One, every little thing has been an phantasm conjured up by my mind or the bug that retains making the women deviate from the system. If that is so, I truthfully don’t have anything to fret about. I’m simply being delusional and imagining issues. After so a few years of being imprisoned by fixed repetition of this recreation, it’s not bizarre to expertise one thing of that nature.

Sadly, although I want for the primary choice to be the one, every little thing tends to level me within the second course.

And that reply is: every little thing occurred.

I skilled what I noticed, felt, and heard alongside Rachel within the first and Kurokawa within the different. There was no phantasm, no fantasy, no dream conjured up by my loneliness. The thunderous sky, the mud devils constituted of corroded supplies, the gorgeous blooming sakura tree with pink petals scattered within the air… all occurred. What my coronary heart felt throughout that temporary second in time actually existed. So did the upcoming determined feeling of separation when every little thing collapsed into nothingness.

These photographs weren’t pretend. They’re my previous. They’re actual.

Kurokawa and I had been in love till nobody was left alive. That…ought to have occurred to Rachel, as properly. The reminiscence of feeling her pores and skin in opposition to mine and the feeling of her hair on my face is imprinted in my thoughts.

Most essential of all, I can’t deny any of them.

That is my solely logical rationalization for my nostalgia after kissing Rachel and Kuro. They had been as soon as free. Furthermore, they had been by my facet. And I…liked them dearly.

*Badump*

My coronary heart aches.

Why am I unable to recollect something? Why do I not know something? Why is my data and reminiscence of the world so shallow in comparison with earlier than? Might or not it’s that the bug is definitely interfering with my mind?

Or is it…one thing intentional? One thing…that the previous variations of me wished to do? In that case, what could be their cause? Why would they wish to erase the reminiscence of these instances? Was it to guard myself? Was it to do one thing a lot grander than that? Or was it merely to hide the reality? Is that why, in any case, I’m unable to recall something?

What’s the actual cause behind the recollections I can’t recall?

Our previous makes us. It’s what shapes our current. Then, for me, whose previous is hidden behind a darkish curtain, am I the true me?

Am I only a fragment of my true self?

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Lastly, we should focus on the sudden change in demeanor between Rachel and Kurokawa after the kiss.

After kissing Rachel, she did a 180 flip. From being a harmful individual, Blondie was a loving machine towards me. Her affectionate stares and the hearts in her eyes are from her passionate feelings. With out pondering twice, anybody would have been in a position to say that she was head over heels in love with me.

After kissing Kurokawa, she didn’t behave in such a method. Not like Rachel, whose love overflows, Kuro is way more reserved, just like her settings. She is much less aggressive and controls her feelings higher than the housewife. Nonetheless, at times, her eyes take a look at me with such adoration that it’s onerous to imagine. Kurokawa being near me is a gigantic deal as her particular educator at house forbids her to do something like that. I extremely doubt there’s something she wouldn’t let me do if I had been to ask.

What are the possibilities of seeing two women with yandere tendency change their behaviors after one kiss? Is it even attainable? What are the possibilities of such a coincidence that trivial my existence? There isn’t any denying that they’ve been showering me with affection all through these 48 hours, however to not the extent of after our lips’ touched. Even a non-scientist like me can reply that query with ease.

Fortunately, we’ve got a management group, albeit just one individual exists in mentioned group. Laura, my beautiful class consultant, will almost definitely minimize my dick off and put it in my ass when she hears what I’m about to talk to the bookworm. She has proven a relentless stream of predictable habits since we began courting formally. The category rep is blunt, easy, and an actual go-getter. Every little thing about her is one thing I believe all males would like to see of their girlfriends. Regardless, she is completely different from each Rachel and Laura. My girlfriend has but to kiss me on the lips. Something extra intense than hand-holding will trigger Laura to blush profusely. Yesterday and as we speak are two related Lauras. She didn’t leap from being barely in love with me to asking me to offer her a child out of the blue. Alternatively, Rachel and Kurokawa usually are not.

For a human to vary, we’d like time. For a yandere to vary, we’d like time and, in all probability, some spare lives in case they’ve gone rogue. A kiss is highly effective, however I don’t assume mine is a divine software that may drastically make somebody appear inherently completely different than earlier than. At the least, I’ve but to see it occur earlier than. If there are any examples within the exterior world, please present me.

The distinction between the 2 teams is the kiss. One group has gotten it a technique or one other. The opposite group has not finished it. Moreover, we aren’t speaking about only a kiss. However what lies behind it. All I can say is that I’m grateful to have skilled such a factor. I can’t decide whether or not it’s a miracle or a coincidence. Maybe each. I’ve no proof to help my speculation. However I positive am prepared to wager my life on it.

There needs to be a hidden mechanism behind my kiss to attain such a drastic shift within the women.

For instance, what would occur if the kiss confirmed them what I noticed however from their perspective. They noticed every little thing, felt every little thing, and remembered every little thing. Solely that would clarify their sudden change. That would clarify their increase in affection.

It occurred to me. Why might it not do the identical to the women? It’s believable and is worthy of a trial.

“…Kuro.” After some time, I break the silence.

“Sure?” Kurokawa instantly replies as if she has been ready for me to talk up.

“I do.”

Possibly she understands what I’m speaking about. Maybe she doesn’t. In any case, I owe Kuro these two phrases. Whereas she proposed to me in that imaginative and prescient with the gauze ring, there was no reply. And with what I’m feeling proper now within the chest, that reply is sweet sufficient.

…Laura will in all probability homicide me, although.

With eyes vast open and a surprised look on her face, Kurokawa’s smile blooms like a cheerful flower. Quickly after, within the corners of her face are tiny droplets of tears, shining brilliant below the solar.

My chest feels mild after seeing these tears of hers. It appears my ideas are right.

Clenching my hand tightly, Kurokawa opens her mushy lips: “So, you comply with be my husband?”