She recalled the day she left Woo-hyun’s home. After tying her shoelaces, Woo-hyun couldn’t withdraw his arms for a very long time. As if making an attempt to lengthen the tip of their breakup as a lot as doable. He appeared extra haggard and exhausted than then, however his face couldn’t let go of his desperateness.
She thought that they had parted methods then, however it looks like she was the one one who did.
He nonetheless… couldn’t half methods along with her.
The energy disappeared from Yoo-hwa’s entire physique. She couldn’t cease the tears in her eyes from falling as she stood there.
It had at all times been a thriller. She was dwelling the life she at all times wished, however why wasn’t she glad? Why did it really feel unusual and distant, as if she had been another person’s life?
Why did her day by day life really feel like she was sporting her garments the wrong way up?
Despite the fact that it might have been as a result of she hadn’t been dwelling a traditional life for lengthy, she thought that was not an ideal reply.
However now that she may vividly really feel all her senses, from head to toe, she may now not faux to be ignorant. She realized that the life she wished had modified a very long time in the past, when hers and Woo-hyun’s our bodies rubbed towards one another and he or she heard the candy phrases that flowed from his lips.
It was not a traditional life that she hoped for, however a life with Woo-hyun.
Her barely standing physique staggered. As her legs gave in and he or she was about to fall backwards, Woo-hyun hugged her. As her face touched Woo-hyun’s cheek, she felt his heat. It was tough and sizzling, and although she wished to push him away, she was determined. The hole in her coronary heart stored her eager for him, with out giving her an opportunity. She grabbed Woo-hyun’s garments with shaky arms. The reduction of Woo-hyun being there, the tranquility of getting somebody maintain on to you, and the truth that it was Woo-hyun… It appeared that her thoughts was paralyzed by the flooding sweetness that was laborious to refuse.
It felt just like the world was immediately submerged in water. As quickly as she felt that every little thing that was wrapped round her was melting away, previous phrases leaked out with out hesitation.
“… Don’t abandon me.”
Her coronary heart was full of phrases that she hadn’t stated earlier than.
“As a result of I’m scared…”
Tears crammed her eyes and her imaginative and prescient turned blurry. The blurrier it turned, the extra she held onto Woo-hyun with all her would possibly.
She at all times feared the day relationships ended. She feared desirous about somebody she may by no means see once more and watching her recollections about them fade away, and he or she feared feeling so caught that she wouldn’t even be capable of cry in entrance of her lifeless recollections.
So, she wished to carry on to the individuals who circled and inform them to not abandon her. Though she knew she shouldn’t, though she knew it was inevitable to be left alone, she had the impulse of desirous to cling to somebody at the least as soon as.
She had been enduring it effectively all this time, however she crumbled when she heard Woo-hyun’s phrases.
“Don’t wither, you too.”
The truth that to somebody, she was an existence that would wither.
So, to somebody… She was an existence that they wished to be alive.
Dealing with that fact, all of the shallow issues she had been enduring to this point collapsed.
“Don’t go away me.”
Phrases she had by no means stated to anybody. The phrases she had by no means stated as a result of there was nobody to take heed to them, even when she was on the sting of her life, flowed out endlessly.
Afraid he would miss his grip on Yoo-hwa, Woo-hyun held her even tighter.
… Yeah. I received’t, Yoo-hwa. I received’t.
Whereas answering her ceaselessly.
***
As she stepped out of the alley, a shiny mild pierced her eyes. Yoo-hwa naturally stepped in direction of the bus cease, avoiding the sunshine.
“Let’s go to my place. It is going to be comfy there.”
Woo-hyun stated, strolling one step behind her.
“No. I need to return dwelling. I’ll sleep there tonight.”
Woo-hyun’s eyes thinned as if he didn’t like Yoo-hwa’s reply, however he didn’t act stubbornly.
“Then, I’ll take you dwelling.”
Woo-hyun stated in return, firmly as if there was no extra room for negotiation.
“I need to stroll. The wind is sweet. It clears my thoughts.”
“Then we are able to stroll collectively.”
“You may go first.”
Regardless of Yoo-hwa’s suggestion, Woo-hyun stood beside her. Like that, she walked thoughtlessly alongside the highway in direction of the place her ft would take her. The brilliant flowers alongside the best way and the refreshing and clear wind made her coronary heart chill out. She had clearly walked this similar path yesterday, however she couldn’t really feel it then.
It was a 40-minute stroll, however it took two hours to get dwelling. Neither of them wished to go dwelling, and neither of them wished to take the opposite dwelling. Like two individuals with out a vacation spot, they walked and walked as a lot as they may, and solely when their ft began hurting did they head dwelling.
Woo-hyun adopted Yoo-hwa to the fifth ground, the place her home was situated. She didn’t even say that she lived on the fifth ground so she was shocked to see him arising familiarly as if he was heading to his personal home, however she didn’t hassle to ask. Nevertheless, she was positive he would come inside her home when she noticed him following her all the best way to the tip of the hallway, so she stood in entrance of him. Beneath the hallway sensor mild, she may see his face correctly for the primary time.