What I hope for Miyagi — 202
Translated by KaiesV
Edited by KaiesV
Miyagi was dreaming about me.
I don’t know what sort of dream it was, however I didn’t anticipate Miyagi to have a dream wherein I used to be in it.
I dove into mattress and curl up.
Miyagi would by no means be the form of individual to inform me that she had dreamed about me, and to assume that she would inform me that she had dreamed about me like that makes my coronary heart burn deep in my chest. Even when I don’t take a shower, I’ll by no means be drained from my part-time job.
「She referred to as me Hazuki, huh?」
I’m going to mutter the phrases I heard from Miyagi.
I’m curious.
How might I not care?
I need to hear extra about these goals from Miyagi.
However even when I requested her, she wouldn’t inform me any extra particulars, and even when she did, she wouldn’t essentially inform me the reality. I want she would at the least inform me if she referred to as me Hazuki or not, however she stated she forgot, so I assume which means she’s not going to inform me even when she remembers.
Nicely, she wouldn’t name me Hazuki, would she?
I want she might name me Hazuki at the least in my goals, however even in my goals, I don’t assume Miyagi would name my identify, and I’m discouraged by Miyagi’s seeming unwillingness to take action. And if she name me Hazuki in her goals, that’s discouraging. If she referred to as me like that, please name me Hazuki right here, not me within the dream.
I put my hand on the wall that separates Miyagi’s room from mine.
Since we’re subsequent to one another, I feel that she ought to come extra to this room. Miyagi can have me in her room. If she discuss to me in her dream, I need her to speak to me in actuality.
I feel she was ready for me within the frequent space immediately, and I’m glad for that. If I might, I might have favored to have greeted her in a greater temper, however I perceive why she couldn’t be in a greater temper.
The lipstick I gave her for her birthday.
It was unhealthy sufficient that I picked that up.
Extra importantly, it was unhealthy that the lipstick rolled itself.
However I’m glad the lipstick rolled off. If it hadn’t rolled over, I might have assumed that Miyagi was within the frequent area, and that she simply occurred to be there, as she at all times is.
The lipstick had rolled off, however there was no lipstick on Miyagi’s lips, nor did it seem like she was making an attempt to use the lipstick. She was extraordinarily flustered and performing unusually.
It didn’t seem like she was there for no purpose, so I requested if she was ready for me.
Miyagi denied it, although.
I nonetheless proceed to consider that she was ready for me.
I’m certain that irrespective of what number of occasions I ask Miyagi, she is going to reply that she wasn’t ready for me, however irrespective of what number of occasions she denies it, I hold assembling details to come back to the conclusion that she was ready for me. I’m occupied with Miyagi immediately from the details that had been proper in entrance of me, however I transfer my head to derive details which are handy for me. And Miyagi pulls my garments on the finish, so even evil ideas attempt to get blended in with the details.
I exhale closely.
That one appeared to be begging for a kiss.
However I’m glad I didn’t kiss her.
If I had executed so, I wouldn’t have been in a position to pull Miyagi out of the body, draw her in, and hold her in my thoughts to catch me, reasonably than ready for her in my roommate’s body.
I do know it’s nonetheless not ok.
I additionally perceive that I ought to watch for Miyagi.
Forcing her to take action won’t result in end result.
I faucet on the wall and exhales.
I take my hand away, shut my eyes, and bear in mind Miyagi from earlier.
That form of factor not often occurs.
I want I might beg for one more kiss.
Miyagi tugging at my garments is lovable and her face seems so pissed off. I need to see her repeatedly immediately, tomorrow, and the day after.
She doesn’t say she’ll come, however I’d be joyful if she came over me at my part-time job and I need her to come back.
I couldn’t go to Miyagi’s class for the cultural competition in highschool, that’s why I need to go to the college competition in Miyagi.
My thoughts goes fuzzy.
Sleep brings goals that I need to see.
On the mattress, I didn’t intend to sleep, however my sense of time fades and varied palace castles seem and disappear. As I watch Miyagi, which I need to see whereas recognizing my dream as a dream, I get up to the sound of a knock on the door as my alarm.
I increase myself up and get up and about.
I stroll slowly and open the door to search out Miyagi along with her hair nonetheless moist.
「I’m out of the tub.」
She blurts out and appears at me.
Miyagi normally returns to her room after telling me what she desires to do, however immediately she didn’t return. She stood in entrance of me and wouldn’t transfer, so I approached Miyagi from my facet.
「You odor good.」
「I took a shower.」
「Would you like me to dry your hair?」
I decide up a tuft of moist hair and have a look at Miyagi and listen to her grumbling.
「It’s positive. I’ll dry it myself.」
My hand touching her hair is brushed away.
「Hey, Miyagi.」
「What?」
「I really like the odor of these items, however the shampoo, use mine.」
「Why do I’ve to make use of Sendai-san’s shampoo?」
The earrings and lips will not be sufficient.
I need to fill Miyagi with issues that make me really feel me.
I might put on the identical odor as her and unexpectedly bear in mind her.
I strongly assume so, however Miyagi would by no means use such a factor.
「We dwell collectively, and it’s uneconomical to make use of separate shampoos. It’s a waste of cash, and also you solely want one.」
I might make up a purpose that Miyagi could be extra prone to settle for and supply it.
「…My present shampoo will run out quickly, after which I’ll use it.」
I questioned if I ought to put together another purpose, nevertheless it appears I don’t need to. Surprisingly, Miyagi readily accepted my proposal.
I knew Miyagi was unusual immediately.
I should have run out of issues to speak about, however I gained’t return to my room.
If it’s an impact of the dream, I hope she sees me once more tonight.
「Miyagi.」
I name out small and seize her hand.
Pull her shut and drop a kiss on the again of her hand.
I need to proceed to dwell a life the place Miyagi involves name me after taking a shower.
If I really feel that manner, I ought to cease at nothing greater than kissing her hand once more. However we now have the groundwork to do greater than kiss whereas we’re roommates. We now have executed that previously, and so long as Miyagi forgives me, I can transfer on from this.
Simply hold her as a roommate.
I swallow, desirous to say the phrases out loud.
Kiss her fingertips and let my tongue crawl over them.
If I divide myself into angels and devils, I belong to the satan, whispering to her.
If I kiss her now and pull her arm, Miyagi will quickly be in my room——
I search for and see Miyagi.
Her eyes meet mine as she seems at me in discontent.
I let go of her hand and Miyagi grabs my garments.
If we didn’t kiss, I might see this sort of Miyagi many occasions. And if I hold doing these items, Miyagi would possibly ask me to kiss her, and even do greater than that.
「I’m going to take a shower.」
I informed Miyagi in a small voice and kisses her on the cheek.
I don’t assume I’m an excellent me immediately.
Following my foolish ulterior motive, I undo Miyagi’s hand that grabs my garments.
「Good night time.」
I stated so, not understanding if Miyagi would sleep or not, and acquired a grumpy「good night time」in return.