Sheng’s habits offers me a headache;

She just isn’t afraid of the emperor brother, no matter honor and inferiority, and sometimes causes hassle, which makes my life a hen feather.

Besides, every time I face her, my coronary heart is stuffed with guilt and regret; Furthermore, after I noticed her dependence and obsession with me, my coronary heart was happy and grasping.

I made up my thoughts that I’d be accountable to her.

So when the emperor mentioned to me that he needed to benefit from the brand new 12 months’s Eve banquet to level out my marriage, I requested the emperor to level out ah Sheng to me because the imperial concubine.

The emperor brother was livid.

He rebuffed me severely and even informed me that Gu Nansheng was only a proton for Xiling and for him. He will help me to be with Gu nanshang, however he won’t ever permit me to marry her;

I do know brother Huang’s motion is for my good, however I can not be sorry for Sheng.

I’ve a stalemate with my brother.

Finally, the emperor went away in anger.

On New Yr’s Eve, I took Sheng into the palace.

Right now, I should not have taken her round. However just a few days in the past, after I went to attend the brand new 12 months’s banquet in Prince Deqin’s residence, I requested ah Sheng to attend for a very long time. After I got here again, I promised her that I’d take her with me wherever I went.

You may’t break your promise.

Within the palace, I met Fu Tingyu who was punished by the queen once more.

Strictly talking, when ah Sheng and I acquired to this stage, we needed to thank Fu Tingyu for his betrayal in Dongping County, however Fu Tingyu was additionally answerable for the truth that ah Sheng had change into what he’s now.

Those that have betrayed me won’t ever come to an excellent finish.

Ah Sheng and I met my brother in entrance of the Queen’s Fengyi palace.

Brother Huang has a bracelet in his hand, which is similar to the one which ah Sheng misplaced earlier than.

Xu is so impressed by the bracelet in his reminiscence that despite the fact that he has misplaced his reminiscence, ah Sheng, who has solely a toddler’s intelligence, likes the bracelet on his brother’s wrist.

The emperor elder brother is conscious of this drawback, then seems to be at a Sheng to ask: “like?”

“Nicely.”

Sheng nodded significantly.

Now her thoughts is pure, identical to a toddler, like issues, is not going to cover like, don’t like issues, is not going to cover the disgust.

I noticed that the eyes of the emperor’s elder brother sank for some time, then I opened my mouth with nice curiosity and coaxed him into saying, “when you promise to be my queen, I gives you this. How about that?”

I do not know the unique that means of the phrases, simply to coax ah Sheng for enjoyable, or to chop off my ideas about ah Sheng. However as quickly as his phrases got here out, my coronary heart instantly raised them.

“The emperor.”

I do not agree with brother Huang’s method of doing it. I subconsciously defend ah Sheng behind me. I am actually afraid that ah Sheng can be grasping. That bracelet agrees to brother Huang’s request.

Fortuitously.

Ah Sheng simply stares on the bracelet, then firmly shakes his head and refuses the proposal of the imperial brother. Finally, he seems to be on the imperial brother warily and tells me: “Su Muyan, I believe this man is a foul man. We do not wish to play with him.”

I used to be tremendously relieved.

Fortuitously, ah Sheng just isn’t seduced. On the similar time, she will’t assist telling her to not speak sooner or later.

After shedding her reminiscence, ah Sheng did not know a lot in regards to the world, however thankfully, she was virtually obedient to my phrases.

I made a decision that this time was the final time I took Sheng into the palace.

After returning to the palace, I wrote a letter to my father whereas getting ready the brand new 12 months’s Eve dinner.

My father is Prince Xiling Yu. Greater than ten years in the past, he and his a whole bunch of hundreds of Xiling cavalry had been as well-known because the Gu household military of Beiming. Even when he withdraws from the imperial court docket now, his brother will give him just a little little bit of humble respect in lots of issues.

Within the case of Sheng, if I wish to change my brother’s thoughts, I can solely depend on my father.

This 12 months’s new 12 months’s Eve banquet, I’m alone within the palace.

This 12 months can also be my first new 12 months at dwelling ten years after I left Yuqin palace.

Fortuitously, with a Sheng’s firm.

My mom’s remorse on this life is that she did not see me get married and have kids. Now that I’ve determined to stick with ah Sheng, ah Sheng is her daughter-in-law.

Earlier than dinner, I took Sheng to offer incense to my mom.

My mom’s favourite son has at all times been hanruo’s cousin, however now I insist on marrying ah Sheng. I do not know if my mom’s spouse will blame me for my unfiliality, and I do not know if she’s going to forgive me.

In entrance of my mom’s throne, I poured out my guilt and regret for a lot of days. I hope that my mom is not going to blame me, and that she’s going to settle for ah Sheng.

I watched Sheng kowtow to my mom’s concubine with me, and I felt very happy.

A Sheng’s coronary heart is easy, and it isn’t a secret of the world, however I can not assist it. After worshiping my mom’s concubine, I proposed to a Sheng on New Yr’s Eve, and I hope she’s going to personally conform to marry me.

Nevertheless, Sheng’s situation appears to be unstable.

She, in spite of everything, didn’t conform to marry me.

On the primary day of the brand new 12 months, I took ah Sheng to the road, however to my shock, I acquired a giant Oolong in wanlihong, which was very embarrassing.

On the primary day of the lunar new 12 months, my father got here again from the temple.

I used to be a bit stunned;

In response to the time I despatched out the letter, it shouldn’t have been despatched to my father so quickly, however my father went again to his home forward of time.

Later, I realized that it was the emperor’s elder brother who requested him to come back again.

I’m completely satisfied on the similar time, but in addition prepared to fulfill the punishment.

My father’s angle in the direction of ah Sheng was fully surprising. Like his brother, he used the id of ah Sheng to refuse my request.

My father at all times dotes on me. Even after I requested to depart dwelling ten years in the past, he was very reluctant, however he did not say something. However this time, we had an argument for Sheng.

I can perceive my father’s consideration;

Nevertheless it was due to me that ah Sheng grew to become like this. Now I’m ah Sheng’s heaven and his solely reliance;

I can not be unkind.

I knelt down in entrance of my father and mentioned stubbornly, “father, I urge my father to assist me, in any other case I’ll kneel right here till my father agrees.”

My father may be very indignant. I wish to kill him.

Nevertheless, I actually did not imply to be indignant with him, however I knew very nicely that solely when my father accepted ah Sheng, my brother would have room to show round.

Father was very indignant, and eventually walked away, leaving a sentence: “if you wish to kneel, you kneel, however even when you kneel to loss of life, I’ve no method.”

I do know that my father is indignant that I’m disobedient.

I additionally know that my father would by no means let me die on my knees.

So, I firmly knelt within the snow, to be able to my sincerity, can transfer the daddy.

Xiling in January is the coldest time.

I kneel on the snow, knee chilly ache;

Trying on the closed door of my father’s home, I can not assist considering that after I was in Changzhi county that day, Yun Jincheng and Gu nanshang begged the Empress Dowager to finish the duty, they knelt down within the courtyard.

At the moment, as a bystander, I used to be nonetheless considering, if my mom’s spouse did not agree that I used to be with Gu Nanshan, would I be the identical as Yun Jincheng, or would I take her with me?

At the moment, I did not know the reply;

However now, I do know.

I firmly consider that my father is not going to watch me kneel to loss of life, so despite the fact that I’m chilly and frozen within the yard, I nonetheless insist for the way forward for me and ah Sheng.

Father, you’ll come out.

As a matter of truth, I already know my father very nicely.

He did compromise.

When he appeared in my sight and let me up, I knew that I had succeeded.

My father lastly gave in, and he agreed that I must be with ah Sheng.

My father additionally mentioned that he would go into the Palace tomorrow to see the emperor.

He nonetheless loves me.

My father’s compromise actually happy me.

Nevertheless, issues change in the long run;

Perhaps God wouldn’t forgive me in spite of everything. Simply earlier than my father was able to enter the palace, Li Yuyi recognized that ah Sheng was pregnant.

To me, it is horrible information.

My father was additionally shocked.

With a dark face, he turned again to his room. It appeared that there was no hope of getting into the palace.

My coronary heart is in a large number. I do not know what to do. As a result of I perceive that neither my father nor my brother will permit a girl with the blood of the northern Ming royal household to marry into the Su household.

It isn’t that I can not tolerate a Sheng’s mom and son;

It is Xiling royal household. There is no such thing as a room for a Sheng’s mom and son.

Nevertheless, she and I’ve come to this stage. Did we simply surrender?

I am not reconciled!

Beneath the affect of unwilling emotion, I considered the one resolution – let Sheng slide the tire.

I believed to myself, possibly with out this little one, my father would settle for ah Sheng.