Gulping, I choked again my tears, however one escaped. Just one extra. Whereas I knew he was proper, as a result of I felt the identical means, listening to him say it stung. He pressed a thumb to my cheek, erasing it. Exhaling, I nodded unconsciously. Although I wasn’t positive why. I needed him. I wanted him. And I used to be simply now realizing it was greater than intercourse for me. I used to be scared to ask, however I needed to know.

“Why?”

Tilting his head, he ran his fingers by means of my hair, tugging me to his lips, whispering, “As a result of I wish to present you one thing tonight.”

“What’s it?”

“Who I actually am.” He grazed my lips together with his. “As a result of if this has to finish, I need you to know the true me.”

My eyelashes fluttered as I struggled to know what he meant.

“I owe it to you,” he breathed.

“You owe me nothing.” That was the very last thing I needed him to really feel. I solely needed him to really feel nice. Making him blissful made me blissful. It gave me some form of pleasure understanding I’d made him really feel the way in which he had. And tonight, can be the final night time I received the prospect, if he even gave me the prospect.

Taking my hand, he led me towards the door.

I grabbed my bag off the desk as we walked by. “Ought to I be nervous?”

Opening the door, he allowed me to step into the hallway earlier than him. Digging in my bag, I handed him my keys, and he locked the door.

“Are you going to reply me?”

Draping his arm round my shoulder, he pulled me to his facet as we made our option to the elevator. “We’ll see.”

* * *

JAMES

“What are we doing right here?” she questioned as we hurried into the again entrance of my workplace constructing from the sudden downpour exterior.

She’d requested many issues on the way in which right here. Who’re you actually? Are you going to inform me? You’re actually within the Mafia, aren’t you? Is that why you carry a gun? I do know you’re not going to kill me, so what’s occurring? How many individuals have you ever killed? The questions fired at me quicker than I may’ve answered, even when I performed her recreation.

“I advised you I wish to present you who I’m.”

For thus lengthy, I heard the way in which she spoke about me on the digicam’s audio. I ignored it, brushing it off as nothing greater than a typical teenage crush on her pal’s father. I used to have a crush on my pal’s mom. Rising up, we had many sleepovers at Jack’s home, and I continually drooled over Mrs. Thatcher. I’d by no means a lot been into youthful girls, till now.

Maddie’s crush was nothing to take severely till we’d shaped our personal friendship and grew nearer. And tonight, earlier than we stopped no matter it was, I needed her to know who I really was. In and out.

I needed her to see the facet of me that I by no means confirmed Alicia. The facet I needed to point out my spouse, however all the pieces repulsed her. The toughest capsule to swallow was the belief she and I had been by no means blissful. As soon as I allowed myself to see all of it for what it actually was, I believed again to our life collectively over time. I lastly may admit that if it hadn’t been for Elizabeth and Lucas, my life with Alicia would’ve been a whole waste.

The elevator journey to my firm’s flooring was quiet. She’d given up asking questions. Quickly, she’d have the solutions. I’d checked the important thing card historical past, and nobody had accessed the workplace flooring tonight, so we had been fully alone.

Entwining my fingers with hers, I escorted her to my workplace, locking us in. She shifted her weight backwards and forwards earlier than I ushered her over to a different door subsequent to an infinite bookcase. I took out a keycard, scanned it, and held it open for her.

She stepped into the darkish room. I let the door shut routinely behind us, securing itself. She jolted when it clicked. She held each my hand and arm, squeezing a bit tighter.

“Alexa, activate the vault lights and the playlist.”

Ambient, blue lighting got here to life, and a fastidiously curated darkish playlist started low by means of the encompass sound. Ignoring her, I laid the keycard on the desk and picked up a distant. Pointing it on the nook of the room, I pushed the button and returned it to the desk subsequent to the cardboard. The ground-to-ceiling, black window shades rolled up slowly, permitting minimal exterior mild into the room, because of the particular tint I’d had put in. I meandered to the center of the room, unbuttoning every cuff of my black shirt, and rolling the sleeves to my elbows.

“What the fuck?!” she lastly gasped quietly.

An evil grin tugged on the nook of my lips, happy with each the shock and curiosity in her tone. I twisted round to face her, narrowing my gaze. Her platinum hair radiated a blue hue within the lighting. One thing harmless materialized in her watchful gaze as she surveyed the darkish room that I referred to as The Vault to throw my staff off the path. They assumed it was simply my storage room.

In actuality, it was an opulent, fashionable intercourse dungeon I’d created however by no means received to make use of. At first, I’d at all times hoped it will be for Alicia and me. Many instances, I considered stunning her till we had been watching a film with a purple room scene. She insisted I flip it off. She needed nothing to do with that life. I’d began exploring that way of life in highschool with a gaggle of my mates, so I craved to have that sort of life with somebody. After she and I totally dedicated to at least one one other later, I did as she wished to maintain peace in my household.

The Vault sat untouched apart from the cleansing girl I insisted on signing a non-disclosure settlement earlier than I let her close to it. There have been instances I got here right here to suppose, different instances to jerk off on the vivid photos in my thoughts. Over time, I added a mattress, chair, restraints, bondage benches, a swing, and lots of toys for torturous pleasure.

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