Listening to my phrases, Kurokawa stays silent for some time, which is regular, provided that her thoughts is racing at full pace. Whereas I wait patiently for a reply, she gulps down some soup earlier than answering. I swear Laura and Rachel are giving her the deathly stares once more.

“A simulation?” The bookworm repeats after a chic sip from her small bowl.

“Sure, a simulation. I do know I am making an attempt to get philosophical proper now, perhaps even a bit dumb, however what would you do if that have been the case?”

“Such a factor is feasible. In an infinity, something can occur.”

“That’s right!” I reply enthusiastically.

Kurokawa nods in settlement and promptly places a chunk of well-marbled beef into my bowl like a loving spouse. Perhaps she is simply being well mannered. Or perhaps there is no such thing as a manner our bookworm can deny that chance. Oh, there’s additionally a chance that she needs to agree with the whole lot I say since she has emotions for me. Then once more, I wouldn’t have to fret about that a lot in terms of Kuro. She is a way more logical particular person than I’ll ever be.

Alternatively…

“Oh, darling, I can agree with you on something, however you aren’t dumb.” Rachel rapidly intercepts. Why I didn’t direct my inquiry to Blondie first was exactly what she simply said. I knew she would agree with something I mentioned, it doesn’t matter what absurdity that would have come out. Due to that, her enter is compromised. “Right here, have some fried oysters! I made them particularly for my love! Further juicy and plump, too!”

“Thanks.”

Maintain on… Oysters? Juicy and plump? And only for me?

I’ve a nasty feeling about this!

Let me give attention to Rachel’s eyes for a bit bit. I must verify one factor.

…

Ah! Okay. Coronary heart-shaped pupils, a flush on her face, and slight panting. Received it.

“On second thought, we should always share this. I am unable to be hoarding Rachel’s divine cooking all to myself like that. It’s merely unfair for everybody.”

Instantly after noticing her lustful gaze, I need to divide the oysters evenly amongst all current. In all probability saving a bit for Han, too. Understanding the…express results of oysters, I cannot comprehend what is going to occur to poor C. Truly, scratch that. I cannot comprehend what Rachel has in retailer for me! I do have a tough sketch, although… Too quickly for it. We nonetheless have many extra steps to undergo earlier than that occurs.

Listening to my reply, Rachel licks the nook of her lips. Reasonably than feeling down and letting go, her flush solely will get extra outstanding after my instantaneous rejection. “Oh, however you need to, C. You undoubtedly ought to. Please, hoard all of my plump oysters. Stuff all of them in your mouth and savor all that scrumptious juice I’ve made for you.”

HOLY MOLY! SHE IS NOT EVEN TRYING TO HIDE HER ULTERIOR MOTIVES ANYMORE! THE WAY RACHEL PUTS IT IS ALREADY A TYPE OF SEXUAL PLAY!

*Sproing*

Fuck no! You go! Eyes ahead, dick downward, not UPWARD! I’m NOT coping with you in the midst of lunchtime like this! And in entrance of three ladies, no much less! Have some disgrace, little me!

*Sproing*

Hnnnnnnngh! Calm the hell down!

“What’s fallacious, C?” Rachel stares me down with a succubus look. “Why are you so stiff unexpectedly? Why do not you reply me? Or perhaps, you’re having a tough time discovering the phrases?”

I NEED AN ADULT! I NEED SOMEONE SERIOUS!!! LAURA, PLEASE! THIS IS WHERE YOU JUMP IN AND RESCUE ME! SHE WILL EAT ME UP AT THIS POINT, AND I WILL BE TOO HORNY TO STOP HER!

“Say ah!” And but, with out ready for me to do something, Laura grabs the golden-crusted fried oyster together with her chopsticks at lightning pace and brings it to my mouth. “Do not suppose too inflexible, although. The meals will get chilly. Rachel has labored lengthy to make the meal this massive, so we should always not waste her effort.”

Oh god…not her too…When the hell did Laura and Rachel get so shut?

Feeling some tingles behind my head, I flip towards the category rep and notice that her eyes are undoubtedly that of a predator. At this second, the distinction between Rachel’s eyes and Laura’s is the colour. The emotion behind these two ladies is similar.

They actually need to eat me up, are they not…?

There isn’t a manner for me to run from two yanderes, particularly when their goal is me. Subsequently, I’ll settle for my defeat. Allow us to hope issues won’t escalate an excessive amount of tonight… It’s nonetheless early in our relationship to be doing something naughty. It ought to have a build-up first.

Chewing on the unbelievable fried oyster in my mouth, I take a look at the bookworm, begging for assist. Solely Kuro can convey salvation to my determined state at this level.

Please, Kurokawa… Please…

Kurokawa’s eyes mild up as she breaks the naughty veil overlaying our meal: “C, why did you ask about that?”

You’re a saintess, Kuro!

*Gulp*

Swallowing Rachel’s unbelievable cooking down my throat, I seize on that valuable lifeline Kurokawa tossed. If I don’t do this now, there’s a excessive probability some H scenes will begin. Once more, it isn’t like I don’t need it, however there’s a time and a spot. Additionally, I have to think about who would be the first to do it with. That in itself could trigger a massacre if I’m not cautious.

“Oh, haha!” I snicker wryly, making an attempt to clear the pink environment lingering round us. “Only a random thought. Typically, I’m wondering if our lives are ours. If God existed, would he have written all that might occur and compelled us to do his bidding? If that’s the case, do we now have free will and management over our destinies? I imply…the whole lot is predetermined by that larger being, proper? What would we do if we knew that?”

Whereas I’m asking this query, my thoughts begins to wander. I hope by beating across the bush like this, Laura, Rachel, and Kurokawa will query their actuality greater than earlier than. That is one of the best of my restricted capability to make them see the reality however not say something in regards to the sport all of us reside in. I’m not sure how far this may take us, however one can solely accomplish that a lot with out breaking the world.

“To me, I’d really feel nothing greater than a slave.” Inserting her bowl with a loud clang, Rachel turns her eyes over my facet. There’s none of her common sensual gaze in these aquamarine gems. As a substitute, a dreadful feeling beams from her pupils, twisting and swirling like a vortex of doom. “In that world, I’d be a toy designed to satisfy another person’s want. No extra, no much less. An object, a instrument, a factor with a soul however with out function. A slave destined to do no matter their grasp wished. To me, free will could be nothing greater than a curse.”

The look of these eyes may kill. In reality, even when I’ve seen loopy Rachel many occasions earlier than, to really feel this a lot second-hand murderous intent continues to be fairly uncommon. It’s stuffed with utmost hatred. Pure, undiluted grief and a ardour for revenge. If I used to be to inform her who put her in such a state and their location, I’ve little question a bloodbath would begin instantly.

It appears Rachel has put some thought into this. Sadly, taking a look at her response, I have no idea how one can make it simpler for Blondie to simply accept my fact. She won’t hurt me. That a lot is for certain. However it’s going to more than likely harm her so much.

Truly, it’s going to harm everybody so much.

“Sigh…” I unintentionally let loose a protracted breath.

“Hmm…” Laura makes an expression of deep contemplation. “In my view, if the whole lot was already deliberate, I’d don’t have any will to reside. So I should agree with Rachel. Residing in such a world, I’d need my consciousness locked away since my life could be pointless. I can not think about myself residing beneath such circumstances.”

Laura solutions with out hesitation, nearly as if studying from a script. Her amber eyes stare straight on the blue sky above her. “It’s depressing, for positive.”

“Anybody would attain out to discover a kindred soul in that lonely world, C,” Kurokawa softly calls my identify. “Is it okay for me to ask for one factor in that hypothetical scenario?”

“Please do.”n./0velBIn

“I imagine with all my coronary heart that even after we have been pressured to reside in such a world, we might nonetheless discover our manner again to you. I would need so that you can keep in mind that. We’re not alone. You aren’t alone, C. Not anymore.”

I really feel a bit moist on each cheeks.

Once they begin trying and noticing the discrepancy between Han and me or the distinctive options of the shadow folks, the women will certainly query it. Whereas their implanted widespread sense was twisted, will probably be troublesome for any woman right here to simply accept the reality. Undoubtedly, that second will probably be a mind-breaking one, able to rendering one’s self to uselessness. They may perhaps query my existence, too. However I’ll inform them the reality to calm them down.

On their manner towards epiphany, I will probably be there to guide them. I understand how painful it’s to not have a companion on this lonely journey.

Not less than, that’s my objective for now.

“I’ll keep in mind that, Kuro.”