Abigail leaned down for a kiss, while my hands went to her waist. I moved her back and forth on top of me. I closed my eyes, wanting to feel it fully, but my greedy eyes were open soon enough. I had spent too much of my life in the dark. I never wanted to live that way again. I wanted to watch Abigail’s face as she got close to orgasm and then when she went over the edge. I hadn’t seen what her face looked like when she got off, the first of many injustices that I wanted to attend to. There were so many of them, so many wrongs that had to be righted.
“I have missed you so much, Abigail. The feel of you on top of me was something that I have wanted so much.”
Abigail whimpered as I pushed up and pulled her down on top of me. I wanted to grind into her. I could already feel her getting wetter and I swear there was no going back. I knew what she wanted; I wanted the same thing.
“I’ve missed you inside of me, Jason.”
My heart rate skyrocketed in that moment. I didn’t know what else to say to her. I couldn’t stand it any longer. I ripped her clothes off and it wasn’t the first time that I’d failed to hold it together. Now, my coordination was on point and every inch of fabric revealed skin that I’d never seen before. Every part of her was a surprise and it kept me intrigued. I couldn’t look away.
Abigail was just as quick to change everything. She settled up and then down on me when she wasn’t the only one revealed. I had shown too much as well, so now I was balls deep and was not ready. I called out, jerked, and I swear she giggled before she gasped. I was caught off guard, I think we both were. Her head went back and her back arched, pushing her tits forward as if on display.
I fought the urge to close my eyes. I didn’t want anything to take her from my sight, but it was killing me. I wanted to see and feel it all, but no matter how I thought about it, I couldn’t help them closing for interludes. She just felt so good, and it didn’t take long before Abigail was taking over altogether. She rode me like something was coming for her, and I watched her roll her hips on me repeatedly. It was something that I was never going to unsee. Getting my sight back for that reason alone would have been enough.
When Abigail could no longer take control of the situation, it was then time for me to do all that I could do to keep it going. She’d came hard and fast, repeatedly, and now she wasn’t moving too fast. She was too sensitive, I could see it in her eyes, but that just made me want her more. She was to the edge, possibly over, which meant that every time I sent my hips upward and pushed in, another sound of pleasure ripped from between her lips.
“I can now die happy, seeing you come like that, Abigail.”
She scoffed and then closed her eyes, pursed her lips to another wave of need going through her. I felt how she looked, so I knew that I was going the right direction. Everything in me told me that there was something more to it, I just didn’t know what. As she called my name and I caught sight of her pregnant belly, I lost it. I filled Abigail full of my seed, knowing what it had already done. I was in my own world, and it was now complete with Abigail back in it.
I pulled her in for a kiss and pushed us both to desperation and hysterics. I wouldn’t settle for anything less, and I didn’t think Abigail was going to either.
Epilogue
Six Months Later…
Abigail
“Are you okay, Jason? I don’t think I have seen you this emotional in a long time.”
Jason was sitting there in the nursery, holding his son and what looked to be shedding a tear. It wasn’t at all what I had expected when I came in. He was supposed to be feeding Alexander, but our baby was asleep, and Jason was crying. I almost wanted to walk away and let them be, but I had to say something. It was just too cute.
“It’s just crazy how much life has changed in a year. I mean, it is wild. I never thought that things were going to get better. I really thought many times, being blind and living my small life was all that I was going to have. I was lonely, but it was better than nothing. I never thought…”
He was still emotional, and it really was off for me to see him that way. He looked like he was still just as worked up. I didn’t want to wake the baby up. Our son didn’t seem to mind his dad’s outburst, which surprised me. The two had bonded so well and Jason was the one that calmed Alexander down the most. Yes, it was hard to deal with, not being the comfort choice, but I had to admire and love the way father and son had ended up being. I was so worried about this and that, but it had all been for nothing. It felt like a waste of time now.
“I can’t believe you can see, you are here. Yeah, I can see it must be more because of sight. I can’t imagine what that is like,” I told him.
Jason just grimaced. “It doesn’t matter how it was then. Now, I am here with you, our son, in my new life, and I will never take it for granted. That is what I promise you and Alex right here and now.”
I walked over to him and took the outstretched hand that he was offering to me. We looked at Alexander for a while, neither one of us saying much for a while. I felt the calm come over me that only Jason had been able to create. For too long, I’d dealt with everything alone and while it had made me stronger, I couldn’t express how nice it was to no longer have to live that way. It was so different to have someone that I could count on. I didn’t know if I had experienced that before, not like this. I trusted my unit, had for all the years I served with them, but then that all ended. It was nice to have faith in someone again.
Jason must have felt the change in mood, and he pulled me in for a hug after he set our son down. Alexander snuggled into the covers, and I swore I could stare at him forever. It was nice to see him so relaxed, our son and his father. Jason was still going to therapy, but he was so chill now a days, it was hard to believe that he ever needed to go to begin with.
“I don’t know what I would do without you, Jason. We have a perfect family together, and I never thought that I would ever have this. I can’t tell you how much I have loved every minute of it.”
Jason kissed me in response, and I swore every time he kissed me, all I could think about was how it was all so perfect. I wanted things to be different this time around, for both of us. We had been through enough and now it was time for us to be happy. I knew that I had waited my whole life to feel this way. I was going to enjoy it as long as I could.
We walked out of the nursery, and I think we both had the same thing on our mind. Jason gave me that look, and I was trembling. It was perfect timing and before I could get the words out, Jason was saying them out loud to me. I really wasn’t paying any attention. I was off in my own world, thinking about the morning and how we had left things. Jason liked to play a game where he would blindfold me and play with my body. He would tickle and tease me until I couldn’t take it anymore. I didn’t know what it did really, but it made me think of only his touch, which made it so much more special than it had been the time before. I swear it was magic how he made me feel.
Even now, I had my eyes wide open and watching him touch me was one of the most erotic things that I could think of. It was one hell of an experience, and it was better than him teasing me with my eyes closed, because now I could anticipate so much better. I knew it was coming, would prepare myself for him, but then at the same time I would never be really ready for the feeling. I guess it was hard for me to ever be ready for Jason. I’d known him over a year now and he was constantly overwhelming me just like in the beginning. He was a very exuberant lover, and it was hard not to pick up the way he made me feel. He was all about the intensity of it and I have to say, I wasn’t opposed to it at all.
“You are so damn sexy, Abigail. I can’t wait to get you knocked up again.”
I just looked at him with shock. “What are you talking about? Alexander isn’t even that old,” I heard myself saying. While I had already started thinking about giving him a little brother or sister, I didn’t know if I would be all that ready for it. I was still trying to get used to being a mother of one. It would be even more with two or three. “I think that if you are trying to touch me at all today, you need to stop talking about getting me pregnant. I’m not ready for another round just yet.”
His face fell and I could see that he was really not too happy with it. I tried to tell him that there was a part of me that was ready, other parts of me were not. “You really don’t want me talking about it?”
I ignored the question and put his hand to my lips. I kissed his hand softly and felt him pull it toward me. There was something magical about the way that Jason made me feel. I wanted him to know that I needed him just as much. I wanted more kids, but I wanted time for us to just be us. Soon, Alexander would be older, and our time would be limited again. Was it so wrong to want this to last a little while longer? I asked him as much and he kissed me with new fervor.
“What?” I finally asked.
“You always surprise me. When I think that your reason is one thing, it’s always another. I don’t know what I did to deserve you, Abigail, but I swear I will spend the rest of my life trying to be worthy.”
We kissed and he got his way. I didn’t know if he knocked me up necessarily, but it certainly felt like something had stuck. Only time would tell, and we suddenly had so much ahead of us. Now with Jason, I looked forward to the future. That was something that neither one of us had been too good at.
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