Chapter 369: Revenge, Screams, Tears, and Migraine

I am actually grateful to Daedalus for creating such a beautiful being like Ikaros. The expressionless cute angeloid just isn’t solely extraordinarily lovely, she additionally has a excessive studying skill and is now able to glorious shoulder massages.

(Creator’s Be aware: Daedalus of Sora No Otoshimono)

(Creator’s Be aware: Ikaros of Sora No Otoshimono)

So, I loved the present whereas I drank a scorching cup of low cost espresso and Iikaros gave me a soothing therapeutic massage.

I sighed in satisfaction because the nurse used a blunt knife to pores and skin an idiot-looking boy.

Earlier than I went to China, I needed to repair a whole lot of issues, and I did not have time to cope with each drawback personally, so I let a few of my wives deal with some issues. It was a foul concept.

After I visited a sure cursed city, I met the characters from Higurashi no Naku Koro ni. As a result of all the city had gone mad at the moment, I needed to kill many of the city whereas a number of ladies helped me, though they had been additionally mad.

In the long run, I managed to kill most people who had gone berserk, however the women wished me to stick with them.

Since at the moment I hated the thought of getting a proper relationship, I escaped from the village once they had been sleeping since they helped me quite a bit and my final hint of humanity refused to kill them whereas they slept, though I definitely considered doing so, since they had been keen to drug me and reduce off my limbs so I could not escape.

Over time, I forgot about them since they did not even know my actual identify and I modified a number of of my facial options with particular make-up, however hey, they’re extra persistent than I believed.

After they lastly discovered me, I did not actually care since at this level I do not care in the event that they stab me, I can regenerate anyway.

Then again, they weren’t in opposition to me having a harem, nevertheless it’s clear that they’d attempt to kill my wives if I rejected these psychopathic ladies.

They’re cute.

The issue is that not solely ladies my age and a grown girl fell in love with me, apparently all of the folks in that city had been full psychos, even the brats.

After I was within the village, I met two brats who grew to become very keen on me.

The little blonde beloved me quite a bit since her emotional pillar was her brother, however he went loopy and tried to kill her, so I unintentionally smashed his cranium with a metal pipe.

Since then, she sees me because the emotional pillar of hers and she or he’s a bit possessive, however she no less than is aware of that she should not assault my family members or I am going to kill her. A wise woman.

Then again, little Rika was at all times a little bit of an oddity. Since I arrived on the town, she was at all times watching over me and serving to me as if I had been the hope that she had at all times waited for.

On the time I believed that she had matured too rapidly due to the outbreak of mass psychosis in her city, however apparently, her city was cursed and doomed to a tragic finish. Solely I may change that as a result of I used to be an unpredictable variable within the future of that city.

Apparently, Rika has the flexibility to see the totally different time strains and parallel worlds that exist on Gaia, which could possibly be a consequence of errors within the barrier that protects this World.

In a means, Rika has a a number of character dysfunction the place her thoughts is that of an grownup, however a small a part of her unconscious continues to be that of an harmless little one.

Anyway, she is an obedient woman who would not trigger me any bother.

I talked about this with Shiki and she or he instructed me that that city appears to be the house of one of many deities that used to assist Gaia, nevertheless it’s purported to be lifeless.

I did some analysis on that and certain sufficient there was a deity. A small goddess with the facility to journey and join the infinite timelines and alternate worlds of this World, however as a result of accidents she suffered throughout the Alaya vs. Gaia battle, she will not journey to different realities and may solely observe them as a spectator. In truth, she wants a priestess to see different dimensions and Rika is the priestess.

After I killed greater than 90% of the village, the ladies left the place and began touring round Japan to search out me, so the goddess Hanyuu traveled with them.

At first, solely Rika may see the little goddess, however over time, all the ladies started to see her.

They did not suppose that Hanyuu was a goddess, however a collective hallucination that was a facet impact of the curse of the city the place they lived, however they did not care about that as a result of, properly, they’re loopy.

Thus, Hanyuu joined the ladies, however when the green-haired twins discovered me, the brats had been put in a cage so they would not trigger bother since they’re too impulsive.

Anyway, now we’re all reunited and we’re a cheerful household… Or one thing like that…

As for Hanyuu, she feels very hooked up to me since I protected her priestess (Rika), plus it is because of me that she was in a position to depart that cursed city. Lastly, my mixture of titles, expertise, and Auriel’s blessing makes me a magnet for feminine deities.

And that is how the group of psycho women are having enjoyable whereas doing a vivisection.

In historical occasions, public executions had been carried out with sharp weapons as a way to be fast, typically dozens of individuals had been executed in a single day, so time was useful because it was costly.

Even supposing time is cash, there have been circumstances the place executed folks had been subjected to horrible ache, both as a result of they’d dedicated horrible crimes, or as a result of they had been unfortunate sufficient to have sadistic rulers who loved the ache of harmless folks.

In these circumstances, merciless strategies of gradual dismemberment had been used in order that the individual would scream for so long as doable.

Amongst these strategies, a type of utilized by numerous civilizations such because the Chinese language and the inquisition was to chop the pores and skin utilizing swords or blunt knives.

A pointy knife simply cuts via the meat, however a boring knife causes the blade to not reduce via the pores and skin, however fairly tears via the meat.

To offer an instance, a scalpel cuts easily, whereas a noticed tears the wooden.

On this case, the knife Mari is utilizing just isn’t solely outdated and boring, however the edge is stuffed with cracks like a small noticed.

With every transfer, Mari is tearing off items of pores and skin, which leaves strips of meat, then the ladies use tweezers to tug these strips of meat off the physique.

It’s considerably much like reducing your nails and leaving a small piece of pores and skin on the nook of the nail. Out of curiosity or anxiousness, the individual pulls that small piece of pores and skin, however when doing so, a strip of pores and skin is fashioned that lengthens over the finger, which causes a whole lot of ache, burning, and begins to bleed.

I smiled seeing the ladies having enjoyable, though it is a bit weird to see that Purple Queen is grinding up the reduce meat after which placing it within the boy’s mouth to pressure him to eat his personal meat.

Effectively, she’s comfortable, so she’s high-quality.

Usually, I’m wanting on the scenario to calm down…

[System Notification: The skill ‘Masochism’ is empowering the skill ‘Mythomania’ so that the user fools himself into the idea that he is not so angry that he will go berserk]

Yeah, properly, perhaps I am nonetheless somewhat offended.

To inform the reality, I’ve accrued a whole lot of anger for the reason that Arifureta incident.

First; I used to be despatched to a different world with my wives and so they had been in peril.

Second; I bought concerned within the issues of the Outer Gods and needed to face one of many strongest immortal cultivators within the multiverse despite the fact that I barely had the facility of a low degree Nice Previous One.

Third; I skilled infinite synthetic realities the place I noticed my wives in all types of disagreeable conditions.

Fourth; I grew to become concerned with three of the key organizations within the multiverse and have become a scrumptious piece of meat that many entities want to dissect.

Fifth; I needed to go to China to repair shit, bought concerned with the Lostbelt, and discovered that the strongest system person is coveting my wives.

Sixth; Upon returning house, I found that my sister was kidnapped by one of the vital clever and harmful beings within the multiverse, which led me to a battle the place my thoughts was destroyed and my soul suffered everlasting wounds that haven’t but healed since my [Reader’s Madness] prevents me from returning to a state of full sanity.

Seventh; As if that weren’t sufficient and added to my household issues, there’s a chance that my mom will grow to be a difficult entity.

Eighth; my shitty dad and mom hold giving me bother, and now it seems that I’ve dozens or perhaps a whole lot of half-sisters…..

Sure, I’ve murdered, I’ve been violent, I’ve had orgies with lovely ladies, I’ve began wars and I’ve loved small moments of peace just like the second the place I may sleep in Auriel’s arms, which, by the best way, has been probably the most stress-free second in my complete life… The debut launch of this chapter occurred at Ñøv€l-B1n.

I’ve performed all that, however the fact is that I’ve accrued a whole lot of anger.

I’m a rational individual and I keep away from performing impulsively to forestall issues out of my management, however even once I hold a sure degree of self-control, I at all times find yourself in absurd and unpredictable conditions, which makes me endlessly annoyed.

I’ve accrued anger, a whole lot of anger… An excessive amount of anger…

I am attending to the purpose the place the trend is getting dangerously near my migraine degree.

In truth, migraine makes me really feel offended, and I at all times have a migraine…

My frustration and dangerous temper are getting worse, however worst of all, I am continuously swallowing my anger to keep away from hurting my wives’ emotions.

To place it in a means, a person might be variety and loving to his household, but when he has a foul week, he can get too annoyed, and if he would not get it off his chest, he can explode and yell at his household.

It may be stated that I’m at that time of home violence, however my obsession with making my wives and daughters comfortable retains me calm in order to not harm them, nevertheless, that very same obsession is making my anger develop, which is continually accumulating in my thoughts to the purpose that I believe I will generate one other psychological dysfunction.

That is dangerous?

Effectively, definitely sure, however that is by a standard normal.

In my case, psychological problems are helpful, very helpful…

With my present power, I can not face the hazards that may come when the battle engulfs the multiverse.

My greatest weapons are Rasen and Anti-Rasen, however my greatest protection is my [Reader’s Madness]. Not solely is it the perfect power to guard my thoughts, it’s also important to guard my wives.

What am I getting at with all this inner monologue bullshit that no person cares about?

Effectively, it is easy. I’m brewing my very own anger to create a psychological dysfunction to assist me improve my power.

Clearly, it will solely trigger my psychological and psychological struggling to extend to a degree the place my willpower will likely be near breaking, however I’ve Ortro, Tsubaki, Nia, and Yoko. So long as they’re on my thoughts, my willpower can deal with something.

Thus, I stored watching as Nurse Mari separated the pores and skin, flesh, and bones of the boy who could not die even when 80% of his inner organs had been faraway from his physique.

I do not take pleasure in witnessing sadism and I am uninterested in cruelty, nevertheless it’s entertaining to look at a wonderful girl working whereas concentrating.

Despite the fact that Mari was doing her greatest to trigger the boy as a lot ache as doable, she was slowly shedding her motivation.

It wasn’t that she felt responsible about mutilating underage boys, nor did she really feel dangerous about being lined in blood and gore. What was actually hurting her coronary heart was the shortage of satisfaction in revenge.

The issue with individuals who stay for revenge is that, by fulfilling revenge, there is no such thing as a extra which means in life.

If it had been yesterday, Mari can be glad with killing the boys who murdered her son. After her revenge, she would commit suicide since she would have fulfilled her final cause for dwelling, giving her a false sense of success that might later flip right into a determined need for peace, which she may solely get hold of with the silence of demise.

The issue she has was the phrases I stated to her in the present day once I met her.

My phrases once I left the infirmary reminded her that she beloved her son and he beloved her.

A great mom needs to see her son comfortable and an excellent son needs to see her mom comfortable.

Following this logic, the nurse’s son would have wished her to be comfortable, even when he was not on this world. That’s what a son who actually obtained his mom’s love would need.

What I stated made Mari notice that getting revenge would not deliver her little one again to her and would not essentially give his peace in his grave. What the son actually wished is for Mari to have the ability to proceed along with her life and be comfortable once more.

After all, the whole lot is theory. Perhaps the son actually wished revenge with out caring about his mom’s happiness, however no less than for Mari, she is aware of that her son was a sort boy, so he would have solely thought of his mom’s happiness.

Proper now, Mari feels depressing since my phrases made her keep in mind the existential vacancy in her coronary heart, so now she feels that revenge cannot fill the vacancy in her coronary heart.

Principally, I made her, in her unconscious, need to stay.

That is very painful for her since her biggest want is to die as a result of she feels responsible for the demise of her son, however now she additionally needs to stay to honor her son’s reminiscence. The latter makes her really feel worse since she feels that she doesn’t should stay for permitting her son to be bullied.

It is a fixed cycle of guilt, remorse, despair, heartache, hope, and longing. Every little thing is repeated time and again, inflicting an existential disaster that’s slowly breaking the girl’s thoughts.

Whereas it might all sound merciless, it is also mandatory for her to be comfortable once more. When she sees that revenge is not all she has left, then she’ll have the ability to get on along with her life.

Certain, there are different methods to cope with most of these conditions, for instance, logotherapy will help an individual discover which means in traumatic experiences and a brand new goal in life, however remedy solely helps if the individual agrees to obtain assist, and Mari doesn’t need assist as she has misplaced the desire to stay.

I may additionally use different psychotherapeutic approaches to assist her, however hey, that is extra entertaining. Anyway, she’s not my spouse but, so I can use these strategies with out feeling responsible.

Mari lastly completed mutilating the boy’s complete physique till he lastly died. It was an excellent job with the knife as she left the center and the mind till the tip.

Three victims stay, however Mari seems to be near a psychological breakdown. She feels determined as a result of her revenge would not give her the satisfaction she was in search of and in her place, she will solely consider her son’s smile.

Effectively, it is time for somewhat intervention.

The subsequent sufferer is the one girl within the group who murdered Mari’s son. She is a rebellious woman who appears to seduce males to govern and blackmail them.

I actually do not care about that, I even have wives who was once like that woman.

The necessary factor is that earlier than I gave directions to Shion about what she ought to do.

In contrast to the opposite victims, the woman didn’t obtain acupuncture to maintain her quiet. She is allowed to talk and she or he already is aware of that I’m the one who directed her kidnapping, she has additionally been listening to the cries of ache from her mates and was allowed to have a look at the mutilated corpses.

In different phrases, she is aware of what’s about to occur to her.

When Mari and Kotonoha left, the ladies went to arrange my punching bag.

I put my espresso cup down on a desk and stood up.

I stretched out my arms a bit, then smiled at Ikaros and stroked her hair. – “Thanks, Ikaros”

Ikaros closed her eyes barely as she loved the texture of my hand on her head. She nonetheless reveals few facial expressions, however now she already has full emotional capability, so she has grow to be actually lovely.

I can really feel the anger beginning to overflow my thoughts, so I headed into one other room.

On this underground area there are a number of rooms with totally different functions. The place I arrived at was a testing space for brand new fight strategies, weapons of mass destruction, and different issues that would give Shiki a coronary heart assault.

Within the place, I began doing stretching workouts.

My physique not wants warm-up workouts because the black blood has made each atom in my physique combat-ready always, even once I’m comparatively calm. I do that simply out of behavior, it is a option to keep in mind the coaching I did on the Ryozanpaku.

I began to recollect a whole lot of issues.

Regardless of the shit in my life, I’ve a whole lot of useful reminiscences that make me take pleasure in life, however I do not want these lovely reminiscences proper now.

I targeted on all of the shit I have been via and it hit me proper within the face.

Whereas the inexperienced haired twins bought the whole lot prepared, I took a deep breath.

I remembered each fucking headache, each silly drawback, each annoying jerk, each fucking troublesome factor…. I began to recollect the whole lot I hate…….

I would like extra energy for what’s to come back sooner or later and I have already got an concept, though it is going to be one thing disagreeable…..

The ladies injected a brand new drug into the fats jerk’s neck that scared my sister, then they sped away.

I approached the fats man and stood two meters away from him.

Behind me, a number of boundaries had been erected that had been ready by System Goddess, Aotian, BB, Daedalus, and Abby. This will likely be sufficient for me to not destroy Japan by chance.

The fats man began to scream like a pig being killed, however rapidly these screams become deep growls.

The fats boy’s physique started to mutate. His muscle tissues grew till he was an abomination of muscle mass. He was ceasing to be a human to grow to be a monster able to destroying mountains with simply his fists.

“Fantastic, let’s begin” – I smiled despite the fact that I simply need to scream with anger……..

Purple power chains appeared on my physique and commenced to limit my physique. Not solely that, the chains additionally lined my soul and system to suppress my expertise.

[System Notification: The user’s combat skills have been suppressed. The skill ‘Stand: Libera Me From Hell’ can remove the restrictions… The skill ‘Stand: Libera Me From Hell’ has been prevented from breaking the restrictions]

[System Notification: The skill ‘Dissociative Identity’ has been activated.

Concept: Protagonist > Weakness]

[System Notification: The skill ‘Phobia’ has been activated.

Fear: Fear of weakness. The user will be forced into a weak state]

[Warning: All of the user’s stats, energies, titles, and skills have been suppressed down to a minimal power level. The user is too vulnerable against any enemy that exceeds the ‘city’ level of destruction. It is recommended to use the skill ‘Stand: Libera Me From Hell’]

[System Notification: The use of the skill ‘Stand: Libera Me From Hell’ has been denied]

Ah, it has been a very long time since I’ve felt so susceptible… It is such a disgusting feeling that I need to vomit and kill myself…

This makes me offended…

“AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I AM INVINCIBLE!” – The fats shit lastly completed his mutation course of…

The drug gave him a monstrous energy that would destroy a metropolis whereas conserving his intelligence, so he began screaming silly issues when he felt the overwhelming energy filling his physique……

[System Notification: ‘Reader’s Madness’ energy has started to react]

“Hey, you piece of shit!” – I raised my voice in order that the fats bastard may hear me. – “Are you going to maintain shouting silly issues or are you going to battle?! That is why your fucking dad and mom do not take note of you, since you’re a fucking jerk!”

Oh shit. I keep in mind my dad and mom…

I am in a foul temper…..

“Fucking bastard!” – The fats shit yelled furiously and clenched his gigantic fist that was the scale of a truck.

The fats man would not know learn how to land a correct punch, however he used all of his power to slam me to the bottom.

[System Notification: The use of the regenerative abilities of Black Blood has been denied. The use of Auriel’s blessing has been denied]

[Warning: The user’s body has suffered severe damage]

My physique was crushed in opposition to the bottom, however I solely confirmed disgust. – “You hit like what you’re, a fucking piece of shit!”

The fats man screamed and hit me once more…..

[Warning: The user’s body has suffered severe damage]

One other hit…

[Warning: The user’s body has suffered severe damage]

The piece of shit stored hitting me…

[Warning: The user’s body has suffered severe damage]

Ah shit, that is not sufficient…..

“Hey Pay attention! When this fats bastard defeats you, he’ll inseminate your waifus for certain! You’ll be a sufferer of NTR as a result of you’re a fucking SIMP!”

Son of….

I not heard the sound of my bones breaking, now I heard the unusual sound of chains breaking…..

A second in the past I could not transfer my physique because the chains held me again, however now…. I can transfer…

I stood up despite the fact that the blows stored crushing my bones…

“What’s taking place?” – I spoke with issue since most of my inner organs are destroyed. – “Why did you grow to be so weak? Why do not you hit more durable?”

The fats shit started to hit more durable, nevertheless it’s unusual… he is not laughing anymore, it is unusual… he appears scared…

The fist hit my head once more, however this time I used to be in a position to maintain it…..

“Why do not you hit more durable?” – I do not know why, however I need to scream…

I moved my hand forcefully to carry the fats shit up, however he’s too weak and his arm bought separated from his physique……

[System Notification: The skill ‘Sadism’ has been unintentionally activated]

He is weak, so weak it is annoying… What a fucking bummer….

[System Notification: The energy ‘Reader’s Madness’ has generated the skill ‘Intermittent Explosive (100%)’]

[System Notification: The skill ‘Schizophrenia’ has made adjustments to the skill ‘Intermittent Explosive’ to fit the user’s wishes]

[Intermittent Explosive: I’M GOING TO GRAB YOUR FUCKING SON AND USE HIM TO PUNCH YOUR FUCKING STUPID FACE! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH I WILL KILL THEM ALL!

The user’s violent and destructive emotions accumulate in the user’s mind in the form of emotion fragments. If the user loses self-control over her emotions, the destructive emotion shards will be converted into energy that will empower all of the user’s attacks.

When this skill is active, the user’s attacks generate a conceptual Violence effect that will damage the enemy’s physical body, mind, and soul.

Warning: This skill will generate a complete loss of self-control and will cause the user’s mind to be consumed by violent intent against everything around him. (Warning: Regaining self-control of emotions will drastically decrease the power of this skill)]

I hit the fool as soon as, I hit him twice, I hit him thrice…. The fool would not transfer anymore, however I stored hitting him….

I need to revive him to maintain hitting him, however his soul is damaged….

No, I would like extra, I have to hit extra…. I NEED MORE!

MORE!

I MUST HIT SOMETHING!

I MUST HIT THEM ALL!

I WANT TO KILL THEM ALL!

ALL BEINGS MUST DIE AT MY HANDS!

ALL MUST PERISH!

EVERYTHING WILL BE DEVOURED!

[System Notification: The skill ‘Masochism’ has been used to empower the skill ‘Sadomasochistic Meditation’, the ‘Anti-Rasen’ energy, and Auriel’s blessing]

[System Notification: The user’s mind has regained self-control. The skill ‘Intermittent Explosive’ has been deactivated]

[System Notification: All restrictions on the user’s body, soul and system have been released]

… Shit, my head hurts…… Though it feels actually good when issues go simply as deliberate.

“You are a fucking deranged…” – Yoko sighed in my thoughts.

“Ah, I do know…” – I smiled wryly as I lay down on the ground filled with cracks…

“Ah, Luis… what am I going to do with you, you simply make me really feel anxious…” – Tsubaki left my thoughts and bent all the way down to put my head on her lap.

I loved the delicate really feel of my spouse’s thighs and sighed somewhat ruefully. – “I am sorry, Tsubaki, however that is mandatory, I can not let Umaru’s drawback repeat itself, I have to shield all of you…”

“I do know, I do know” – Tsubaki sighed and commenced to caress my hair. – “However who protects you?”

I shrugged. – “The plot”

“…” – Tsubaki sighed. – “Luis… Ah, good, it would not matter, in case you’re not going to handle your self, I am going to simply be sure you do not do one thing too silly”

My spouse is the perfect.

[System Notification: The skills ‘Mythomania’, ‘Schizophrenia’, ‘Sadism’, ‘Kleptomania’, ‘Dissociative Identity’ and ‘Phobia’ complain about the new member and say that there is little space. The skill ‘Masochism’ celebrates. The skill ‘Sadism’ hits the ‘Masochism’ skill. The skill ‘Masochism’ groans….]

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“Hey Pay attention! Your head is a fucking psychiatric shit orgy hahahaha! Now get a tattoo in your brow that claims ‘Broken’ and chuckle like a fentanyl-addicted metrosexual asshole! Ahahahaha!” – Navi, typically I do not perceive your stupidities and that makes me comfortable.

I sighed…. I miss when [Paranoia] was my solely semi-conscious ability…

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Creator’s Be aware:

My laptop computer died. I attempted to examine the issue, however I misplaced all my recordsdata and now the laptop computer would not work correctly, so I am going to have to write down on the cellphone till I can save up for one more pc….

Ah, life tires me….

Lastly, a hug <3