Chapter 15

Carly

Pulling into the driveway, I discover a black Chevrolet Silverado is parked to the aspect. I put the Camaro in park and shut the engine off. My palms tremble as I attain for the door latch.

Colton is sitting on the porch swing, together with his head in his palms. He’s nonetheless in his mining stripes, lined in coal, black from the soot that he’s been crawling by means of all day. Seeing him like this causes my coronary heart to falter. My coronary heart slows all the way down to a snail’s tempo as I really feel the earth stand nonetheless. Strolling towards him, my coronary heart, the beat of a staccato, kilos slowly in opposition to the partitions of my chest, determined for an escape to the one and solely man it has ever belonged to.

I sit beside him and pull his hand into my lap, weaving our fingers collectively. Colton retains his head down and his eyes closed tight. I grasp his chiseled chin and pull his face towards me, prepared him to open his eyes for me. He opens his eyes, and I want he hadn’t. I’m uncovered to the world of anguish that Colton resides in. His deep brown eyes are marred with purple vessels and tears vying for his or her launch.

I take a deep breath, stand, and pull on his robust hand to observe me. Residing with my very own heartache has been unbearable, however seeing Colton damaged, reaching out for the therapeutic that he so desperately wants is my full undoing. I’ve to be robust for the each of us. We’re each playing on love, playing on one another.

I lead him inside, away from the brisk fall air. I climb the steps to my bed room to vary my garments, and Colton follows behind me. I place my cellphone on the charging dock, then seize some comfortable sweatpants and a tank prime from my closet. I’m going to the toilet to vary, leaving Colton standing alone and distant within the doorway. As I’m altering, I hear gentle music echoing from my room. My coronary heart constricts, slamming in opposition to my chest, as nerves rattle deep in my abdomen. Pinching my eyes closed, I take a deep breath earlier than stepping again into the bed room.

I open the door and instantly hear “Fall into Me” by Brantley Gilbert. He grasps my wrists between fingers and pulls me tightly to him, wrapping his arms round my waist as he begins to show me slowly to the rhythm of the tune. He runs his nostril up the criminal of my neck and thru my hair as he hums the tune quietly. Taking deep inhales, he begins to nibble calmly on my ear as deep, rattling groans escape him. The music continues to play, as we tangle ourselves within the others embrace, swaying to the rhythm.

Snuggled tightly to his chest, Colton ideas my chin so he can peer down into my eyes, seeing my coronary heart and listening to what I can’t say with phrases. “Let me be your love tune, Carly Jo,” Colton’s deep, husky voice is barely a whisper. Slowly, he leans in and takes my backside lip between his, gently teasing with gentle licks. He grips my hair and ideas my head again, softly working his means down my neck and throughout my collarbone. He runs his fingers beneath the hem of my tank prime and gently massages the small of my again as he trails candy kisses down my shoulder. Inching my shirt up slowly, Colton grazes the hem of my bra, earlier than he shortly pulls my shirt over my head, leaving me susceptible and uncovered. I instantly need to cross my arms over chest, however I shake these ideas as I bear in mind that is Colton. He’s the identical man I gave my innocence to so a few years in the past.

Sensing my nervousness, Colton rubs soothing circles throughout my again as he frequently kisses the criminal of my neck. Utterly carried away by his affectionate conquest, I give in to temptation and start to like him again.

Rubbing my palms up the onerous muscle mass of his again, I pull his shirt unfastened from his pants, then work my means again to the entrance to unbutton them. Shocked by this, Colton turns into much more excited and kisses me deeper, harsher. He pulls his work shirt off and rips the white undershirt away shortly, determined to not break contact with me.

I path my fingers up Colton’s tight naked chest, and my knees develop weak, trembling with concern and keenness. Colton continues to sway me to the music, which he has on repeat as he hums softly. “Fall into me, Carly Jo. I’ll catch you and maintain onto you eternally,” Colton croons between hums.

My trembling knees fail me, and I stumble, however Colton grasps me tightly then lays me again on the mattress. A large smile spreads throughout his attractive tan face. The wall round my coronary heart cracks at his smile. His eyes glisten with love as he gazes deep into my soul, looking out to search out the love for him that has all the time been there.

Pushing my legs open together with his knee, Colton presses each of his palms flat on the mattress round my head, caging me beneath him as he slowly lays in opposition to me. I quiver on the shut contact as I tighten my arms round his neck and pull him near me, by no means eager to let him go.

“I’ve waited too rattling lengthy to have you ever again in my arms once more, child. It doesn’t matter what hell we’ve been by means of, we are able to solely go on collectively. I’d give my final breath simply to carry you in my arms.”

I run my fingers by means of his thick black hair and pull his lips all the way down to mine. With one easy kiss, I breathe into him, “I’ve missed you, Colton.” Colton’s lips come crashing down on mine as his gentle, candy kisses flip to uncooked, heated ardour, ravaging me like a beast gnawing at his prey. His palms caress me wildly, exploring each inch of my heated flesh. I tug at his thick hair as he continues to kiss, lick, and tease me. He feathers kisses down my chest and gently trails his fingers beneath the cup of my bra, then glances at me for approval. Arching my head again at his sensual contact, Colton takes my motion as approval. I increase up as he rips on the bra and leaves it in shreds round my again, exposing my now chilled breast. A devious grin spreads throughout Colton’s face as he leans down and tenderly kisses my breast, whereas greedy the opposite tightly in his palm. He gently thrusts his hips into mine, urgent his hardness into me. A tiny whimper escapes my dry throat as a fiery spark ignites in my core. I wrap my legs round his waist and pull him nearer to me, begging for extra of his contact. Slowly, I path my tongue alongside his jaw, rigorously sprinkling small, delicate kisses alongside his throat. Colton friends down at me behind darkish hooded eyes, full of lust and wish.

“Darlin’, I can’t cease myself from touchin’ you,” Colton whispers earlier than dipping his gentle tongue deep between my lips. “However I’ll cease if that is an excessive amount of, too quick.” He continues to kiss me, prepared me to let him love me. I dig my nails deep into his hardened shoulders, and I plead with Colton to not cease. Collectively, we kiss, contact, and caress madly.

I increase from the mattress, and Colton strips away my sweats and panties, slowly, his palms an erratic tremble. I watch intently, my eyes large with concern, pleasure, and love. He laces his finger by means of mine as he pulls me towards him, motioning for me to undress him as he simply undressed me. Nervousness creeps by means of my chest, and my nerves stand on finish, however I battle again the emotion. With shaky palms, I unbutton his pants and slowly glide them down his lengthy, muscular thighs, letting them crumple to the ground. My palms instantly path up his chest, tracing strains over the tribal tattoo that splays from the highest of his shoulder and down his lean, lower aspect. He wraps my tiny wrists in his tough palms and guides me again down onto the mattress, gently, earlier than letting his hungry eyes peer over my naked pores and skin. He slides his boxer briefs down his legs, springing free his hardened erection. By no means letting his eyes escape mine, Colton slides his hand up my thigh, softly caressing me, discovering his solution to my aching core.

He senses my concern and presses his brow to mine and softly whispers, “You had been made for me, darlin’. Really feel how you slot in my arms, by my aspect? A rattling excellent match. Since you’re mine. For all the time.” Pores and skin to pores and skin, I really feel so related to Colton. It’s a euphoric feeling that I’ve by no means felt earlier than. Colton kisses me lustfully, as his fingers proceed to tease my delicate clit.

He clutches the nape of my neck together with his left hand and kisses me deeply whereas he fills me together with his size. Wincing from the ache, I permit a tiny whimper to flee. Colton notices, however his momentum by no means fades, as he wraps his proper arm tightly round my waist, cradling me tight, as he slowly rocks our our bodies collectively in a fluid motion. Flesh to flesh, the feeling of Colton and me related like that is so overwhelming, nothing like I ever encountered with him after we had been youthful.

Tears fall freely from my eyes, determined for his or her escape of the overwhelming feelings I’m feeling. He kisses gentle, delicate kisses over my collarbone as he continues to rock us collectively. Colton kisses gently up my neck, to my face, kissing away the tears. He’s so conscious of my each emotion, cautious to are likely to me totally.

His tempo heightens as he thrusts deeper and stronger, frazzling my core to a degree I by no means skilled earlier than. With a husky tone, Colton moans deeply in opposition to my ear, earlier than releasing a gut-ripping growl. Tangled in one another’s arms, we come spiraling down collectively from probably the most euphoric, intense, sensation I’ve ever felt in my life.

Colton’s weight crashes down on me- soiled, sizzling, and sticky. Collectively we lay in a heat embrace, quietly having fun with the solace of one another’s arms.

COLTON

Pulling into the driveway at Carly Jo’s home, I dangle my head in defeat, seeing that she ain’t dwelling. I put the truck in park and faucet the steering wheel nervously, combating with myself over combating for Carly Jo. The darkish clouds that dangle heavy within the sky remind me of my heavy coronary heart.

After battling the relentless demons, I remind myself that I’m Colton Weston, and I all the time get what I need if I battle onerous sufficient for it. Battle … that’s what I determine to do. I promise myself that I cannot surrender on Carly Jo. I’ll battle ’til my final dying breath.

Lightning crashes and thunder rumbles within the sky. Rising anxious from sitting within the truck, I really feel like I’m struggling for air. I climb out of the truck and lace my fingers collectively in the back of my head to open my lungs as I attract a deep, recent breath of air. Tiny droplets of rain hit me, so I’m going sit on the entrance porch swing and wait, impatiently.

It appears like I wait an eternity, and I’ve rattling close to reached a brink of insanity after I hear the deep rumble of a V8 engine pull into the driveway. With my head in my palms, I discover my palms immediately start to sweat from my frayed nerves. I can’t bear to search for and into her eyes.

As she pulls my hand into her lap, her contact sends an earth-tilting jolt by means of my veins. I wince my eyes shut and battle again the tears that threaten to spring free. Carly Jo tugs on my chin, and I slowly open my heavy eyes and take a look at her. The look on her face causes my coronary heart to constrict. She stands and pulls me inside the home.

She climbs the steps to her bed room, and I observe. I lean in opposition to the doorjamb with my arm over my head and watch her seize a change of garments from her closet, then stroll into the toilet, her eyes by no means assembly mine. After I hear the door shut, I look across the room, nervous to invade her privateness. On the nightstand, her cellphone is lit up on the charging station, and I ponder what she’s been listening to. It’s nonetheless unlocked, so I look by means of her playlist. Music all the time spoke volumes for Carly Jo’s feelings. My coronary heart falters on the checklist of gut-wrenching music she’s been enjoying. I scroll by means of the 1000’s of songs and discover one which’s excellent. A tune that can let Carly Jo know that she’s protected with me, and I’ll by no means damage her once more. A tune that can inform her that I’m enjoying for retains, on this for eternity. Urgent play, I flip the quantity to a gentle degree and wait by the door for Carly Jo to exit.

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