The subsequent day, Lin Yuyan went to the amusement park and joined Zhuo Cling within the scorching climate, a great 38 levels. 

There have been just a few of Zhuo Cling’s mates and the third-year senior sister the opposite had efficiently made an appointment with. All of them have been sporting swimsuits as they profusely sweated underneath the scorching rays of the solar. 

Amongst them was a boy named Xu Ze, who was a good and tidy man. He had a great relationship with Lin Yuyan, they usually had talked just a few instances earlier than. 

It was a little bit of a shock for him to see the opposite at this time. Usually, Xu Ze wouldn’t exit in sunny climate like this. 

Holding an umbrella to defend himself from the solar, he greeted Lin Yuyan. 

Lin Yuyan smiled at him and earlier than he even opened his mouth, he was pulled underneath the opposite’s umbrella. 

Xu Ze: “Don’t stand underneath the solar, you’ll get as darkish as Zhuo Cling, simply stand right here for some time.” 

Lin Yuyan smiled and mentioned, “It’ll be high quality for a small whereas.”  

Xu Ze dragged a big bag, stuffed with skincare merchandise and sunscreen inside. He knew he was right here to play within the pool, however the individuals who didn’t know him would most likely suppose he was happening an extended journey. 

He pulled out a bottle of sunscreen and smeared it on the again of his hand earlier than giving some to Lin Yuyan, “It’s alright, though we’re all guys, we’re nonetheless allowed to deal with ourselves.” 

For some purpose, some individuals suppose it’s appalling or unmanly for a man to deal with themselves the best way Xu Ze did. However Lin Yuyan thought it was high quality, in any case, it’s pure for individuals to deal with themselves, there’s no purpose for it to be a nasty factor simply since you’re a man and there’s no have to have a disagreement over this subject. It’s not like there’s a legislation that claims each boy has to develop up right into a tall, sturdy, and… tough man. 

Xu Ze additionally preferred Lin Yuyan very a lot, he joined him each time he went out to play, and this time was no exception. Zhuo Cling all the time mentioned that he was connected to him. One time, Xu Ze glanced at him and mentioned that it was uncommon to satisfy somebody much like him amongst the huge sea of individuals roaming about, so in fact, they’d have a great relationship. 

Lin Yuyan additionally agreed to that, as a result of similar to him, Xu Ze additionally preferred to attract and had no expertise for it similar to him. 

It was full of individuals within the park, and the swimming pool was additionally crammed. They regarded like dumplings swimming in soup, they couldn’t squeeze by way of in any respect. Xu Ze thought it was soiled, so he took Lin Yuyan to take a seat in a close-by cafe to flee the summer season warmth. It was a bit dear so there weren’t lots of people. You would see individuals working round in swimsuits close to the pool by way of the window. Zhuo Cling was chatting within the pool along with his senior sister, it wasn’t clear what they have been speaking about, however judging by the best way he was speaking eloquently, he should’ve learn by way of the entire architectural illustration guide. 

“Ah…”

Xu Ze laid on the window and regarded out it for a very long time earlier than letting out an extended sigh. Lin Yuyan requested, “What’s mistaken?”

“Certain sufficient, I shouldn’t have come.” Xu Ze sucked the straw of his iced espresso and took a sip earlier than saying,  “In this type of place, I can’t see these beauties in any respect.”

Beauties? Lin Yuyan blinked: “You, what are you in search of?”

He regretted asking. What may individuals miss in a swimsuit?  After a dry cough, he picked up the espresso and wished to alter the topic, however Xu Ze glared at him and mentioned softly, “In search of a person.”

Lin Yuyan sprayed out his iced espresso and wiped his mouth in a rush. He hurriedly apologized to Xu Ze, who requested him, “Why did you react so badly?” 

Lin Yuyan shook his head shortly, horrified, he by no means anticipated that Xu Ze would really like males, “Why did you react so badly?”

In actual fact, it wasn’t unusual to love males. In lots of locations overseas, same-sex marriage was authorized. Lin Yuyan had by no means discriminated in opposition to this type of relationship, however he was a bit shocked to study that his buddy can be like this too.

After calming down a bit, he discovered that Xu Ze was squinting at him.

Lin Yuyan hurriedly waved his hand: “I positively didn’t imply to discriminate in opposition to you.”

After listening to him, Xu Ze was shocked for just a few seconds, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he muttered: “No manner…”

Lin Yuyan requested, “What?”

Xu Ze was silent for a very long time, checked out him from starting to finish, after which mentioned: “It’s nothing.” Then he requested casually, “Do you’ve got somebody you want?”

Lin Yuyan mentioned, “No.”

“By no means?”

Lin Yuyan raised his head to consider it, and mentioned with certainty, “No.”

“It shouldn’t be.” Xu Ze mentioned, “I’ve met many individuals since I used to be a toddler, and there are all the time individuals who have a crush on somebody they admire, proper?”

“Does it depend if it’s a painter you want?” 

Xu Ze mentioned bluntly, “Do you need to be with him? Need to mattress him?”

“No, no, I don’t need to, I simply, I similar to his work.” 

Xu Ze felt like he was going to have a headache as he mentioned, “Then you definitely like their work, not the individual himself.” 

Lin Yuyan was confused, “Then…it doesn’t look like it.”

Xu Ze thought for some time earlier than asking, “Do you’ve got anybody you’re paying particular consideration to?” 

Lin Yuyan was shocked, does Gu Yaoyang depend?

Xu Ze observed the distinction and instantly requested, “Male or feminine?”

Lin Yuyan felt that there was nothing mistaken, and instructed him, “It’s a boy.”

Xu Ze snapped his fingers, certain sufficient. He ordered one other cup of espresso for him and requested him, “Are you aware how I discovered I like males?” 

Lin Yuyan, “Don’t you simply naturally comprehend it?” 

“In fact not, it takes time to search out out about it.” Xu Ze wished to assist this fool buddy of his and defined, “I used to be similar to you at the moment. I wasn’t excited by any ladies and all my mates had crushes, however I didn’t” 

Lin Yuyan mentioned, “It may be that…I haven’t met somebody I preferred but?”

“In fact, that’s additionally a risk, however probably the most unfathomable factor is that for some purpose I can’t have any type of relationship with ladies.” Then he requested Lin Yuyan to look out the window. “What about you? Do you’re feeling like you’ve got the drive to take a look at these lengthy legs and plump chest?” 

Lin Yuyan didn’t transfer however blushed as he stared outdoors. 

He felt that it was very impolite of him to stare at others so blatantly, so he shortly regarded away and shook his head.

Xu Ze checked out him and mentioned meaningfully, “That is very irregular.” He despatched just a few photos to Lin Yuyan, all of them have been photos of bare and muscular males, and requested excitedly, “What do you suppose?”

Lin Yuyan truthfully commented, “Their our bodies are in good condition.”

“Is there nothing else?”

Lin Yuyan checked out it for just a few extra seconds, “um.”

Eh? Xu Ze was puzzled. May or not it’s that he guessed mistaken? But it surely shouldn’t be. Clearly once they first met, he sensed the identical type of ambiance in Lin Yuyan. 

For an entire afternoon, the 2 of them mentioned this situation within the espresso store. Xu Ze despatched Lin Yuyan numerous large-scale pictures of males, and his inventory was virtually drained, however he felt nothing about them besides saying that they’d good our bodies.

When he left the amusement park, it was previous 5 o’clock, and Lin Yuyan had dinner along with his mates earlier than returning residence.

He fell onto the mattress and considered Gu Yaoyang. He wished to know what he was doing, so he typed a textual content message and despatched it.

A number of seconds later, a video name got here from the opposite facet.

“Simply got here again?” Gu Yaoyang requested casually, figuring out that he had gone to the pool.

“Yeah.” Lin Yuyan noticed that there have been many cupboards behind the opposite, and requested, “Are you within the dressing room?”

Gu Yaoyang mentioned sure. His hair was moist and he was sweating quite a bit. He pushed his moist hair to the again, revealing his clear brow to the digital camera.

Though he didn’t know what he was doing, it looks as if he had simply completed coaching. The black vest on his physique was clinging to his physique, his sweat beads flowed down the facet of his face into his neck socket, after which slowly seeped into his pores and skin.

Solely presently did he understand that his shoulders have been vast however his waist was slim, and there have been apparent muscle strains hidden underneath his close-fitting garments, which made him look notably handsome

Lin Yuyan swallowed inexplicably and stared at him immobile.

Possibly he thought this video was inconvenient, so Gu Yaoyang discovered a chair casually, put his telephone on it, bent his lengthy legs, sat on the bench within the locker room, and eliminated the protecting bandages on his fingers spherical by spherical.

After he completed dismantling one, he regarded up on the video name once more, solely to see the individual within the video name gone.

After ready for a very long time, there was a sound of dawdling footsteps on the alternative facet, and he requested, “The place are you going?”

Lin Yuyan’s mouth was a bit moist. He held a glass in his hand, and mentioned with a blushing face, “Ingesting water…yeah- just a bit bit thirsty.”