Brother Huang and Yun Jincheng struggle on the entrance line. After a number of battles, Xiling has injured greater than 10000 troopers, which is twice as a lot as Beiming. Brother Huang is livid.

Once I realized that, I went ahead to consolation him and prompt that he use Yun Jinhong to cope with Yun Jincheng.

Didn’t anticipate to not point out yunjinhong is OK, a point out of the loser, the emperor brother just isn’t mild, lastly frankly yunjinhong is a waste cannot be reused.

Right now, the camp all of a sudden got here Yunjin Chenghe submit, efficiently aroused my curiosity.

Yun Jincheng’s script has the higher hand, however he all of a sudden seeks peace.

That is clearly irregular.

Curious, I listened for some time, after which I understood what the emperor’s elder brother and the nationwide trainer stated just a few days in the past.

It seems that the nationwide grasp managed Mo Yurong with Gu.

He succeeded in making use of Mo Yurong to get near ah Sheng, and gave a really vicious poison to ah Sheng. After ten days, there was no treatment.

When he was poisoned, the signs of poisoning weren’t apparent in any respect. When the poisonous hair had signs, apart from the corresponding antidote, Hua Tuo couldn’t return to heaven.

My coronary heart was shocked and flustered.

However I do know that brother Huang treats me properly. I am the sinner of Xiling. I should not betray him any extra.

So, with out saying a phrase, I went again to the room and compelled myself to neglect what I heard about her.

I believed I may do it;

However actually, I overestimated myself.

I am unable to make it.

I actually cannot neglect her;

I am unable to even see her die.

I believe, possibly I owe her in my final life, on this life, I ought to lose my life for her.

After cautious consideration for a very long time, I secretly investigated the place the place brother Huang would possibly retailer the antidote. Lastly, after I decided that the antidote should be in brother Huang’s room, I went to seek out brother Huang and requested to guide the troops to struggle and make atonement.

Brother Huang did not doubt my loyalty.

Maybe, he thinks that I’ve failed him sufficient, and his tolerance to me has reached the intense, so he thinks that I cannot betray him once more.

He agreed to my request and gave me a tiger amulet to mobilize 100000 troops, however on the identical time, he additionally made a situation to me: let me postpone my assault on Beiming for 4 days.

I do know what he means.

Based on the plan of the nationwide grasp and the emperor brother, 4 days later, Yun Jincheng will come to the emperor brother for peace talks. At the moment, he has already given Yun Jincheng poison and pretend antidote to eat. If I am going to assault Beiming once more, there shall be much less strain.

However, by that point, she will’t preserve it.

I pretended to reply the directions of the emperor brother. After I got here again with the tiger amulet, I went to the dianjiangtai quietly.

identical evening.

The emperor’s elder brother offers a banquet, and the monarch and his ministers get pleasure from it collectively.

I got here out to sober up on the pretext of ingesting an excessive amount of. After I removed the troopers who adopted me, I went to my brother’s room.

Brother Huang’s room is supplied with 5 component array;

Individuals who do not know is not going to solely get the antidote, but additionally scare the snake; Because it occurs, I simply know this array.

After efficiently avoiding the guard’s darkish guard and array, I felt into the emperor’s room. Lastly, I discovered the capsule which was properly hidden by the emperor.

I took the drugs away with guilt.

I am sorry for my brother’s belief in me, however I am unable to watch her die.

I did not anticipate that the drug theft would go so easily. Solely once I got here out of my brother’s room did I do know that Yun Jincheng and his grasp had come, however my brother had no time to handle me as a result of he needed to cope with them.

I acquired to the entrance yard.

Initially, I wished to make the most of the chance to struggle with Yun Jincheng to offer Yun Jincheng the antidote, so I first took the initiative to show the information that the imperial brother’s room had been stolen and let him go.

However he did not belief me in any respect.

After his brother left, he pressed me step-by-step and even harm me. He did not take heed to my rationalization or give me an opportunity.

Ultimately, the antidote was not handed in.

When the antidote is misplaced, the emperor is offended once more.

And the information that I’ve been dispatched can be identified by my brother.

Brother Huang just isn’t silly.

He did not suppose that it was me who stole the drugs that evening, however after he calmed down, he would perceive.

So I needed to take dangers.

First I went to the royal physician and took the cotton thread for the wound. Then I wrapped the capsule that would save her life in waterproof delicate oil paper and stuffed it into the wound on my arm. Then I sewed the wound and completed dressing it.

I believe, even for those who doubt me;

However he shouldn’t be capable of open my wound and look at it.

As I anticipated, brother Huang doubted me.

He stopped me earlier than I went to the military and instantly requested me why I needed to ship troops forward of time, and even whether or not I wished to ship an antidote to ah Sheng?

I definitely cannot admit it;

So I pretended to be calm and requested him if he did not belief me. Lastly, I took off my gown and let him search.

Though my brother doubted me;

Nonetheless, below my steady actions, he had no proof to show that I stole his drugs. Lastly, he sighed and gently suggested me that I used to be injured and mustn’t go to the battlefield.

I cannot.

If I do not go, how can I ship the drugs.

At my insistence, brother Huang lastly compromised. He stated to me, “watch out your self. I am ready on your excellent news.”

I can solely bow my head and lead the edict. I dare not look into his eyes.

There was friction between Xiling and Beiming in xiheguan, however neither aspect has ever been benefited.

This time, I made up my thoughts to struggle to Xihe cross, so I did not care about it, and at last let me kill exterior Xihe cross the day earlier than ah Sheng’s toxic hair.

I handed the problem ebook.

Invite Yun Jincheng to struggle. On the identical time, I hope to see ah Sheng in xiheguan.

As a result of I do know that nobody in the entire northern underworld believes in me besides Sheng.

If I wish to save her, I’ve to see her myself.

Lastly, the entrance line despatched the conflict report, saying that the prince and Princess of Beiming had arrived.

And I lastly really feel relieved.

When she comes, she will dwell.

The final word aim of my motion is to ship drugs, so I can not watch the troopers below my command die innocently, so I gave a navy order that everybody was puzzled: after three drums, all of the troopers besides the troopers of Yuqin palace withdrew.

Yun Jincheng personally leads the military and needs to finish the enmity with me.

He cannot discover this stuff on the battlefield; Even when ah Sheng on the higher ground of the town finds out this stuff, it would not assist in any respect, as a result of she will’t inform him.

The result of the conflict was no shock.

I introduced three thousand Yu Professional Prince’s home troopers all died;

And I, significantly injured, turned the prisoner of Yun Jincheng.

Gu’s troopers cheerfully yelled to chop off my head and dangle it on the wall to shake the morale of the military, however I used to be not afraid in any respect, and even I used to be grateful to Yun Jincheng for capturing me alive as a substitute of taking pictures me to loss of life.

I stated to Yun Jincheng, “I wish to see ah Sheng.”

He was shocked.

Looking at me in shock, his face was unbelievable.

I smile calmly once more, say once more: “let me see a Sheng, in any other case, you’ll remorse for a lifetime.”

I do know I am asking an excessive amount of;

However I additionally know that Yun Jincheng will discover a means.

Certain sufficient, I noticed her once more.

She misplaced weight.

Once I was together with her earlier than, she had been affected by extreme being pregnant and vomiting. The royal physician stated that as a result of she was weak, she was extra severe than most individuals.

A very long time of being pregnant and vomiting, coupled with consuming, individuals naturally wish to be skinny.

She smiles at me.

“Nicely,” he replied politely

This voice, well mannered and alienated, is totally totally different from the earlier readability and dependence.

“I do not look very properly both.” I stated softly once more.

Actually, taking a look at her now, I’m very distressed, even when the kid in her abdomen just isn’t mine, I’m additionally distressed.

“Nicely.”

She answered once more.

It is simply as well mannered as earlier than, however politely.

My coronary heart tingles barely.

As a result of I do know that she remembers every little thing, every little thing.

Despite the fact that I knew the reply, I could not assist saying, “you keep in mind every little thing.”

“Nicely.”

She nodded gently.

Then he put down the drugs field he had introduced and propped the umbrella on my head. Then he took out a dagger from the drugs field and stated, “I am going to untie you first.”

her efforts to chop the rope binding me, my coronary heart may be very advanced, but additionally very glad.

With a slight sigh, I regarded on the issues she had introduced and jokingly stated to her, “you will have additionally introduced the drugs field. Now some troopers doubt the connection between you and me. Should you let me go, are you not afraid that I’ll take the chance to run?”

She did not care.

The rope was lower off, and I fully misplaced my assist, so I fell to the bottom alongside the wood body.

My harm, too heavy;

As well as, I misplaced an excessive amount of blood, and now I’ve no energy to face up;

If it hadn’t been for her insistence, I might have been unable to bear it.

She took out her handkerchief and wiped the rain off my face.

I regarded carefully at her acquainted, delicate face, which as soon as haunted me, and sincerely stated: “ah Sheng, I can see you once more. It is good to see you secure.”

It is actually good;

I am so afraid I am going to steal the antidote, however I am unable to get it to her in time.

She laughed at herself and stated, “I believe it is good to see you once more.”

Her smile is filled with bitterness and helplessness.

Suppose to return lately, she and cloud Jincheng’s life just isn’t simple.

I clenched my tooth, panting at her, and stated to her, “ah Sheng, don’t be concerned, I will not allow you to die.” Even when I die, I will not watch you die.

She gently shook her head, uncommon tenderness.

This girl, for the reason that day I first met her, I had the impression that she was very robust. I by no means thought that in my lifetime, I may see her so mild and quiet.

She took a handkerchief from the drugs field to wipe my face, after which helped me to use drugs to the wound on my face. Lastly, she gently instructed me: “it is OK on my face. The wound just isn’t deep. If I take excellent care of it sooner or later, it mustn’t depart scars.”

I smile, a bitter coronary heart.

I believe my life shall be misplaced this time. How can I care if there are scars on my face?

I really feel that my scenario is getting worse and worse. It appears that evidently once I have a look at her in entrance of me, I’ve begun to see double photographs.

I do know that my time is actually restricted.

I ought to have made a protracted story quick and completed the antidote, however I nonetheless have one other downside that has been bothering me for a very long time;

If I do not know the reply to this query, even when I die, I am unable to shut my eyes. So, I strongly assist the energy of her means: “Sheng, there’s a downside, I at all times wish to ask you.”

I wish to ask her, I’ve completed so many flawed issues to her, does she hate me?

She checked out me tenderly.

Earlier than I requested this query, I took the lead in saying, “no hate.”

She stated she did not hate me.

Her reply, let me have slightly little bit of phantasm, I believe, between me and her, there’s a tacit understanding.

And her reply has given me a solution to the query that bothered me for a very long time;

Additionally let me immediately relieved;

It is good that she would not hate me.

“Thanks.”

I checked out her gratefully and at last pulled the subject again: “ah Sheng, are you able to assist me take off my garments?”

She appears to have misunderstood me.

Hesitated for a second, stated to me: “this isn’t a great place to cope with the wound.”

I do know what she means. She desires to get me right down to a clear place to wash up the wound, however I am unable to wait.

I refused her kindness and requested her to chop open my garments.

Once I instructed her that there was her antidote hidden in my wound and that she may get it if she lower the suture with scissors, I noticed the shock and tears in her eyes.

The scissors in her hand fell to the bottom.

I perceive that she didn’t anticipate me to take action.

She requested me, “Su Muyan, do you make your self appear like this simply to ship me drugs?”

I wish to reply her “sure”, however I have a look at her tears cannot cease falling down, I’m distressed. So, when the phrases got here to my lips, they took some relaxed that means and altered to: “I stated, I will not allow you to die.”

sure.

I made myself appear like this to be able to give her drugs;

Yu Professional palace 3000 troopers have been ordered to die xiheguan, is to offer her drugs;

Even, I took Xiling with tens of 1000’s of troopers to struggle towards Beiming just a few days in the past, simply to offer her drugs.

After my phrases, ah Sheng cried extra fiercely.

I adore it.

Nonetheless, the thought that her tears have been for me, who had completed a variety of flawed issues to her, made me really feel relieved.

I am a sinner, however I do not remorse that she will deal with me like this.

She cried like a toddler.

I do not wish to lower my wound with scissors. I perceive that she loves me.

If I wish to take out the drugs, I’ve to depend on myself.

I picked up the scissors on the bottom, and the chilly iron scissors fell on my wound. As a result of my hand was shaking badly, the iron scissors touched my wound, and the ache was extreme. I clenched my tooth and did not let myself cry out.

One piece, one piece of cotton thread, lower by me.

Lastly, the antidote wrapped in delicate oil paper was taken out by me and handed to ah Sheng.

She checked out me with tears in her eyes and refused to take the drugs.

I pretended to be relaxed and suggested: “ah Sheng, take it. Do not let my laborious work be in useless.” In any case, the worth of giving this drugs continues to be very excessive.

Her eyes fell on my hand. After elevating her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, she assured me: “Su Muyan, I’ll treatment you, after which let Yun Jincheng ship somebody to ship you again to Xiling.”

I shook my head gently.

With Yun Jincheng’s love for Gu nanshang, so long as she speaks, Yun Jincheng will do it;

However I do not wish to.

In consequence, I rejected Sheng’s proposal: “do not let him be embarrassed.”

For ah Sheng, I can die;

I haven’t got to die;

On this world, I can owe my brother and my father, however I do not wish to owe Yun Jincheng.

Particularly within the case of ah Sheng.

What’s extra, I’ve betrayed my brother and Xiling many times. The place can I’ve the face to return to Xiling? The place can I’ve the head to head Su’s ancestors?

I do not wish to dwell;

I do not wish to return to Xiling.

I really feel my breath increasingly heavy, as if the subsequent second shall be lower off typically, Sheng conscious of my abnormality, she rapidly wiped tears, stood up and stated: “Su Muyan, I am going to name somebody that can assist you again to the room.”

Then she turned and wished to go.

However, I velocity quicker, a pull her, “Sheng, do not go, accompany me to speak.”

She was in a rush.

And pressing and offended curse means: “converse any time can say.”

“However I actually do not have a lot time.”

I actually do not have a lot time.

I really feel increasingly unable to catch the breath, respiration can be increasingly drained, I do know, it is a signal of dying!

I held her and would not let her go.

I strive my finest to clarify my final phrases: “ah Sheng, I am the sinner of Xiling. Even when I die, I’ve no face to return to Xiling. So, do not ship me again. Ship me to Changzhi county.”

Changzhi county is the place the place I met her. The dawn there’s very stunning;

The individuals there are additionally stunning;

And Lao Zhou and aunt Ding

Ah Sheng cried once more, tears falling down.

I wish to elevate my hand to wipe her tears, however I do not even have the energy to boost my hand.

Lastly, she nodded and agreed: “OK, I am going to ship somebody to ship you again to Changzhi county now.”

With this promise, I lastly don’t have any regrets or worries.

My imaginative and prescient is increasingly blurred, and I am unable to see her clearly. However in my thoughts, there are various photos together with her.

Su Muyan, will you not need me?

Su Muyan, we are going to by no means be separated once more, OK?

Su Muyan, do not depart me

The scene in entrance of me and the image in my thoughts lastly turned black and disappeared after I breathed in.

I do not know the place I am going;

Perhaps I used to be flawed to you from the start;

Nonetheless, even when I pay the worth of my life for these errors, I cannot remorse it;

Gu nanshang, if there’s an afterlife;

I need to meet you earlier than Yun Jincheng. Perhaps you possibly can fall in love with me first.