Sendai-san is not like anybody else — 188

Translated by KaiesV

Edited by KaiesV

Wait till I say sure.

Sendai-san has but to interrupt the promise she swore to my earring.

She is nearly to interrupt it.

If I inform her why I don’t need to do it along with her, she may have saved her phrase.

However I don’t have a robust sufficient cause to make her preserve her promise, in order that「Sendai-san won’t be able to do something.」

She informed me「to make up」a cause, and I assume I may if I didn’t have one, however there isn’t a cause I may make up immediately that might cease her.

「Miyagi, what’s the rationale?」

「…Sendai-san, you mentioned there doesn’t should be a cause for kissing. Then I don’t should have a cause for not desirous to.」

Earlier than I can discover or create a cause, I used to be rushed to reply, and I’m pressured to present a cause that I don’t suppose Sendai-san will agree with.

「That’s not going to cease me from doing something, you recognize?」

Sendai-san pats my arm, which is protruding of my T-shirt.

Her comfortable hand gently slides over my pores and skin and pokes my arm.

「Is it okay?」

Her voice is light as she asks me, however her lips are pressed towards my neck as if she has no intention of ready for my reply. Lips that snuggle collectively shortly separate after which snuggle again collectively once more. The hand that had been stroking her second arm is one way or the other rolling up the hem of my T-shirt and will get inside earlier than I can catch it.

Fingertips crawl up my sides and sweetly chunk my neck.

This isn’t fantastic.

There isn’t a approach I can proceed, however the hand wriggling in my T-shirt and the texture of her lips on my neck takes me out of my ideas. I can’t consider a adequate cause to persuade her.

The hand that had been crawling up my aspect is now positioned on my chest.

Not desirous to be seen, I’m not positive if I ought to pull Sendai-san nearer to me.

This room is just too vivid.

I can see the whole lot I need to disguise.

I would love to show off the lights, however I don’t suppose Sendai-san will flip them off, nor can I flip them off on my own. Then I want to draw Sendai-san to me and take away myself from her sight. But when I pull her in, it is going to be as if I’ve allowed her to do what she does.

The hand on my chest strikes slowly.

The fingertips hint the contours as if checking the form, stroking it softly. The hand that was shifting slowly stops on the heart of the breast, and the physique reacts to the fingertips.

After I touched Sendai-san’s breast myself, the identical factor that was occurring to her physique is going on to mine.

I do know Sendai-san already is aware of what’s occurring with me, however I don’t need her to know, so I seize her hand over my garments.

The hand that grabbed me so vigorously was pressed onerous towards my chest, unwilling to depart me. It’s additionally an act of telling her what the middle of what she’s touching is like, and my cheeks warmth up.

I look away from Sendai-san.

「Cease.」

I can’t see what she seems like now.

「What’s the rationale?」

There isn’t a reply to answer to the voice that asks gently.

Sendai-san bites my ear.

A puff of breath robs me of the energy to push her away.

「In the event you can’t inform me, then let it slide.」

The voice whispering in my ear relaxes me.

Sendai-san’s hand, which had been holding me, escapes from me and begins to maneuver freely over my chest. The fingertip strongly strokes there, which is clearly altering. The half that Sendai-san is touching tingles as if an electrical present is flowing by way of it.

I chunk my lip onerous.

I need to cease Sendai-san’s hand, however my consciousness goes to the place the place her fingers are touching me. A sensation arises that I don’t need to put into phrases. The room, which needs to be cool and air-conditioned, is burning sizzling, and my respiration turns into erratic.

「Are you feeling uncomfortable?」

Sendai-san is making an attempt to pull out the feelings I’m turning away from and I need to deny them proper now. However I can’t open my mouth as a result of I’m afraid that if I do, the voice I don’t need to hear will come out.

「Inform me, Miyagi.」

Fingers shifting round on my chest and a voice whispering in my ear stirred my head.

Someplace alongside the way in which, Sendai-san’s arms grew to become a straightforward option to break my cause. The partitions that had been alleged to repel her fall to items, and Sendai-san enters. It’s one thing that scares me and I’m dying to get away from, however it feels good and I can’t assist however decide up the items of my crumbling rationality as a result of I really feel like I’m not myself anymore. If it’s not me who protects myself, I can be too scared to remain by Sendai-san’s aspect.

Subsequently, I’ll put the lacking items of cause again to the place they had been like puzzle items, repairing them and making me the individual I all the time was.

I held my breath and exhale thinly.

Catch Sendai-san’s hand on my garments.

I look her within the eye and voice my cause, nonetheless small.

「…Cease.」

「Inform me the rationale if you happen to hate it.」

I meet Sendai-san’s gaze.

Her eyes, neither chilly nor heat, stare at me.

「It’s vivid, and I can see the whole lot.」

I glared at Sendai-san and peels off the hand that’s hooked up to my physique and takes it out of my garments.

「I’d prefer to see Miyagi although?」

「I don’t need to be seen.」

「Is that your solely cause?」

I do know it’s not a cause to cease her, however I can’t discover another cause.

After I saved silent, Sendai-san grabbed my hand.

「In the event you’re ashamed to be seen, Miyagi can disguise my eyes.」

When she mentioned this, Sendai-san coated her personal eyes with my hand and added,「Now I can’t see.」

「This isn’t what I meant.」

I reply strongly and pull my hand again.

However her hand continues to be holding mine, and he or she doesn’t let go. Quite the opposite, she tries to tug it again with extra power.

「So that you don’t need to be the one one touched? Then Miyagi can contact me too.」

My arms are forcefully positioned on her breasts.

I really feel her physique warmth on her T-shirt.

I don’t suppose it’s sufficient by way of the fabric.

I need to contact her extra.

Like that point after I touched Sendai-san—

No.

Sendai-san is making an attempt to mislead me.

If I didn’t need to be the one one touched, I wouldn’t have mentioned something.

We should always have been speaking about one thing completely different, however Sendai-san retains doing bizarre issues that make me need to contact her extra.

「Now the phrases are the identical, proper?」

「It’s not the identical.」

「Miyagi, if you wish to contact me instantly, you possibly can. I’ll contact you too.」

My hand is guided by Sendai-san into her T-shirt and I’m about to be fooled once more. My arms are positioned underneath her breasts, and I’m not quick sufficient to restore my crumbling rationality. The heat I really feel in my palm is reassuring, and I put that hand behind my again. I stroke the graceful pores and skin and crawl my fingers a bit of greater and I hit the hook of her bra and he or she informed me I can unhook it. My coronary heart beats tougher, prefer it has doubled in measurement.

I take away the hooks and contact her breasts instantly.

The previous overlaps the current.

I needed I hadn’t turned off the lights at that second.

I needed to see and know what Sendai-san seemed like.

I can see her face now.

I name out, “Sendai-san,” and he or she makes eye contact with me.

Her cheeks are pink and my title「Miyagi,」spills out from her skinny open lips. Sendai-san’s hand touches my pores and skin instantly.

Slowly, her fingertips hint my breasts, and her palms come collectively as if to verify the feeling. My arms are sizzling, sticking to one another tightly. However my physique feels even hotter than that, and my breath escapes. The arms which are hooked up are so shut collectively that they appear not possible to take away.

Respiratory onerous and wanting extra Sendai-san, I put my arms round her again and pull her nearer. Her lips are hooked up to my neck and licked.

I seize a nook of her head, a sliver of cause that has been pushed away.

I’ve drawn Sendai-san to me myself, and I really feel I have to cease her.

I really feel like I must discover a cause to cease my arms from exploring my physique as quickly as attainable, however I can’t discover it as a result of I’m disturbed by the physique warmth that flows in. The hand crawls over my physique with out leaving, and my feelings are dragged away.

I see one thing I don’t need to see within the cause that’s falling aside in my arms.

It’s one thing I’ve turned away from for a protracted, very long time.

One thing that’s making an attempt to indicate its face deep in my coronary heart, in a spot the place nobody can see it, not even me.

I’ve all the time turned away from it.

I’ve coated it as much as preserve it from rising, to maintain it out of the solar, and saved returning it to the soil earlier than the little sprout confirmed its face.

What’s it?

Even when I make clear it, it shouldn’t be a cause to cease her.

Sendai-san’s hand strokes my aspect and goes down.

Not understanding what to do, I name Sendai-san.

「Is it solely, for in the present day?」

「What do you imply, solely in the present day?」

「Is this sort of factor, solely in the present day?」

「I need to do that as usually as attainable sooner or later.」

I grabbed her hand and her hand was pressed flat towards my hip bone.

「If that occurs, I can’t name you my roommate.」

If I had to do that over and over.

I feel I wouldn’t be capable to get away from Sendai-san like her hand pressed towards my hip bone. If we stick collectively, I’m positive it is going to be very painful after we are peeled off. I don’t suppose I might be capable to endure that ache.

「…You don’t need to be something aside from roommates, Miyagi?」

I would like us to remain the identical, however Sendai-san desires to vary.

She desires to vary into one thing that isn’t a roommate.

One thing completely different from what we at the moment are.

We all know we are able to’t keep the identical.

However I can not sustain with Sendai-san’s velocity.

「…It is best to nonetheless be my roommate.」

I’m lastly getting used to being roommates, however I don’t need the connection to out of the blue change. I can not stroll on the similar velocity as Sendai-san. Generally I cease and handle to maneuver my ft, strolling solely quick sufficient to make it tough to inform if I’m making progress, so if I stroll too quick, I’m tempted to surrender on following Sendai-san as she will get additional and additional away.

I don’t need Sendai-san to go away.

So I would love her to stroll a bit of slower.

「Sendai-san.」

I seize her garments.

Sendai-san lets out a small breath.

「I perceive. We could be roommates for now. I’m placing an finish to this.」

Sendai-san removes her hand from my physique.

Then she checked out me.

「So, Miyagi—— I would like you to reward me.」

I hear an unreliable voice and I contact her hair and pat her head.

「…Thanks.」

I don’t suppose these are the phrases Sendai-san desires, however I can’t discover the rest to say. I brush her lengthy, untied hair and stare at her.

「It doesn’t really feel like a reward, however no matter.」

Sendai-san says in her common voice, will get up and begins to regulate her disordered garments. She flip her again to me and fasten the hooks which have been eliminated.

「I’m returning to my room in the present day.」

I flip round on the sound of a voice coming from behind me.

「You mentioned this was a sleepover.」

The phrases got here out of my mouth unintentionally, and Sendai-san mentioned in annoyance.

「…Do you take pleasure in testing my cause, Miyagi?」

「I didn’t imply that, however it was Sendai-san who pledged to my earrings, and it was Sendai-san who invited me to a sleepover.」

I do know I’m being egocentric.

However I would like Sendai-san to remain by my aspect.

I’m afraid that if I forgive her the whole lot will change, however I’m additionally afraid that she’ll attempt to depart my aspect.

「Sendai-san.」

I tug at her T-shirt as she tries to depart the room. Nonetheless, Sendai-san doesn’t surrender on continuing, and after I tug onerous on the T-shirt, the fabric stretches and Sendai sits down flat.

「Miyagi. I’m not mendacity about ready, however I don’t suppose I can wait endlessly. I’ve already came upon that numerous issues aren’t going to work.」

「Don’t surrender on me.」

「I’ll sleep quietly in the present day, so don’t fear.」

「I assumed you’re going to be awake.」

「I’m already sleepy. You possibly can keep awake if you happen to like, Miyagi.」

After saying this, Sendai-san peels off my hand that was holding her T-shirt and lies down on the mattress with out asking me to.

「That’s my mattress although.」

「You don’t preserve individuals in after which inform them to sleep on the ground, do you?」

Sendai-san smiles and arms me the pill that was on the mattress, so I’ve no alternative however to take it and put it on the desk. I exhaled, and this time the lights turned off on their very own and the room went utterly darkish.

「Is Miyagi up?」

「I’ll sleep.」

After pushing Sendai-san to the wall aspect, I flip my again to her and lie down on the mattress. After I shut my eyes, I’m embraced and my physique is near Sendai-san with no area between us. My total again belongs to Sendai-san, and I can really feel the softness of her chest and her breath.

It’s each comfy and uncomfortable.

I need to complain concerning the combination of the 2 opposites, however earlier than I can say something, Sendai-san whispers to me.

「As a reward on your persistence earlier, enable me to do that.」

Sendai-san is forceful, however light, and I can’t say something.

I don’t know what’s going to occur to us sooner or later.

I hope that the current will proceed endlessly.

As a result of we are able to’t keep the identical endlessly, I need to proceed to really feel her heat by my aspect, indulging in Sendai-san’s gentleness now.

I maintain Sendai-san’s hand, which is handed round my physique.

Could in the present day proceed tomorrow.

I closed my eyes with a small want.