Chapter 5

Gwen

Jax is quiet for a number of seconds as he stares down at me, his expression clean and exhausting to learn.

Does he like that he’s the primary man to the touch me this manner?

Does he . . . hate it?

I’ve heard males discuss preferring ladies with extra expertise as they’re much less work in comparison with virgins, and part of me has at all times been terrified to confess my lack of expertise and be ridiculed for it. I don’t wish to be teased for being a virgin at twenty-two. One who’s by no means even been kissed earlier than this second.

All my buddies misplaced their virginity in highschool or faculty, however I’ve at all times protected my purity, hoping to share that second with . . . the one.

I can’t say for sure whether or not or not Jax is “the one,” however what I do know is that he makes me really feel issues I’ve by no means felt with anybody, and part of me is fearful of lacking out on this second. I’ve had boys specific curiosity in me earlier than, however not a single one has managed to spark a flame in me not to mention ignite a complete forest hearth in my system.

Jax is completely different.

He attracts out such sturdy emotions in me that elevate a storm in my physique. I desperately wish to share this a part of myself with him. I simply must know what he’s considering first.

“Jax?”

These intense ocean-blue eyes lock on mine. “You’re a virgin.”

“Yeah,” I whisper, acutely aware of the person’s overwhelming presence. I sink my enamel into my backside lip and stare up at him. “You d-don’t like that?”

“Prefer it? Child, I’m this near pushing you down and burying my cock into your little virgin pussy with out sufficient prepping,” he rasps, his voice a lot thicker than I’ve heard it earlier than. It’s so tough and masculine that it has my intercourse clenching with want. “To assume that you simply’re untouched . . .”

My coronary heart flutters fiercely in my chest when he leans down and brushes his lips towards mine, softly, virtually delicately. My pulse fires up when he slips his tough hand over my collarbone to my throat, drawing a puff from my lips which permits him to deepen the kiss. He barely tightens the grip over my throat as he kisses me with such reckless abandon, it causes moisture to slide down my thighs.

He breaks the kiss to path his lips down my jaw to my ear lobe, his sizzling breath feathering my delicate pores and skin and leaving me wanting for extra regardless of the climax solely moments in the past.

I can barely breathe as his proper hand drops between my legs, my again arching away from bed when he rubs his thick digit over my trembling intercourse. He ideas his head as much as lock my eyes together with his as he performs with my physique in methods I by no means thought have been doable till him.

My lips half on a puff when he drags his center finger frivolously over the valley of my intercourse, a shudder shaking my physique when he grazes my clit. He gathers moisture onto his finger earlier than urgent the lengthy digit over my slick entrance and pushing it into my tight channel.

“Jax!” I gasp, wincing on the discomfort from his thickness, however he doesn’t let me give attention to it as his lips rapidly drop again to my mouth, his tongue hungry and searching for because it twines with mine. My head grows dizzy from lack of air, and for a second, I neglect every thing.

“Jesus, child. You’re so fucking tight!” he rasps towards my lips, sliding his center finger deeper into my intercourse and stretching me. I wince on the discomfort, however pleasure begins to construct up when he begins pumping his finger out and in of my intercourse, the transfer making an obnoxious suctioning sound that has me blushing to the roots of my hair, however all of the mortification disappears when he rubs my clit with the heel of his hand.

“Oh God!” I whimper, arching into his contact when he begins grinding over the delicate nub, frivolously at first earlier than transferring sooner. “I . . . don’t cease.”

“You’re so fucking lovely, angel. Using Daddy’s finger, so determined for me to make you come.”

My intercourse clenches in want at his surprising phrases. I suck in a pointy breath, and my cheeks flame. In some way he knew what I needed, what I wanted. Voicing one in every of my deepest fantasies was absolutely not within the playing cards tonight, and but . . . I discover myself eager to share that a part of myself with him too.

“Sure, Daddy. Please,” I cry out, my tits heaving as I trip his finger sooner; the scrumptious tug I felt earlier than builds up on the base of my tummy. I seize his hand and grind towards it, rocking my hips sooner as a storm builds up in my physique earlier than bursting free and threatening to comb me away. A sob escapes as I trip out the orgasm, leaning up blindly to take his lips with mine, and he indulges me, sliding his mouth hotly towards mine till we’re each out of oxygen.

“Fuck, child,” he breathes harshly, withdrawing his thick digit from my pulsing intercourse. “I should be inside you. Inform me you belief me to take the valuable present that’s your virginity. That you’ll let a person as underserving as I’m have it.”

Treasured present?

My coronary heart clenches with want as I eagerly nod at his phrases. Nobody’s ever considered this as a valuable present, and in some unspecified time in the future in my life, I ended considering of that means myself, however this man . . .

I can’t fall for him.

It could be harmful to offer him my physique and let him take possession of my coronary heart as effectively, however I can’t assist it. He undoes me with each phrase he speaks and in the way in which he touches me.

“Take me,” I whisper, and the phrases aren’t utterly out earlier than I really feel his fingers in all places, pinching at my aching nipples, caressing my abdomen, and working up my waist earlier than he slides his palms to my bottom and clutches my ass cheeks roughly.

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