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After Lin Xia returned to his dorm, he wasn’t himself in any respect. It was as if solely his physique got here again, and his soul was nonetheless with Yi Shang.

He checked out Yi Shang who was launched from his blocked listing and the message from Yi Shang: Don’t neglect, working collectively tomorrow morning.

Earlier than he had time to replicate on it, he acquired a WeChat message from Fang Qi: Will you die in case you take the initiative!!

Lin Xia thought twice earlier than he replied: You understand?

Fang Qi replied inside seconds: After all, it’s so apparent!!

Lin Xia felt nervous: Is it actually that apparent?

Fang Qi: Not likely. I simply know you nicely.

Lin Xia calmed down: Thank god.

Fang Qi: Is that this what you have been hiding from me earlier than?

Lin Xia: Mn.

Fang Qi: Let me inform you that I’m actually indignant! Don’t inform me you’ll be able to’t belief me? Do you suppose I’ll discriminate in opposition to you? How can you consider mates like this?

When Lin Xia noticed this sequence of query marks, he didn’t know the right way to clarify. He typed and deleted till Fang Qi’s message got here once more: Did you suppose I’d say that? Simply teasing you, I do know you have to have a motive why you didn’t wish to inform me. It’s advantageous so long as you’re alright.

Lin Xia replied: Thanks.

Lin Xia replied once more: I transferred from No. 1 Excessive Faculty to No. 2 Excessive Faculty as a result of I as soon as trusted my pal very a lot. I advised him that I preferred the identical intercourse, however he thought I preferred him and advised everybody about me.

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At the moment, Lin Xia trusted Qi Shi rather a lot and as soon as regarded him as his greatest pal. Due to an opportunity alternative, he advised him that he preferred males.

He by no means thought that Qi Shi would drift other than him after that. Qi Shi thought that Lin Xia preferred him. He not solely advised others that Lin Xia preferred males, but additionally mentioned that Lin Xia had particular emotions for him.

At first, Lin Xia was nonetheless at nighttime till he heard Qi Shi’s phrases in particular person. At the moment, Lin Xia was nearly to enter the classroom when he heard Qi Shi say, “I used to be almost disgusted to demise simply by pondering of how shut I used to be with him earlier than.”

Bao Zao replied, “I do suppose it’s bizarre now that you simply talked about it. He treats you so nicely that it’s irregular.”

“Proper, even you suppose so. He’s all the time clinging to me and I don’t know the right way to lower him off.” Qi Shi cursed, “I don’t know what he’s been pondering after we have been collectively earlier than. Each time I consider his irregular ideas about me, I really feel like I’ll begin to concern males.”

“What else can he suppose? Doesn’t he simply wish to…” Bao Zao mentioned with an ambiguous tone and laughed obscenely.

“Don’t say it, it’s disgusting.” Qi Shi shortly stopped him.

“He has all the time been fairly irregular. His garments are so clear all day, and he even carries a perfume. All the pieces’s so neat. He appears so pale, I don’t know why women like this sort of fairly face. I can beat up ten of them with one punch.” Bao Zao by no means actually preferred Lin Xia, even one step is a step.

When Lin Xia heard his greatest pal Qi Shi say such phrases, he was shocked for a second. Then he shortly calmed down and entered the classroom via the again door. When Qi Shi noticed Lin Xia are available, he and Bao Zao shut up.

Lin Xia walked as much as them with a traditional smile on his face. They may not see the slightest anger. Lin Xia mentioned, “Why don’t you proceed?”

“Is there something improper with what we mentioned?” Qi Shi didn’t say something, however Bao Zao spoke.

“Should you suppose it’s proper in your coronary heart, why didn’t you proceed once I got here in? Is it in your manhood to slander others behind your again?”

“Shit, not less than I’m extra like a person than you. You’re a pervert who likes males!” Bao Zao kicked the desk, its legs and the ground made a harsh noise.

“I actually really feel sorry for you for having this sort of thought, however I don’t wish to waste my phrases to teach you in your dad and mom.”Lin Xia doesn’t wish to waste time on an insignificant particular person.

If it weren’t for the strict faculty guidelines of No. 1 Excessive Faculty, Bao Zao would have overwhelmed him up with one punch. Nevertheless, he may solely be incompetently livid.

Lin Xia checked out Qi Shi, who hadn’t spoken. His disappointment stuffed his thoughts. He didn’t anticipate Qi Shi to say such a factor.

“If you’re frightened that I such as you, I can inform you with certainty that I don’t such as you.” Lin Xia checked out Qi Shi and mentioned, “I deal with you nicely since you are my pal.”

Qi Shi’s eyes fell elsewhere. He didn’t dare to take a look at Lin Xia and nonetheless mentioned nothing. Lin Xia added, “You don’t have to fret about something, we will simply cease being mates, however I hope you don’t say something pointless sooner or later.”

“Don’t you suppose that you’re completely different from earlier than?” Listening to Lin Xia’s phrases, Qi Shi lastly spoke and regarded into Lin Xia’s eyes, “You suppose I can’t detect your emotions for me? Bringing me meals, learning, tutoring, treating me nicely in each side, and you continue to say that this isn’t like?”

“I’ve been like this on a regular basis, it’s your pondering that has modified.” Lin Xia wished to chuckle a bit. Is it due to his sexual orientation that he can’t even have male mates?

For a second, Lin Xia even wished to say, the one he likes is Yi Shang, however that may solely deliver hassle to Yi Shang.

After that, Qi Shi didn’t discuss this to his mates once more, however gossip in class all the time unfold quick and outrageously, and there have been a number of completely different variations at that.

Fang Qi replied with numerous dots, occupying a complete web page, after which mentioned: Why do some boys all the time really feel that homosexual folks don’t have any particular style? Should they like all males?? When will I get this sort of confidence?

Lin Xia was amused. In truth, Qi Shi is an efficient particular person, in any other case they might not be mates. No person is ideal. It’s typically mentioned that the professionals outweigh the cons, but when it’s an unacceptable “con”, even when there are numerous “execs”, Lin Xia wouldn’t be capable of grow to be mates with him once more.

At the moment, Yi Shang despatched one other message: Why aren’t you replying?

Lin Xia replied: Okay.

When Yi Shang noticed Lin Xia’s reply, he was lastly reassured. He additionally thought that Lin Xia actually knew to depart him hanging. In any case, if the particular person he has a crush on sends him a message, ought to he reply immediately?

Even when he doesn’t reply immediately, how can he be so dry? How does this look something like having a crush on him!