“Are we actually married?”

Gerald bent his knee in entrance of me.

‘I got here working as a result of I felt stuffy, however I noticed that I used to be barefooted.’

Gerald hugged me and sat with me on the mattress.

I mentioned nothing whereas he gave me a heat moist towel, wiped my ft, took off the slippers he was sporting, and put them on.

Gerald was nonetheless calm and picked up. Do unicorns actually reside on dew? I ponder if he actually didn’t have any human want for me.

Gerald’s emotions in the direction of me. I used to be afraid that it was a distinct feeling than love. Friendship, fraternity, or informal goodwill.

There wasn’t one among them that I wished. I hoped Gerald cherished me. I would like him to have a look at me along with his eyes that permit me know I’m probably the most treasured individual on the earth in comparison with anything.

Gerald regarded up at me. I questioned what sort of affection was in them.

“Lulu, you’ll catch a chilly.”

Oh, is it chilly? Is that why my physique is shaking?

I checked out Gerald blankly. In Gerald’s eyes, I regarded as pale as a ghost.

“Reply me, Gerald.”

Nevertheless it was extra necessary to me than the chilly that penetrated my physique.

Gerald smiled bitterly.

Gerald regarded like he was about to cry.

He put his face on my knee.

“Lulu…”

“Are we actually married?”

I smacked Gerald’s shoulder with my fist. Gerald can’t be unaware of what I’m saying and what my actions meant. Gerald isn’t a idiot.

However Gerald was deceiving me, pretending to not know something.

My heartbeat felt like my coronary heart was going to blow up.

Screaming madly and hitting Gerald on the again.

“Why are you performing like this to me? In the event you’re going to do that, why did you even marry me! Did I ask you to marry me? Why!!”

“Lulu… Please.”

“I’m asking if we’re actually married! Do I appear like a woman? Do I even appear like a lady to you? I’ll!!”

I clenched my tooth and screamed.

“In the event you’re going to do that, why? Why did you ask me to marry you? Why are you simply me like that? Why!”

Tears welled up.

Gerald regarded up, clutching my wrist. The way in which he was me felt unfamiliar. Gerald’s face got here with a mix of feelings.

Gerald, who lifted himself up clutching my wrist, got here near my face. It was when there was solely a finger left between us.

He breathed closely. “Lulu. Please.”

“Gerald.”

I knew Gerald was simply attempting to make me settle down once more. This time, I held Gerald within the reverse place.

He stared at me for a very long time in that state.

Gerald’s face distorted like he was in ache. It was I who misplaced the tug of battle between the 2 of us.

I missed Gerald. Gerald breathed slowly, he buried his head into my shoulder.

“Lulu…”

It was a voice that expressed his feelings.

Gerald’s shoulders have been shaking.

Why the hell are you holding again? What are you not telling me?

“I really like you,” Gerald whispered.

I don’t suppose it was a lie. He was neither weak nor evil sufficient to inform such a lie.

He was a person who couldn’t deceive individuals. I felt that he was extra honest than ever.

Gerald and I had a hunch that we’d stroll on parallel strains like this all our lives.

I opened my mouth indifferently.

“Let’s break up, Gerald.”

Tears welled up. Gerald’s shoulders stiffened.

“Let’s… Let’s cease. I can’t do that anymore.”

My phrases have been additionally honest. As a lot as I really like Gerald.

* * *

“Oh my….”

Why did I’ve to dream of that point? No, it wasn’t a dream, it was actual.

Sweat coated my brow as I swept my hair apart. The dream I simply had was extra vivid than what actually occurred.

I acquired up and doing and drank water.

The room was full of sizzling air.

How was Gerald that day?

‘There will need to have been a purpose that you simply in all probability don’t know.”

I additionally remembered what Alexid mentioned. This timing appeared actually unusual.

After consuming a cup of water, I sat down on the mattress. Gerald knew my ft have been chilly, however he didn’t know my coronary heart was freezing.

Gerald… he…….

That’s what I had in thoughts.

“Didn’t he actually know? Or was he simply pretending to not know?”

Had been the emotions that swept by Gerald’s eyes one thing I actually felt? It was as if he was going to kiss me? Had been my assumptions actually false?

I don’t know. I don’t know something anymore

I wished to run to Gerald proper now and seize him by the collar and shout for him to inform me the reality.

However what does he even know on this lifetime?