I wish to see extra of Miyagi — 178
Translated by KaiesV
Edited by KaiesV
「Do you know the distinction between seals and sea lions?」
I hear Miyagi’s voice and I reply, taking a look at my pill.
「Nhn— I assume it’s on how they swim, or whether or not they have auricularia or not. Feels like that sort of factor.」
After ending dinner with a bento I purchased on the way in which again from the aquarium, Miyagi naturally got here to my room and sat subsequent to me the entire time.
「Auricularia?」
I seemed up from my pill to see Miyagi, who had uttered the query, and our eyes met when she was imagined to be taking a look at an aquarium brochure.
「It appears like that is the a part of the ear that stands proud.」
I attain out and stroke my hand to hint the define of Miyagi’s ear, then tug on the earlobe. The hardness of the piercing is clearly felt in my thumb and I eliminated my hand. After I tried to place my lips to his earlobe as an alternative, Miyagi referred to as me in a barely decrease voice,「Sendai-san.」
「Which has the auricularia, the seal or the ocean lion?」
「Sea lion. It says right here that they’ve one thing like earlobes.」
I hand Miyagi the pill and kiss her earlobe.
「Simply now, my earlobes don’t have anything to do with it, proper?」
With a easy voice, Miyagi pushes my shoulder.
「I’m not saying that, however we don’t have sea lions right here.」
「Does that imply you’ll kiss a sea lion’s ear if it had been there?」
「I feel sea lions are cute, however not sufficient to kiss them. For that matter, do you could see the distinction between seals and sea lions?」
After I pointed to the pill I handed to Miyagi, she grimly stated,「I’ll have a look at it,」then seemed down at her hand.
「Miyagi, let’s go see the distinction between seals and sea lions subsequent time.」
「I assumed we had been going to the zoo?」
Miyagi says wanting on the pill.
「We may go to the zoo or the aquarium. Miyagi, don’t you wish to see the ocean lion’s ears?」
「I’d wish to see it, however…」
「Properly, why not? We’ll go each methods.」
「…Are you positive, Sendai-san? It’s not such as you like fish a lot that you simply wish to go to the aquarium time and again, proper?」
As she stated this, Miyagi seemed up from the pill, which displayed a sea lion’s ear lobe, and checked out me.
She gave the impression to be taking my likes and dislikes into consideration, which I assumed was uncommon.
Miyagi has been tolerant ever because the summer season break, however in the present day there’s a horrifying honesty and gentleness added to it. Although there’s nonetheless greater than half of summer season trip left, I really feel as if all the nice elements of summer season trip have been collected in the present day, and by some means I really feel as if I’ve achieved one thing a bit wasteful.
I wish to stretch good issues a bit of thinner and make happiness last more.
It’s tempting to assume that approach, however maybe that’s an excessive amount of to hope for within the days forward. If I make in the present day the climax of my summer season trip, the remainder of my days shall be tasteless, so I return my reply to Miyagi, believing that there are nonetheless higher issues to return.
「I had enjoyable on the aquarium in the present day and hope to return. You stated you had fun in the present day as effectively, proper, Miyagi?」
Though I don’t need my favourite issues to be restricted to fish, the aquarium has grow to be an vital place for me. Miyagi makes it look enjoyable, and the penguins she likes are lovely. I want to go there as many instances as attainable. So I’d be completely happy if Miyagi is considering of going to the aquarium as many instances as I do.
「…That’s appropriate.」
「Then let’s go to the aquarium once more. Earlier than or after the zoo, I don’t thoughts.」
「Properly, that’s positive.」
Miyagi didn’t say that she would go explicitly.
However when she uttered a solution that confirmed she accepted my phrases, she put the pill on the desk.
「Sendai-san.」
Miyagi says in a small voice whereas taking a look at me.
「What?」
I hear again and watch for the subsequent phrase.
Time passes slowly.
I don’t hear her voice.
「Miyagi?」
She didn’t say something for an extended whereas, however she responds to my voice and appears down at me as if she had been misplaced.
「Is there one thing improper?」
After I requested her what was occurring, Miyagi grabbed my arm. Then she lays her lips on mine with out answering my query.
I don’t thoughts kissing.
I equally like kisses given by me and kisses given by Miyagi.
However I didn’t anticipate Miyagi to kiss me right here and now, so I can’t assist however take into consideration the which means of this kiss as our lips contact.
Appreciation for the aquarium.
I ponder if that’s the sort of kiss I’m searching for.
After I get the reply, our lips half.
My eyes meet Miyagi’s.
Earlier than she will say something, I shut my eyes and he or she kisses me once more.
I nonetheless really feel like I bought a very good a part of my summer season trip forward of me.
That is certainly an excessive amount of to be achieved in the present day.
That is like me and Miyagi are relationship.
For the second kiss, our lips half earlier than I can derive the which means of the kiss, and Miyagi grabs my arm tightly.
I have a look at her intently and her cheeks are a bit of crimson.
「Miyagi.」
I wished to say one thing, so I referred to as Miyagi, however I didn’t perceive what she wished to say.
Miyagi’s hand, which had been holding my arm, slid down and touched my shoulder. A lightweight weight is positioned on me and I’m pushed down by her with out resistance.
I search for at Miyagi from the chilly flooring and our eyes meet.
I stroke her barely crimson cheek.
「Shut your eyes.」
Miyagi says quietly, holding eye contact.
「I received’t shut it.」
I feel she desires to kiss me like that however I don’t wish to shut my eyes.
I wish to maintain taking a look at her as a result of I’ll by no means see Miyagi once more, pushing me down, her cheeks tinted, eager to kiss me.
However Miyagi doesn’t even grant me such a modest want.
I grabbed her arm as she instantly tried to lift myself up, though she had pushed me down herself.
「Preserve kissing me like this.」
If I may, I’d ask her how she is feeling proper now fairly than kiss her, however I can’t as a result of I do know that once I ask, that’s when this time will finish.
If that had been the case, I’d select a kiss that wouldn’t finish this time.
「Miyagi.」
I name her title, which she doesn’t transfer, and add,「You don’t have to shut my eyes to kiss me.」
「I can’t do it with out closing your eyes.」
Miyagi asserts.
「Then do one thing that isn’t kissing.」
「What’s that?」
「Go forward.」
The hand that had been holding my arm stroked my neck and ran her fingers alongside the nape of my neck. Because it was, I pulled Miyagi a bit of nearer and heard her complaining.
「What do you imply by, “go forward”?」
「The truth that I used to be pushed down with out resistance means you possibly can go a lot additional.」
「I’m not positive with that.」
「Then I’ll ask you to maintain the promise you made me again then.」
I stroke down Miyagi’s aspect via the fabric, seize the hem of her T-shirt, and slowly tug it up.
I’ve no intention of taking off her garments.
If I take away what Miyagi is sporting herself, she’s going to run away from right here, and if I’m not cautious, she might not let me contact her for the remainder of my life.
I cease my hand when Miyagi’s physique makes a small motion as I flip my T-shirt as much as slightly below my ribs.
「Sendai-san, what do you imply by that promise?」
She is clearly in a foul temper.
「When Miyagi did it, I stated I wished to the touch you too, and also you stated I couldn’t proper now.」
「That’s not a promise you may make subsequent time, is it?」
「If I can’t do again then, it means I can do it this time.」
「Then, now could be unattainable. Cease.」
I slide my hand inside my T-shirt as Miyagi tries to seize my hand whereas making a messy and noisy noise.
I caress the graceful pores and skin, checking the texture of her ribs, and cease my hand beneath her breasts. I let my fingers crawl loosely down her sides to let my physique warmth circulate into them, after which I run my arms down her again.
Earlier than, I had direct contact with Miyagi’s physique on this approach.
At the moment, the room was darkish and I couldn’t see her face, however now I can see her higher.
Her cheeks are redder than earlier than.
Her lips are a bit of open, and I feel she’s about to say one thing.
I wish to pull Miyagi shut and kiss her, however I additionally wish to watch her extra.
A little bit above the waist, I poke her on the backbone, and her physique jerks and her forehead wrinkles.
「I advised you I don’t wish to do it.」
Her voice is gruff, however she doesn’t seize my hand.
As I slowly stroke up her again, as if tracing her backbone, Miyagi says in a stronger voice than earlier than,「Sendai-san.」
「Cease.」
「Don’t say that, simply let this go.」
I slid my hand over and place it on her bra.
I examine the hooks with my fingertips and surprise what to do.
I wish to simply take it off, however I don’t wish to do something that can upset Miyagi in the present day.
「Can I take it off?」
At one level, I ask, and and not using a pause, she responds,「Completely not.」
——Proper.
I knew she would say that.
I knew what I used to be asking, and I’m not going to power her to do something. Nonetheless not prepared to surrender, I gently slid my hand down to the touch her breasts over her bra, and Miyagi grabbed my hand.
「Why don’t you wish to do it or be achieved with it?」
I’m keen to attend till she stated she doesn’t wish to do it now till she says it’s okay, however she ought to not less than inform me why she was ready.
However Miyagi received’t reply me.
「No less than inform me why.」
「I’ll reply if you happen to take your arms off me.」
Miyagi sounds disgusted from the underside of her coronary heart.
「Then Miyagi take her hand off first. In any other case, I can’t transfer my hand away.」
After I protested, Miyagi’s hand leaves mine.
So I let go of her hand too.
「Is that this positive?」
After I requested, Miyagi took her eyes off me.
Then she begins talking in a small voice.
「…I don’t wish to do it, or be achieved by it, as a result of I really feel like I’m going to lose my thoughts. I really feel prefer it’s going to mess up what we did on the aquarium in the present day.」
I hear issues I didn’t anticipate to listen to and it’s complicated.
It feels like she is saying that it feels good for Miyagi to do and to be achieved. Furthermore, it feels like she doesn’t need that to occur, and he or she doesn’t need it in the present day to be one thing that is not sensible.
Would Miyagi assume that approach?
No, she stated it herself, so there isn’t a mistake.
However I can’t consider it.
「That’s a reasonably superb factor to say, however are you okay?」
I worry that an vital screw has fallen out of Miyagi.
「I’m not alright, I’m fixing my T-shirt.」
Miyagi says curtly and glares at me.
In spite of everything, I may have die in the present day.
With that thought in thoughts, I pulled on the T-shirt that I had flipped up and put it again on, and Miyagi raised herself up.