Sendai-san who just isn’t my mine — 207

Translated by KaiesV

Edited by KaiesV

「So, what am I purported to do?」

The quiet voice jogs my memory of what I did yesterday, and my coronary heart thumps. I bear in mind what I stated yesterday that I need to erase from Sendai-san’s reminiscence, and I put power into the hand that gripped my garments.

That was simply one thing I stated that I didn’t count on as a result of Sendai-san didn’t come again fairly often.

Even when I remorse it, there may be nothing I can do about it now, and I’ll make up a motive that may persuade myself to inform him.

Apart from, recollections fade with time.

It’s alright.

Even Sendai-san’s reminiscence ought to fade, so she ought to ultimately neglect about yesterday.

「Right here, flip by means of it your self.」

I flippantly tug at Sendai-san’s garments, that are sitting subsequent to me, to launch them.

I don’t should say something further immediately.

I’m simply going to ask her to show her garments over a bit to see if there are any marks left, so nothing like yesterday will occur.

「Is that this okay?」

Sendai-san turns up the hem of her costume with out hesitation. However it is just slightly, and I can solely see two marks I made.

「Extra.」

I’m certain she heard me, however as a substitute of turning over extra, Sendai-san pulls down the hem of her garments.

「I bought it proper, aren’t I? So, we’re completed.」

「I wasn’t certain. Flip it correctly.」

「No.」

「Why? Why don’t you do what I say?」

「It’s not a punishment, and it’s not obligatory, and I’ve proven you the marks, so be proud of that.」

Sendai-san says in an irresolute tone and holds her garments earlier than I can attain for them. It was onerous to imagine that she was the one who took off her garments in entrance of me, took off her underwear, and confirmed her chest and abdomen.

「Sendai-san, you stated earlier that I might do no matter I wished.」

I do know it’s not a punishment and I do know it’s not obligatory. However since Sendai-san stated I can do what I need, she ought to maturely settle for what I do.

「Do you actually need to see the kissmarks that dangerous?」

「It’s not a kissmark. Only a mark.」

「Both approach, I gained’t present it to you once more.」

Sendai-san says strongly, however I can’t settle for such a press release now. She ought to take duty for her phrases and permit me to verify extra than simply two marks, and if I need to contact her physique, she ought to permit me to do this too.

I create a motive to the touch the pink marks and contact Sendai-san’s shoulder. Then I push her down with my weight.

「Ouch.」

With a mighty thud, Sendai-san’s again was on the ground, and a disgruntled voice could possibly be heard.

「In case you’re going to push me over, simply say you’re going to push me over. It’s harmful.」

Ignoring the voices I hear, I flip the hem of the knit she is carrying as much as her chest and contact the pink marks.

Subsequent to her navel.

Above and under the ribs.

Close to the flanks.

One after the other, I stroke the marks I placed on so many yesterday that it appears foolish to depend them. My fingertips contact her bra and I’m wondering if I ought to take it off. I stroke the sting of the lace protecting her chest, and Sendai-san tries to catch my hand.

「Don’t transfer.」

「Miyagi, you assume I’ll do no matter you say for those who say it strongly sufficient.」

「I gained’t flip it any extra, and I gained’t take your underwear, so simply do as I say.」

Gently touching her chest over her knit, Sendai-san grumbled.

「Do you assume I’ll pay attention?」

「Simply pay attention.」

I say strongly and press onerous on the pink marks.

By checking the marks on Sendai-san, I need to verify the Sendai-san that solely I do know. I don’t need even Sendai-san to get in my approach of doing so.

「…The half you see now, I’m simply going to the touch it.」

With a resigned voice, the power leaves Sendai-san’s physique.

On her physique, I comply with the path slowly as soon as extra.

With my fingertips, I stroke the graceful pores and skin and stamp the mark I made with the tip of my fingernail. I pressed my palm in opposition to the pink mark to cowl it and take away Sendai-san’s physique warmth.

The marks dotting the white pores and skin are additionally on areas hidden by clothes.

I bear in mind the place I put my lips yesterday, and stroke the spot the place the mark must be on her garments. I comply with the invisible marks as if I have been retracing my reminiscence, and crawl my fingers once more to the clearly seen marks on the facet of her physique.

I really feel that I’m nonetheless in Sendai-san’s physique yesterday, each within the pink marks that I can see and within the marks that I can’t see. The mark on my pores and skin within the gentle is so pink that it gained’t fade for some time. However, wanting to depart extra of me earlier than it fades, I deliver my lips to the pink mark.

I chunk flippantly on the realm above the navel after which suck onerous.

I actually need to put it on a spot the place everybody can see it.

I’m hoping to place a mark on her again that I didn’t placed on yesterday.

If doable, I want to bury Sendai-san with my marks.

I want to go away a mark in order that if somebody have been to have a look at Sendai-san’s physique, they might know that she already belongs to another person, in order that when somebody sees Sendai-san, they might instantly bear in mind who she belongs to.

I’m out of my thoughts to need to maintain others in bondage like this. I do know I’m loopy, however I can’t assist it, and I make one new mark on Sendai-san’s physique.

I put my lips on her abdomen, elsewhere. After the fourth mark, Sendai-san stated quietly.

「Miyagi, you stated you simply need to watch, proper?」

「The place it was about to vanish, I simply put it again on.」

I lookup and reply, and I hear a barely decrease voice.

「Once I checked out it this morning, there have been no fading marks, and now you’ve made new ones, proper?」

「Now it was about to vanish, so I simply put it again on and added extra whereas I used to be at it.」

「You realize, you informed me that if I broke my promise to name you if I used to be going to be late, you’ll put it again on. I didn’t break my promise immediately.」

「Because you’re so fortunate, why not one or two extra?」

Then I sucked onerous underneath the ribs and made one other mark.

「It’s not only one or two. There’s extra now, too.」

「…Sendai-san, what’s up immediately?」

I ask Sendai-san, who unusually doesn’t disguise her dissatisfaction.

「What’s up, what do you imply?」

「You normally don’t prefer it a lot after I do one thing.」

I stroked the pink mark on her facet onerous and checked out Sendai-san and he or she grabbed my hand. Then, she stripped my hand off her abdomen similar to that.

「Sendai-san, you have been so obedient earlier, however all of the sudden you’re not so obedient. What does this imply?」

Sendai-san exhaled on the sound of my voice and stuck her mended garments. Then, she raised her physique and embraced me as I straddled her legs.

「Miyagi. Did you might have a dream yesterday?」

Sendai-san says in a whispered voice.

「Hastily, what?」

「Inform me for those who had any unusual desires.」

I do know what sort of dream Sendai-san is speaking about.

It’s the dream I had, the dream by which I informed Sendai-san what I noticed yesterday. She should have remembered it and requested me about it.

「…Unusual?」

Not desirous to solidify Sendai-san’s reminiscence, I ask her a query, and he or she responds with phrases which might be completely different from the reply to my query.

「I noticed it. So that is the form of factor that bothers me.」

I can’t see what she appears to be like like, however I can really feel her physique warmth from her hooked up physique.

「I didn’t imply it that approach.」

「I do know, however I really feel that approach about you.」

Sendai-san’s hand slips inside my garments.

She strokes my waist, her fingertips tracing my backbone.

Each motion of her physique warmth sends greater than a tickle from the floor of my physique.

「You must really feel that approach, too, Miyagi.」

「It gained’t be. That’s not what a roommate does.」

I pushed Sendai-san’s shoulder and her physique moved away from me, and I lastly noticed her face.

「So what you have been doing earlier is what roommates do, Miyagi?」

When she stated this in a mushy voice, she appears to be like at me with a really critical expression.

「…Sure, however.」

「Then which means I’m allowed to do it too, proper?」

Her hand begins to maneuver, softly stroking my facet and urgent her palm in opposition to it. Caught off guard by the physique warmth coming from her tightly clasped palms, she bites my shoulder over my garments and I push her tougher.

「Sendai-san can’t do it.」

「Why? I’m the one one who’s being marked. That’s bizarre.」

「It’s not bizarre.」

「I might not less than put one on.」

「No.」

「Then let me contact you.」

I don’t know what “then” is, however when Sendai-san tries to show my garments round, I catch her hand and guarantee her.

「Sendai-san, I don’t like the best way you contact me.」

「What’s it that makes you’re feeling that approach, however I don’t really feel that approach?」

It’s not that I don’t really feel that approach in any respect.

Sendai-san’s hand feels good, and the explanation that ought to reject her tries to relinquish its position. Her physique warmth tries to get in by means of the cracks of motive that aren’t doing their job, widening the gaps and ripping motive to shreds.

I’ve been that form of me prior to now, and I did one thing on Sendai-san’s mattress that felt good, embarrassing, and one thing I’ll at all times bear in mind.

I nonetheless keep in mind that day and am thirsty, though I simply had a glass of orange juice.

If I repeat one thing like that time and again, I gained’t have the ability to be myself. Even now I don’t know precisely what I need to do, and I’m much more confused.

「Miyagi, don’t let go of your motive.」

I hear a voice that sounds prefer it has appeared inside my head, and I exhale softly and quietly.

My physique is scorching.

I’m undecided what I need to occur with Sendai-san.

I don’t know the place I need to go.

I stated I wished to nonetheless be roommates, however I’m undecided if I selected the appropriate phrases.

I don’t know what’s happening, however I’m so longing for Sendai-san to stick with me.

「Sendai-san.」

Once I name out in a small voice, and it comes again with「What’s it?」

I let go of her grip and let my fingers crawl over Sendai-san’s earrings.

「In case you don’t go anyplace for a very long time, you are able to do no matter you need to do, Sendai-san.」

「I’m not going anyplace. I’m staying proper right here.」

Sendai-san hugs me and tells me a lie.

「Will you keep right here and never work part-time or go to varsity?」

There isn’t a approach you are able to do that.

Sendai-san goes to varsity and even works part-time.

I don’t go to a part-time job, however I’m going to varsity.

It’s unattainable for each of us to be right here with out going anyplace.

As if to show it, Sendai-san stated nothing.

I push our hooked up our bodies aside and chunk Sendai-san’s lip. I lick off slightly blood, biting onerous sufficient to scratch her tooth.

「Miyagi, that harm.」

Her flat voice is heard.

It hurts me too.

I felt ache though there was no wound.