Despite the fact that he mentioned he didn’t wish to go, when the day comes, he nonetheless has to go away finally. 

On the day of his departure, Gu Yaoyang wished to go to the airport to see him off, however Lin Yuyan pushed him out of the door as quickly as he opened his eyes, telling him to coach arduous and never waste time due to trivial issues. He additionally assured him that he was solely going again to highschool and would come over throughout winter trip, so there was no must make his departure so grand. 

Gu Yaoyang stood on the door and requested, “Are you certain you don’t want me to ship you off?” 

Lin Yuyan answered with a smile, “No, actually, I can come right here on my own, so why can’t I go away by myself?” 

He regarded very pure as he mentioned that. He was clearly holding onto Gu Yaoyang two days in the past and saved on chattering, saying that he didn’t wish to go away. Ultimately, when he was actually about to go away, he was uncharacteristically joyful, wishing he might instantly board the aircraft within the subsequent second. 

Gu Yaoyang watched his shifty eyes, nodding earlier than saying, “Name me whenever you arrive on the airport.” 

Lin Yuyan responded, “Okay. Lets go now, you’re going to be late for coaching.” 

Lin Yuyan waited till he was fully out of sight earlier than letting out an extended breath of aid and went again to his room to pack his baggage. 

It was previous 9 o’clock within the morning, and there have been nonetheless just a few hours left earlier than takeoff. The airport wasn’t too removed from the dormitory, and there was nonetheless a while earlier than he needed to go. 

Lin Yuyan walked across the room, buzzing a tune in a uncommon method. The tone of his buzzing modified somewhat earlier than he hurriedly stopped and slowed down. He ran downstairs along with his head up once more, trying via the fridge, and noticed that there was nothing inside earlier than operating exterior along with his pockets. 

He needed to discover one thing to do or else he was going to cry. 

He knew he was ineffective, so he didn’t dare let Gu Yaoyang ship him off. 

There was nobody within the grocery store. Lin Yuyan pushed his cart round a number of occasions and acquired some greens, not daring to purchase anymore as a result of he was afraid that Gu Yaoyang wouldn’t eat them. 

After they obtained collectively, Lin Yuyan came upon that Gu Yaoyang had somewhat unruly downside. He would by no means eat when he was alone. If the membership is in command of the meal, he would simply eat one thing casually. Plainly consuming is a difficult factor for him. He’d simply eat a bit and name it a day, it was sufficient so long as he doesn’t starve to loss of life. 

Though he slacked off and became knowledgeable participant, Mr. Zeng organized for the most effective administration crew he might discover to care for his weight loss program. However sometimes, in these few days when he returned house early, Lin Yuyan would additionally occur to be busy along with his instructor’s artwork exhibition, and he would skip his meals two occasions in a row with out even opening the kitchen door. 

Not solely did he not prefer to eat, however he additionally slept very frivolously. He would at all times get up if there was somewhat noise. He didn’t know this earlier than, however he solely vaguely seen it after sleeping collectively these previous few days. He would cuddle him all night time with out closing his eyes, and there can be faint darkish circles beneath his eyes the subsequent day. 

“Excuse me, sir?” Somebody abruptly patted him on the shoulder. 

Lin Yuyan rotated and noticed a procuring information with curly hair standing behind him, him sympathetically, handing him a pack of tissues, and softly mentioned, “Though I don’t know what’s troubling you, please imagine that every part shall be nice finally. I’ll pray for you and want you all the most effective.” 

Lin Yuyan blinked, he was about to ask what was mistaken when he abruptly seen that the again of his fingers was barely moist. He glanced at it and shortly picked up his cellphone to have a look at his reflection. It turned out he was wiping tears from his eyes? 

Him- When did he cry? Lin Yuyan took the tissue from the procuring information in embarrassment and mentioned, “Thanks.” He thought to himself that fortunately he drove Gu Yaoyang away earlier, in any other case he would positively get laughed at to loss of life. 

He didn’t wish to cry, however he actually… didn’t wish to go. 

As soon as the feelings got here up, it was troublesome to place them beneath management once more. He had endured it for a number of days by now. At this second, he paid the invoice and located a spot with nobody round to take a seat for some time. The extra he considered it, the extra unhappy he felt. 

“What did you purchase?” At this second, anyone opened his procuring bag after they sat on the steps subsequent to him, igniting the lighter of their hand. 

Lin Yuyan raised his head earlier than shortly wiping his eyes. He whispered in a nasally voice, “Why are you right here?”

Gu Yaoyang didn’t go to coaching. He discreetly adopted him, watched him shed tears for no obvious motive, watched as he listlessly purchased issues everywhere in the grocery store, helpful and ineffective issues. He purchased two baggage crammed with objects from the grocery store, and at one level he nearly threw a bag of girls’s merchandise into the bag. 

With out answering his query, he dug out a field of fruit candies from the bag and requested, “What are you shopping for this for?” 

“That will help you stop smoking.” Lin Yuyan mentioned, “Smoking is dangerous to your well being.” 

Gu Yaoyang smiled. He discovered a bottle of important oil from his bag and requested, “What about this?” 

Lin Yuyan answered with purple eyes, “That will help you sleep. You possibly can put somewhat in your temples whenever you sleep. You’re a light-weight sleeper, so it’s worthwhile to alter shortly. I don’t wish to sleep individually after we dwell collectively sooner or later. 

Gu Yaoyang rubbed his hair and located one other little merchandise within the bag. This factor is a bit distinctive, it’s a small human doll with a yellow solar hat and a small college bag on it, “This?” 

Lin Yuyan hesitated for some time, his face was somewhat purple as he took the doll with a dry cough. He took a pack of sticky notes and a pen from the procuring bag, and wrote a few phrases earlier than pasting it on the puppet’s head. 

“That is Lin Yuyan. It’s a must to put him subsequent to your pillow and hug him to sleep daily.”

Gu Yaoyang in contrast the seems to be of the 2, and mentioned in a mild voice, “They appear related.”

After all they do. Lin Yuyan intentionally selected a black-haired one, after which hummed, “Do you suppose I’m being immature?”

Gu Yaoyang answered, “No.” He regarded on the doll for some time earlier than elevating his hand to carry the doll in his arms. He requested in a deep voice, “Are you coming again?” 

“After all I’ll.” Lin Yuyan gasped for breath and pressed his chin on Gu Yaoyang’s shoulder. He hugged him too tightly, as if he wished to fuse the particular person in his arms into his bones in order that they wouldn’t separate. 

Though he solely mentioned just a few phrases, Lin Yuyan might nonetheless hear the sturdy reluctance in his voice. He was immediately at a loss, not understanding what to say. Gu Yaoyang had by no means proven such sturdy emotions in entrance of him, whether or not it was a confession or lastly agreeing to be with him, they had been all flat, and his occasional teasing was additionally cynical. 

He knew that Gu Yaoyang favored him, however he didn’t know that Gu Yaoyang favored him that a lot.

“I… I’ll come again. I’ll positively come again.” Lin Yuyan hurriedly comforted him. 

Gu Yaoyang mentioned: “You may’t mislead me.”

“I- I swear.”

“There’s no must swear so long as you come again.”

Lin Yuyan didn’t know why he was so fixated on this. They’ll solely separate for a short time, though they had been reluctant, it was not a everlasting farewell. He wished to make a joke and calm down the environment, however Gu Yaoyang hugged him tighter, so he solemnly mentioned, “Okay.” 

The 2 sat for some time earlier than they every stood up with a bag in hand. Lin Yuyan stepped down the steps first. After he took just a few extra steps, Gu Yaoyang stopped him. 

Standing in entrance of the deserted constructing close to the grocery store, he flatly mentioned, “Lin Yuyan.”

“Huh?” 

“Why is it that when you’re just one meter away from me…” 

“I began to overlook you.”