Very first thing on my agenda this morning is to mild a hearth below James McCoy’s ass. I need solutions, and that bastard has them. Speaking to Invoice, Colton’s dad, final evening, confirmed that James has extra data on the connection between Drew Varney and my daddy than he’s letting on.

After checking in at Simon Power, I slip out of the workplace and make my strategy to James’ workplace. Alisa is submitting her nails once I stroll in, and she or he appears to be like up and sneers.

“I don’t imagine Mr. McCoy is anticipating you right now, and he’s a really busy man. You’ll must make an appointment and that would have been performed over the cellphone, Ms. Simon.”

“Hell no, I ain’t makin’ no rattling appointment. You go inform that nugatory piece of shit James McCoy that I’m right here, and I’m pissed. Now get off your skinny ass and shuffle,” I yell, pointing my finger in her face. Her eyes develop wild, as she jumps to her toes and prances down the lengthy hallway rapidly. A number of seconds later, Alisa returns and asks me to comply with her to James’ workplace.

“Carly Simon, what a shock! I used to be nearly to name?—

“My ass. It’s been over two rattling weeks, James, and I haven’t heard a phrase from you, by any means.” I reduce him off mid-sentence. “Do you understand that if it wasn’t for my daddy lining your pockets through the years, you wouldn’t actually have a frickin’ legislation agency? John Simon was your greatest consumer, and now that I personal Simon Power, I’m your greatest consumer. I can stroll away in a break up second and discover a extra aggressive lawyer who really is deserving of my cash. So that you had higher have some actual rattling solutions for me.” I tempo the ground as anger consumes me.

“Carly, there is no such thing as a want to come back into my workplace, screaming at me with such disrespect. I’ve to say Large John can be extremely disenchanted in you talking to me that manner,” James says, attempting to intimidate me. I palm my fingers on the sting of his desk and lean in near the quick, frumpy man.

“James, do I seem like I give two shits about whether or not he can be disenchanted in me? No. Now, present me what’cha received on Drew Varney. And also you higher have some actual solutions.”

James scowls again at me, then huffs in frustration as he opens his drawer and pulls out a manila file. I rip the file from his fingers and rapidly learn via the pages. “I instructed you, Carly, you had been getting in too deep. If Large John needed you to know something about Drew Varney or their relationship, he would have instructed you his rattling self.”

I search for at him behind tear-filled eyes. “This shit can’t be for actual,” I say, and James laughs proper in my face.

“It’s reputable. Large John had the paternity take a look at performed himself to substantiate it. Drew Varney is your half-brother.”

My legs develop week, so I take a step backward looking for a chair. Nervousness creeps into my chest, and I pant for air, my chest rising tighter. James brings me a glass of water and sits on the sting of the desk, ready for me to relax.

“Carly, your daddy hid this from you and Savannah to guard you women. I solely gave you this piece of the puzzle to appease you. Now you understand the reality. I recommend you retain this data to your self. Large John didn’t need it getting out that he had an illegitimate son.” I attempt to acquire the energy to face so I can depart. With shaky fingers, I attain for the door, however James grabs my wrist, stopping me. I flip towards him, and he smiles kindly and says, “Carly, I’m severe. No matter it’s you’re trying to find, depart it buried with Large John. I’m warning you—you’re digging too deep into shit I don’t need stirred up.”

Warmth rises up my face as I register James’ phrases. “James, are you threatening me?”

“Now, Carly, no matter would offer you that impression? I’m solely telling you to observe what you dig into, expensive.” With a snarky sneer, I peer into his weathered eyes with essentially the most evil look I can muster.

“Nice. As a result of in case you are, you would possibly wanna do not forget that I’m a damned Simon, and no person will threaten me and reside to see the subsequent mild of day. Have a superb one.” I activate my heels and stomp away. I breeze proper by that little bitch Alisa, slamming the entrance door open as I storm out into the chilly breeze. I open the door and slide into the seat of my Camaro, tossing the file into the passenger seat.

My respiration is heavy, and my coronary heart beats a harmful moderato. I pound the steering wheel for a minute in frustration, letting the tears spring from my eyes. There’s rattling no manner I’ve a brother. How within the hell may my daddy do that? Is that this why Momma left us? I roar the engine to life, throw the automotive in reverse, and peel out of the car parking zone. I don’t even know what course I’m driving, or the place I’m going; I simply drive. My head kilos, and I can really feel my coronary heart beating in my ears. My respiration is speedy, my fingers are shaking, and I really feel like I’m going to vomit.

I proceed to drive till I attain The Village Diner. Pulling into the empty lot, I test the clock for the time. Eleven-twenty; they’re open. I shift the automotive to park and shut the engine off. I seize the file from the passenger seat and climb out of the automotive to make my manner inside.

I discover a desk behind the restaurant and sit down dealing with the wall. I’m certain my face is stained purple, smeared with black mascara, so I seize my compact and attempt to cowl up the marks. The waitress involves the desk and takes my order—candy tea and the most important slice of peanut butter fudge cheesecake she will be able to reduce.

I open the file and slowly go over every web page, taking in the entire particulars of my newfound brother, Drew Varney. There’s a copy of the unique paternity take a look at from 1985. So Daddy knew when Drew was born that he was his son? I shake my head in confusion. None of this shit is smart. I shut the file and stuff it in my purse. I can’t take a look at it anymore. I search for and see that my order is sitting on the sting of my desk, so I pull the cheesecake nearer to me. I choose at it slowly, attempting to benefit from the sweetness, however my abdomen protests in jittery knots.

“Unhealthy day?” I hear from behind me. I flip my head to see Luke Ashton standing behind me, fingers pushed into his pockets.

I sigh. “Yeah, guess you possibly can say that.” Luke sits on the desk and appears at me. His stare is intense, and I really feel nearly bare and susceptible.

“I wish to apologize for the opposite day.” I arch my eyebrow at him, curious as to what he must apologize for.

“What for, Luke?” He takes a deep breath earlier than he speaks.

“I used to be impolite. You had been variety sufficient to present me a raise residence when it was rainin’. You made a remark that kinda hit near residence, and I didn’t know the best way to reply. So for my silence and rudeness, I must apologize.” Luke reaches throughout the desk and locations his hand on mine, rubbing circles together with his thumb. His contact is electrifying, and it terrifies me.

“Luke, if I stated one thing that made you uncomfortable, don’t you assume I must be the one apologizing? I’m sorry. I recognize your apology, nevertheless it’s clearly fully pointless,” I say, pulling my hand away from his contact. Luke smiles calmly, however his smile doesn’t contact his eyes, eyes that maintain the identical heartache that I’m certain he can see in mine. It’s haunting. I’m wondering what broke Luke.

“Carly, we ain’t actually ever been shut, however I’m right here if it’s good to discuss.” I smile at him however am perplexed. I’ve by no means been one to share my feelings or ache with anybody, however having his firm proper now can be good.

“Thanks, Luke, I recognize that. I’m okay. Simply life, ya know. Let’s simply catch up; would that be okay?” Any distraction from the devastating information I simply acquired is welcome. Luke nods, and we start to make small discuss. Inside minutes my abdomen has settled, and the stress has eased, so I nibble on my peanut butter fudge cheesecake whereas we chat. What? I’m not about to let one thing that delectable go to waste.

We trade tales of our lives during the last seven years, effectively, what we each really feel like sharing I suppose. Luke is considerably of a chatterbox as soon as he will get began, so I simply let him discuss. He tells me that he moved to Lexington after we graduated highschool and have become a firefighter with the Lexington Fireplace Division. He explains the joys of coming into a burning constructing to save lots of victims from the flames. His face lights up with pleasure as he talks concerning the reminiscences of his life as a firefighter, then abruptly he falls silent. Reaching throughout the desk, I place my hand on his, and he appears to be like up at me, his eyes full of anguish.

“Ya okay?” I ask, however I do know the reply. Luke smiles and nods.

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