What I need to do to Sendai-san for no cause — 173
Translated by KaiesV
Edited by KaiesV
All day lengthy, Sendai-san is able the place she could be seen.
It’s pure since we reside collectively, however since we now have been at residence for the reason that summer season trip, we now have been spending extra time collectively than earlier than. Throughout the Golden Week holidays, we have been residence collectively more often than not, however we shared extra time collectively this time.
In brief, Sendai-san is shut.
Even now, we might’ve been enjoying a sport collectively, however Sendai-san has thrown away the controller and connected her shoulder to mine. However I don’t need to transfer away from her as a result of I really feel secure with part of my physique related to hers.
「Sendai-san, aren’t you going out with your pals?」
I didn’t count on Sendai-san to be residence on a regular basis as a result of she wouldn’t solely go to her tutoring job but in addition exit with mates, however she has been spending most of her time exterior of her part-time job at residence for the reason that starting of summer season trip.
「I’m not going. I assumed you didn’t have plans, Miyagi.」
「I’ve stated it earlier than, however no.」
「Similar for me. I solely have plans to play with Miyagi.」
Sendai-san leans in, saying one thing that will or might not be true. Her shoulders and arms, which have been initially connected to one another, stick collectively much more tightly, and the touching components warmth up.
「Sendai-san, isn’t it scorching?」
It’s at all times cool on this room.
To place it accurately, the air conditioner works so effectively that it’s chilly for me. However since about three days in the past, the temperature has been somewhat larger than ordinary.
「I’m dressed cool, so I’ll be wonderful.」
When she stated this, Sendai-san stretched out her white leg.
Certainly, I feel.
Not like me, Sendai-san was carrying shorts and regarded cool to the contact. After I reached out and touched her thigh, her physique shook barely.
「Is Miyagi getting chilly?」
Till now, I might have complained that it was chilly or turned up the temperature setting by myself, however this room is Sendai-san’s room, not mine. I ought to respect her needs, and if the temperature isn’t excessive sufficient to catch a chilly, I don’t want complain as of late.
Moreover, proper now, I’d reasonably have the air conditioner working too arduous than too scorching. If the temperature is that prime, Sendai-san will keep on with me straight away. And if we have been connected, the marginally chilly room for me might be simply wonderful.
I assumed so, nevertheless it didn’t appear to matter to Sendai-san that the temperature was larger than ordinary, and he or she simply snuggled as much as me though she was scorching.
「It’s Sendai-san’s room, and you’ll set the temperature no matter you want.」
I slide my hand on her thigh.
I don’t know whether it is my palm or Sendai-san’s leg, however it’s heat.
「Then I’ll simply maintain it that manner.」
Sendai-san says quietly and takes maintain of my hand, which is positioned on her thigh. This time I can clearly really feel the warmth, and our related arms are somewhat scorching.
「What about the remainder of the sport?」
I take a look at the controller, which remains to be tossed out.
「I can’t win and I’m executed. I hand over.」
「Then let’s do one thing else.」
「What else is there to do?」
「You resolve, Sendai-san.」
I pull to get my hand again from her grip, and Sendai-san pulls again. I checked out her as she gripped me tightly, and earlier than I may complain, she lined my mouth. Our lips are pressed collectively to the purpose the place the boundary between me and Sendai-san turns into blurred, after which we slowly transfer aside.
She kisses me as if it’s pure for her to take action for the reason that summer season trip. I don’t imply to reject that, and I stated she may kiss me if no more, however I feel it’s too reserved.
「That’s not what I meant by different issues. Why are you kissing me so quickly?」
「Wouldn’t you wish to be?」
Sendai-san says quietly.
「I don’t prefer it while you say it that manner.」
「Then, why don’t you simply say that you simply need to kiss me, Miyagi?」
「That’s not it both.」
「So what would you like me to say?」
「I imply, why do you retain saying bizarre issues to me?」
「Miyagi requested me about it.」
「Even when I did, that’s not what I needed you to say.」
I prolong my leg and kick her ankle, simply as Sendai-san did.
「That damage.」
I kicked her leg once more in protest, and her hand, which had been clasped tightly, squeezed my hand.
I take a look at Sendai-san’s face and he or she instantly brings her lips to mine and kisses me. However our lips quickly parted. I maintain her hand again, however our lips are not connected.
I kick Sendai-san’s leg and let go of her hand.
It has grow to be pure to be inside touching distance of her and to take it with no consideration that components of our our bodies will cross. It’s regular for Sendai-san to be in my sight, and I even need to maintain her locked in my eyes. I’m certain it’s as a result of Sendai-san does issues that make me really feel that manner, not as a result of I’ve modified.
——I want to assume so.
The rationale she need to kiss me once more now’s as a result of Sendai-san taught me that she will kiss me for no specific cause. I wasn’t precisely taught, however once I noticed Sendai-san kissing me as a matter after all, I felt silly for on the lookout for a cause to kiss her.
I feel Sendai-san is concerned in too many issues that make up who I’m.
A lot of what’s in me and round me is given to me by Sendai-san. The need to kiss, the snug sensation of human physique warmth, this home, the roommate relationship, and the earrings wouldn’t have been mine with out Sendai-san.
「Miyagi.」
Sendai-san calls me with a smooth voice.
「What’s it?」
「Aren’t you going to carry my hand?」
「I’m not going maintain it any longer.」
I stated curtly, and Sendai-san leaned her again towards the mattress.
Her shoulders, which had been clinging to me, have been separated, and one facet of my physique turned lonely.
I feel Sendai-san is absolutely imply.
She at all times holds my hand or sticks to me even once I inform her I don’t need to, however at instances like this, she truthfully leaves and doesn’t come again. I’m not certain what Sendai-san is pondering.
By touching her, I realized issues that others might not know, however that didn’t fulfill my need to know Sendai-san. I want to know extra about Sendai-san than I do now, who interferes an excessive amount of with the particular person I’m. If I don’t get to know her, the uneasiness that disappeared that day and got here again once more gained’t disappear.
I don’t need to have to consider the chance that Sendai-san would possibly grow to be nearer to Maika than I’m and we would meet alone collectively, or that she would possibly grow to be near somebody I don’t know and convey her to this home.
「Sendai-san.」
I faucet the again of her hand on the ground with a peck.
「What?」
「Hand.」
I positioned my hand on Sendai-san’s thigh.
What’s in my head can’t be conveyed except I say it out loud.
So, even when I can’t do all the pieces, I attempt to say a minimum of a part of what I’m pondering, however I don’t assume it’s going very effectively. And I don’t assume I can do that for for much longer. Even now, my shoulders are tense and my head feels heavy like a stone on the again of my head, and it’s somewhat painful.
Even issues which might be simple to do with different individuals, the problem degree jumps once I was coping with Sendai-san. Like a sport that she will’t clear, it feels troublesome to simply inform her what I used to be pondering.
「That is what you imply?」
Sendai-san takes my hand in her and places her lips to my cheek with out me asking.
「Miyagi.」
Sendai-san calls me with a voice that appears to convey his physique temperature. I really feel as if her physique warmth, which is pouring in from our joined arms, is passing by way of my pores and skin, and even the blood flowing by way of my veins is getting hotter.
Slowly I take a look at Sendai-san and he or she kisses me for the primary of many instances immediately. However her lips shortly half and her hand is hotter. Sendai-san’s fingers transfer to tickle the again of my hand, and once I squeeze her hand again, she kisses me repeatedly simply to the touch me.
I’m not mendacity once I say that she will kiss me so long as it isn’t extra, however I don’t know the way a lot I ought to enable her to do. I haven’t clearly determined that that is so far as I need to go, so there’s lots of noise in my head as I argue between me wanting to permit it to go so far as it should and me eager to cease it instantly.
The boundary line between me and Sendai-san has been like a dotted line for the reason that final time I used to be right here, and he or she is coming in by way of the hole. What is certainly making a break within the line of connection is my emotions towards Sendai-san, which is one thing I don’t actually need to admit.
In spite of everything, I don’t need to create one thing particular that I wouldn’t need to lose.
If doable, I need to tie up the disconnected components and make them again right into a single line. However I do know that it was troublesome.
I push Sendai-san’s shoulder to proceed kissing her.
「We’re executed now.」
I advised her clearly, and Sendai-san all of the sudden stated,「Don’t you need to eat some ice cream?」and checked out me.
「I ate it yesterday and that was the tip of it.」
「I imply, let’s go to the comfort retailer to purchase some.」
Sendai-san releases the hand she was holding and stands up.
「Whoever desires to eat it ought to go purchase it.」
「That’s wonderful. Let’s go collectively.」
Sendai-san bent down and grabbed my hand, which she had simply let go.