Jaxon rubs his thumb flippantly throughout my pores and skin beneath my breast. It causes goose bumps to pop up throughout my pores and skin. The fingers of his different hand ship gentle trails over my decrease again.

I gingerly begin inserting small kisses proper over his coronary heart, which causes it to hurry up. I really feel it thumping in opposition to my lips. After a couple of pecks with simply my lips, I attain out hesitantly with my tongue and begin utilizing it as effectively to kiss him. The fingers operating alongside my again cease.

“Angel, what are you doing?” Jaxon asks me on a groan.

“Kissing your lovely chest,” I reply him whereas peppering extra kisses alongside his proper pec.

Jaxon places his hand in my hair and gently pulls my head again so I’ve to take a look at him. His eyes are flaring with want.

“A person can solely take a lot. I might by no means ever pressure you, however you’ve obtained to understand how arduous it’s to carry again with you. I’ve wished you because the first time I laid eyes on you. It appears all I take into consideration is being inside you. In gentle of all the pieces you’ve instructed me tonight, I don’t suppose it’s a good suggestion for us to be doing this.”

I pull my arm from round him and run my fingers down his cheek and throughout if lips. “You’re incorrect, Jaxon. I feel now could be the right time. For the primary time in my life, I be happy and protected. You make me really feel this manner. You as soon as instructed me that I might be prepared once I knew deep down that you’d by no means damage me. Effectively, I do know. I do know. Deep inside right here—” I take his hand and place it over my coronary heart. “—that you’d do something to maintain me from hurt.”

What I say is true. I do know in my coronary heart that Jaxon would give his life for mine, and though I might by no means let that occur, the thought brings me to the belief that I would like Jaxon greater than I worry my response of being with him. Telling him what I’ve been by way of is liberating and I really feel with that out of the way in which I can let go and provides my complete self to him.

Jaxon lifts up on an elbow so he towers over me from above.

“You’re proper. I might do something, say something, give something to maintain you protected. The considered him hurting you makes me need to drive my head by way of the wall.” The fierceness in his voice doesn’t scare me, it makes me really feel beloved. Sure, beloved. I don’t know if what he feels for me is love, however both method I really feel it. It’s a sense I’ve by no means felt earlier than, other than Chris.

“Present me, Jaxon. Present me what making love ought to be like. Make me overlook all of the dangerous, and change it with good.”

Jaxon stares at me for a couple of seconds, gauging my sincerity, I think about, earlier than swooping down and kissing the life out of me. I open my mouth instantly to tangle my tongue along with his. This kiss is totally different from another we’ve shared. It’s possessive, carnal, and passionate, all wrapped up into one. It’s doesn’t scare me like it might have a couple of weeks in the past.

The hand that’s nonetheless in my hair twists to place my head at a greater angle for his kiss. He nips at my backside lip after which runs his tongue over it to assuage it. Making his method throughout my cheek, he pauses to take my earlobe into his mouth.

“Inform me if it’s an excessive amount of. Promise me,” he whispers in my ear.

“I’ll, I promise.” I angle my head to the aspect to provide him higher entry, wanting extra.

He trails kisses down my neck, nipping and soothing alongside the way in which. His hand that was tangled in my hair travels down the again of my neck, then my again, and rests on my butt. He pulls me nearer to him, and I really feel him arduous in opposition to my core. I suck in a fast breath on the pleasure of feeling him in opposition to me. The data that I try this to him excites me and offers me braveness

Jaxon hears the hitch in my breath and relaxes his hand, letting me fall again a bit of. The arm I positioned again round him clutches him extra tightly, bringing him again in.

“No, don’t cease.”

I hear Jaxon groan in opposition to my neck. He strikes his hand down my bottom to the again of my thigh. He grips it and pulls my leg farther up his hip. My most delicate space is now flush in opposition to his higher thigh, and I grind down on it, needing to really feel extra of him. I really feel myself getting moist, and I do know that by way of my skinny piece of clothes I’m getting his shorts moist as effectively.

“Oh Jaxon,” I moan, and dig my nails into his again.

“Fuck, angel,” he hisses. “I can really feel it. You’re already so moist for me.”

This spurs him on and he pushes me to my again and settles himself between my thighs. He’s sitting again on his legs. With my legs on both aspect of him resting on his, I’m considerably open and uncovered to him, despite the fact that I’m nonetheless sporting my garments.

Jaxon watches me with steel-blue eyes as he runs his arms slowly up my calves and thighs. When he reaches my abdomen, his fingers dip beneath my tank high. He strikes them to my sides. With sluggish actions, his arms proceed their upward movement, bringing my shirt together with him.

I halt his actions by inserting my arms on his.

“Angel, we don’t—” he begins, however I cease him earlier than he can end.

I shake my head and say, “No, it’s not that. I don’t need you to cease. I simply…” I cease as a result of I don’t know what to say. How do you inform a person that your physique is riddled with ugly marks?

Taking a deep breath, I haltingly attempt to clarify. “Steven… H-he preferred to… mark me. I’ve obtained… scars. Loads of them. They aren’t fairly. I need to warn you earlier than you see them for your self.”

As I speak I see pure rage enter Jaxon’s face. After closing his eyes and respiratory deeply a couple of instances he opens them once more and the trend is gone, changed with a tender understanding look.

“Child, regardless of what number of scars you’ve got you could possibly by no means look something however lovely to me.”

His phrases contact a spot inside me that enables me to let go of a few of my insecurities. His phrases are pure, and I consider them.

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