, relentless, and caring.

And as I seemed into his lovely eyes, I spotted that I used to be falling in love with him.

Absolutely the look of surprise in his eyes made my breath catch, rendering me speechless. No man had ever checked out me like he was me at that second. And when he leaned down, bringing his delicate, heat lips to mine, I knew I used to be completely doomed.

How may I not fall in love with him?

Dawson kissed me, and it was higher than I’d ever imagined it may very well be.

He tasted like fireplace and love, like candy sugar with an undercut of sizzling spice.

Why would I need to be wherever else?

He broke away, too quickly for my liking as he pushed away, throwing the blanket off of him.

“I nonetheless, have to prepare to move the firehouse and cope with this shit.”

He grumbled as I watched his bare kind saunter throughout the room, the daylight casting an ethereal glow on his tanned pores and skin. He absentmindedly tugged his sizeable cock, grunting as he did so and part of me wished to drag him again down into the sheets and by no means let him out of my sight.

He caught my stare, winking at me sexily, a lazy smile gracing his luscious lips.

“Be a superb boy and do as you’re instructed and perhaps I’ll reward you,” he teased.

I sighed as I watched his naked ass go away the room, heading down the corridor towards the bathe. When he was gone, I fell again within the sheets, working my hand over my face.

If anybody had instructed me the week prior that I’d be laying bare with Dawson’s dried cum throughout my abdomen, I might by no means have believed them. However there I used to be in his mattress, bare, arduous, and prepared for fucking spherical two.

I wished guilty the very fact I hadn’t been with anybody in a pair years, and the truth that I had an actual stay human to the touch and to the touch me was the basis of my sudden inflow of need, however I knew that wasn’t fully the case.

Intercourse for me had all the time been a strategy to talk how I felt, when I discovered the phrases too troublesome to say. And telling the man you’ve been dreaming about for 2 years you might be falling in love with him after one night time in his mattress screamed psycho clinger. But it surely was the reality.

The sound of the working bathe pulled me from my ideas. I knew I may lay there, in Dawson’s mattress, without end making an attempt to work up the braveness to inform him I wished to remain, not simply now however… I wished to remain so long as he wished me to. I wished to be with him so long as he wished to be with me. However laying there spinning myself into circles, making an attempt to work up the nerve would solely make me second-guess myself, and I wasn’t about to let my self-doubt break this.

So as a substitute, I threw my legs over the aspect of the mattress and climbed away from bed, padding down the corridor to the lavatory. I gently pushed open the door, the steam in there budding like an impatient flower.

I took my time, relieving myself and washing my arms within the sink, if solely to provide myself the briefest second to rooster out fully.

I knew what I wished, however going after anybody was new to me. Usually, I most well-liked to be the one being chased, being pursued, as a result of I’d by no means been a daring, assured man in any sense of the phrase. However one thing about Dawson sparked the aspect of me that wished to be these issues, that felt like perhaps I may very well be that man with the fitting individual.

I took one step and a deep breath as I moved towards an unsuspecting Dawson, who was buzzing to himself within the bathe, his again to me.

Two steps, and one other deep breath, after which…

I opened the curtain and quietly stepped in. Dawson rotated in shock, his amber eyes trying me up and down with pleasure and starvation. His lips turned up in a smirk.

“Nolan, what—”

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