“Discuss to me, Spencer,” I breathe in opposition to her neck, nipping gently on the delicate pores and skin just under her earlobe. “Inform me what you need, what you want.”

“Extra,” she gasps whereas her fingers tremble with the phrase, her physique arching in direction of mine in silent supplication.

“Your want is my command,” I guarantee her, my coronary heart swelling with a mix of satisfaction and affection.

She laughs, the sound heat and real like sunshine after a storm.

Chapter Twenty-One

Spencer

As Percival’s fingers proceed their tantalizing exploration of my physique, I really feel as if I’m being swept away in probably the most exhilarating time of my life. The feeling is each terrifying and totally thrilling, a heady mixture of feelings I by no means knew existed. My thoughts is busy conjuring the sound of his voice, darkish and seductive, urging me to let go and embrace the pleasure.

“Spencer, belief your self,” he mouths, his scorching breath simply an inch away from my pores and skin. “Give in to this want. Let it carry you away.”

I look up at him, my inexperienced eyes crammed with a mix of hope and uncertainty. Can I really let go and relinquish management to this man who has managed to interrupt down my limitations so effortlessly? It’s a frightening prospect, however with every contact, every searing kiss, I discover myself inching nearer to the sting of abandon.

My head strikes, conceding as my coronary heart kilos so onerous I’m positive he’s listening to it proper now. “I’ll strive.”

“Good lady,” he praises, a depraved grin spreading throughout his good-looking options. “Now, simply chill out and let me take you on the journey of your life.”

With that, he leans in to seize my lips as soon as extra, his mouth devouring mine as if making an attempt to quench an insatiable thirst. Our our bodies transfer collectively in excellent sync, a sensual dance that sends shivers of enjoyment coursing by way of my veins. Every caress, every phrase of encouragement, serves solely to push us additional in direction of the brink.

“Rattling, Spencer,” he growls, his grip tightening on my waist as our actions grow to be extra frantic. “You’re unimaginable, like nothing I’ve ever skilled earlier than.”

I gasp, my nails digging into his again as I wrestle to keep up some semblance of management.

His eyes twinkle with mischief as he pulls me even nearer. “That’s it, Butterfly. Do as I say, and also you’ll be rewarded.”

With a nod of settlement, I permit myself to offer in to the feeling utterly, my physique melting into his as we soar towards heaven. And as we crest the height collectively, I understand that that is just the start. And that realization scares me to dying.

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The moon bathes the room in a delicate silver glow, casting lengthy shadows throughout the rumpled sheets. I lie snarled with Percival, our limbs a large number of satisfaction and exhaustion. My coronary heart nonetheless kilos in my chest, nevertheless it’s steadily slowing down, coming again to actuality after the mind-blowing expertise we simply shared.

“Hey.” His darkish brown eyes sparkle as they lock onto mine, and there’s a mischievous smile taking part in on his lips, one thing onerous pocking me from behind. “You prepared for spherical two?”

A breathless snort leaves my chest. “You’re insatiable.”

“Responsible as charged.” He grins, leaning in to press a lingering kiss in opposition to my temple. It’s tender and candy, making my coronary heart swell with affection for this man who’s come to imply a lot to me.

His fingers hint idle patterns on my arm, sending shivers skittering down my backbone. I can really feel him watching me, his gaze heat and intent as if he’s memorizing each curve and line of my face. It’s a surprisingly intimate second, and it leaves me feeling weak in a method I by no means have earlier than.

“Spencer,” he says softly, his thumb brushing over my decrease lip. “I would like you to recollect this second, okay? Each time life will get powerful or issues appear unattainable, I would like you to suppose again on this and bear in mind that you’re sturdy, lovely, and able to something.”

“Fly excessive, Butterfly,” he mouths, and one thing about the best way he says it—with such real perception and conviction—makes me imagine it too. “We’ll tackle the world collectively, you and I.”

“Thanks,” I handle, my fingers trembling with emotion. “For every part.”

I don’t know the way a lot time has handed once I get up, however the room is darkish, and the one sounds are the distant crashing of waves and Percival’s regular respiration. My coronary heart races as I understand what simply occurred between us. It was unimaginable, sure, but additionally terrifying. What does this imply for us? For me?

Panic rises like bile in my throat, and I rigorously untangle myself from Percival’s embrace, making an attempt to not wake him. I want some house to suppose, to breathe. Pulling on my hoodie and leggings, I tiptoe out of the room and head for the protection of my very own house.

Percival strikes as if he had been saying my title, however I’m already slipping out the door, forsaking the heat and intimacy of our shared second.

“Sorry,” I plead at midnight. “I simply… can’t.”

My coronary heart feels as if it’s going to burst by way of my chest as I half-stumble, half-run down the hallway, determined to flee the onslaught of feelings threatening to drown me. The quiet of my very own room envelops me like a chilly blanket, providing neither consolation nor solace. However not less than the shadows supply me a spot the place I can conceal from the chaos swirling inside me.

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