“Extremely fucking doubt it.”

“Fingers crossed,” the opposite man says.

I am trembling once I step again from the door. It was extremely silly of me to assume that I had time earlier than Nathan bought right here.

I may very well be lifeless earlier than the solar comes up, and the considering that I would stay for much longer scares me greater than assembly my finish tonight.

Nathan would by no means simply stroll in and kill me. He is too managed for that. This punishment would be the most drawn out he is ever managed. It may take weeks, months, and even years earlier than he decides I’ve had sufficient, and there is a very actual likelihood he’ll by no means assume I’ve served my time for the wrongs I’ve dedicated towards him. He’ll all the time discover one other method to harm me, to make me want I had been by no means born.

I look across the room, needing to place an finish to all of it earlier than Nathan can get his arms on me.

With tears staining my cheeks, I run to the window and pull the curtain again. My fists meet the glass solely to find that it is not common glass masking the window however plexiglass.

My chin trembles in concern once I see the shadow of a person strolling up the entrance steps to the appropriate of the place I am standing. He has to have seen me, however he would not give me his consideration. There’s solely ever been one man in my life who may see me with out wanting. My blood runs chilly as I rush to place the curtains again in place.

Nathan is right here. A second later I hear the entrance door open and congratulations being supplied on his launch from the 2 goons in the lounge.

I do know he picked a small home for this on goal. He feeds on my concern, and with the ability to hear what is going on on is all a part of his fucked-up plan. He desires me to be terrified and shivering by the point he involves me.

I rush throughout the room to the toilet, however identical to each home after Xan discovered me after reducing my wrists, there is no such thing as a mirror in there.

There is not any razor within the bathe, and I do know he’ll solely ever give me one thing I may poison myself with whereas I am being supervised utilizing it, so there is no likelihood of discovering Nair hair remover or any extra quantity of toothpaste or mouthwash. There will probably be no cleansing chemical substances of any sort.

I remorse the makes an attempt I’ve made previously to finish my life as a result of it made him put together for the prevention of me doing it now once I really want it essentially the most.

The closet reveals the bar being held up with solely sufficient pressure to carry the garments hanging on it. The ceiling fan and lightweight fixture in the midst of the room are a lot too excessive to entry despite the fact that there will probably be nothing within the room I may use to hold myself with. There will probably be no trash bag to place over my head, nothing sharp I may stab myself with.

I wish to cower and conceal, however I do know doing so will solely make it worse. I elevate my chin as I sprint the tears off my cheeks. I’ve no hope of constructing myself any extra presentable. I do know my eyes are rimmed in crimson from crying, however I nonetheless stroll to the bed room door and open it.

Nathan seems at me as he pulls his thick coat from his shoulders. I can see that he is misplaced the load I’ve gained, and I’ve little doubt that he discovered the meals in jail quite missing. It is one other factor I will be punished for.

“Welcome residence, Father,” I say as a result of it is what’s anticipated of me.

I really feel the eyes of each man within the room on me as I communicate. The depend is now 5, two new ones having come inside with Nathan.

His eyes skate up and down my physique, and it takes all the things in me to not suck in my breath and straighten my backbone additional.

He doesn’t take a look at all impressed with what he sees.

As a substitute of voicing his opinion, he walks towards me. I flinch as he nears, however the man walks proper previous me with out saying a phrase.

The person with the scar working down his face glares at me. The look in his eyes is sinister and crammed with much more disgust than I noticed in my stepfather’s eyes. He seems like a person who would possibly’ve been promised one thing he has each intention of getting.

When Nathan’s bed room door opens and he disappears inside, closing the door behind him, I step again into my room and shut my very own bed room door.

It may very well be minutes or hours earlier than Nathan opens it once more. I must discover a method to die earlier than he does.

Chapter 33

Newton

Regardless of no matter preparations Nathan made to ensure we could not monitor the place Brielle was taken earlier at the moment, he made no effort to cover his location. He is aware of we adopted him to the home. He additionally is aware of that except we break the legislation, we won’t go in and get her. We have now no proof that she is not there of her personal free will.

There’s just one window with a set of bars, and I do know it must be the place she’s being stored. All she has to do is open the fucking curtains and mouth the phrase assist and a dozen fucking commandos will enter the fucking place.

“The warrant?” I ask Kincaid. The prosecutor threatened to get one for her, and that may actually be helpful proper now.

“The decide refused to signal it,” he says.

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