I checked day by day by myself mother, and she or he is prospering at Cedar Sands, which is her personal thoughts retreat, I suppose.

Maybe my actions are the results of my father’s loss of life. I’m going off the rails and that is my insurrection.

As I lie on the solar lounger, I bear in mind Adonis’s arms on me on this very spot and it causes a pang of grief to stab me at what might need been.

Once I stroll alongside the seashore, I replay our conversations and once I stand at his mom’s grave I heed his warning.

Now that day has come and I’m heading to the non-public airfield to the Constantine jet and I’m nervous for a completely completely different purpose this time.

Will I make it again?

Dimitri steps apart like a gentleman for me to board and the primary particular person I see is Chloe, who smiles warmly, “Welcome again.”

I’m slightly uneasy round her now, particularly not figuring out what occurred when Adonis took this similar plane to Miami and so I smile and cross, acknowledging Christos with a brighter smile.

I hate figuring out she has been with him since me and it makes me resist the truth that I’m simply one other in an extended line. If something, she has extra of him than most, and I hate that.

I take my seat and spot Dimitri whispering in her ear, and I shut my eyes. For fuck’s sake. That’s all three then. Thoughts you, she’s had that pleasure earlier than, abruptly and so I maintain my eyes closed to close out this screwed up world that I fell into.

It doesn’t take lengthy earlier than we’re airborne and after bringing us our drinks, Chloe disappears by way of the curtain and it’s not lengthy earlier than Dimitri follows her.

I hate this life.

That’s what I’m telling myself as a result of I’ve fallen headfirst into a grimy saga that I’ve no management over.

I head to the galley to search out Christos who’s making ready the meals, and he friends up in shock.

“I’m sorry, Melissa, would you want one thing?”

“No.” I sigh as I lean in opposition to one of many carts and say sadly, “I don’t understand how you deal with this.”

He raises his eyes and whispers, “I anticipate you’re referring to my fellow flight attendant.”

I shrug, my distress clearly evident as a result of he units down the plate he’s holding and heads nearer.

“Don’t choose Chloe too harshly. She had a nasty starting and the Constantine’s have given her all the pieces.”

“You may say that once more.” I shake my head. “Was it like this when Sylvana was alive?”

I sincerely hope not, and Christos shakes his head, a tragic expression in his eye.

“No. It was very completely different then. Dimitri by no means checked out one other girl. Apollo was with Phoebe and Adonis, effectively, he’s at all times been a free agent.”

“I assume he at all times shall be.”

Christos whispers with a small smile, “We flew to Miami final, with Adonis and Apollo?”

“Spare me the ugly particulars.”

All I can image is the three of them getting cozy within the cabin and Christos grins. “Chloe was pissed. They didn’t wish to know.”

“They didn’t!”

My eyes widen and he nods. “It was an extended flight too. Often, they spend it entertaining themselves with Chloe, however she was left in little doubt her providers would solely embrace food and drinks on this event.”

“What did she say?” I’m intrigued and intensely grateful to Christos for telling me.

“She was upset.” He shrugs. “You see, Chloe thrives on this. It’s why she does the job. The Constantines are her drug, and she or he hates it when she will be able to’t get any.”

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